
M50 🥀 : THE STRUGGLE OF AN EVELYN
“Lo is stupid or what, anyway? You don't know the use of after morning pills or safety, Ev?!”
The woman who works as Obstestric and Gynecology or Obgyn appears to be tearing while ruffled waist. In front of him, a beautiful woman looks silenced while staring at a monochrome photo of the results of an ultra sonographic examination.
“I ... didn't expect him to be here so soon, Dees. Though, I've been trying to keep him from attending,” he murmured softly with a trembling voice.
“Lo means, what? are you the same man you do body relations without awareness? If you are aware, you must know the risk of having sex without safety, ‘kan?” said the name owner, furious himself.
“Darren is indeed unconscious.”
“What the hell is that?!”
“Dia hangover.”
“Please, clear details, Ev. I'm confused, here. Loading!”
The beautiful woman who had just assumed the status of a future mother let out a weak sigh. Both halves of his lips seemed to open with no interest, about to explain what had really happened. Dia—Evelyn—very shok actually. Find if there has been another life that grows, lives and develops in his body. She thought there would be no life present, for she had also tried her best to keep her husband's seed from growing and flourishing. But God seems to have said something else. In fact, what he thought would not be present, turned out to be present, and stayed without permission.
“Assh*le!” deesa's curse after hearing the story is actually the full version. “Oath to God, you really are the incarnate dajjal or Don juan, anyway? I don't think the same behavior.”
Don juan is a term that can almost be likened to a playboy. The difference, playboy is a term for men who like to change partners, while Don juan is a term for a man who is reliable in conquering many women and doing relationships s*ksual with the women.
“….”
“How now? You also do not want to get pregnant with Don juan's seeds, ‘kan? Do you want to fallopian or defense?” rhetorical question.
Ev jacked up, staring at his interlocutor fixedly. “I...”
“Lo can't kill your own flesh blood, ‘kan?” guess Deesa quick. “Gue already knows that your heart is soft like silk, Ev. Just, yeah, that bastard guy broke you. Ruined your life. Lo reputation. Career lo.”
Deesa who was already a god-level emotion then chose to massage the base of her nose for a moment. Dizziness suddenly whack the head due to overflowing emotions. “How do you want now, Ev? Dimi should know too, ‘kan? Pity him if you don't tell him. How too, Dimi who ngehandle all your work so far.”
“Dimi's problem let me take care of it,” replied Ev briefly. Thinking of his manager, Ev does take time. Fortunately, Dimi is currently handling work that was delayed.
Deesa nodded in understanding. “How now? You want to defend him? Then, your man is the same big family, you want to tell me? It's not like your man thinks he's sleeping with another girl. He even plans to give the girl a sneak peek, ‘kan?”
Ev nodded slowly.
“Had, dizzy me,” decak Deesa. “Lo also, why not drink after morning-pills immediately at that time, as if you already have the intention to prevent this from happening.”
“I did not have time to drink because the pill was exchanged.”
“I see, your in-laws are already very impatient to want to lo bunting,” decak Deesa.
“But, Dees, why haven't I felt anything all this time? I thought, he will not be present,” Ev watered down while touching his stomach.
Deesa sighed softly. Then he looked back at his friend. “Gini, yes, bestie. Pregnancy occurs when an egg is successfully fertilized by a sp*rma cell. After successful fertilization, the process of implantation takes place. Well, in general, fertilization may occur at most three minutes after you are the same Darren related, or as little as five days after intercourse. Continuously, implantation occurs from five to ten days after fertilization. Or, five to fifteen days after you got in touch.”
Deesa paused for a moment. Then back to explaining. “In the meantime, pregnancy symptoms can be felt a week after intercourse. However, some women do not feel the same symptoms, even do not feel the symptoms of pregnancy at all like the case of lo.”
Ev does not feel any symptoms, except bleeding in the form of spots that he thinks his monthly guests. Therefore, Ev was quite surprised, confused, also shocked when he found himself pregnant. Honestly, she is not ready to be a mother. Moreover, the age of marriage is also new as corn. Both he and the husband still have a big ego to their respective ambitions. This pregnancy will certainly slightly hamper the way Ev achieved what he dreamed. Like Deesa said just now.
However, Deesa's presence on Ev's side at this time, helps Ev to reduce the negative thoughts that come to mind. Lie if Ev is not stressed to think about his current condition.Over time, his baby bump will be seen. How did Ev cover that up?
“Dees, I'd like to ask you a favor.”
“What help, Ev? what you think to abor—“
“No!” ev replied quickly while hugging his own stomach. “She's mine. My flesh-blood. I can't possibly do such a thing.”
“And then, you want to ask for help what, bestie?”
“Help me to cover up my pregnancy. Next week we will return to Jakarta. I will stay in Jakarta two to three months, then fly again to Paris to take care of my Fashion school. I will also choose a temporary residence in Bern or Interlaken.”
“Bern or Interlaken? Do you plan to stay in Switzerland?”
“I want to give birth there.”
“Why?” confused Deesa.
“Because there is someone who can guarantee my safety there,” replied Ev steady.
Bern and Interlaken are two of the best cities in Switzerland. Ev has his own plans by choosing to live in one of these cities.
The rest of the week in Paris, Ev thought more about the way he would take it next. Slowly Ev also tells Dimi about his condition. However, Dimi is entitled to know about the condition of Ev which incidentally is his responsibility. Dimi certainly made a headache seven circumference. Due to the condition of the two-bodied Ev, the work schedule that Ev receives is more sorted. For any reason, Ev should not be too tired to work, a lot of thoughts, let alone stress because of work. It will affect its content.
Two weeks spent in Paris, Ev then left for Jakarta. After not meeting the man who had made her a mother for fourteen days, Ev again meets her. Ev's return was certainly joined happily by the extended family, especially Diana Xander. The middle-aged woman was very intense to pry information about honeymoon Ev and Darren during the Maldives. Later that night, Diana invites Ev to dinner at Xander's mansion.
“You have no sign of contents yet, Ev?” tanyanya at that time, while wiping the widest part of the abdominal dress belonging to her daughter-in-law.
Getting such a question, Ev smiled slightly in return. “Ev has not felt any signs yet, Ma.”
The middle-aged woman nodded. Ev's reply seemed to reduce the slight enthusiastic look on his face.
“Maybe Ev and Darren still want to date, ma. So, they delay having a baby,” said Diana's husband suddenly. “Again they were also newly married. Definitely still want to go everywhere both,” he added.
Ev smiled as he glanced at the husband who looked flat beside him. The man who tonight was wearing a dark blue suit, shirt, vest, and pants with matching colors did not seem interested in the topic at all. Since his return, Ev has not exchanged talks with Darren. The wall that was stretched not too high, now looks more towering and sturdy. Makes Ev think dozens of times to try to get through the wall.
Especially now that they live under one roof. Even if there is not a room. Unless there is a family member who suddenly comes and stays, then Ev and Darren are forced to sleep in one room.
“Sorry because I have to hide your whereabouts, dear. This is the best way for both of us,” Ev when she looked at the large mirror installed on her walk in closet.
His stomach was still flat, but there was already life growing and developing inside there. It would be a lie if Ev's heart didn't beat every time he had to do a skinship with Darren for the sake of the charade. Ev was afraid that the plan he had put together would lead to futility. It is not easy to hide the offspring of Xander who has been waiting for his birth. Not even two months into marriage, Ev has managed to give Diana Xander and Dazen Xander a long-cherished grandson. It's just that the father of the granddaughter they craved for had never wanted her presence.
Ev believes that if the presence of children in their midst, it could be considered a threat by Darren. See how the man struggles to get the position of CEO to fulfill his ambition so far. Darren did not hesitate to get rid of pebbles that could hinder his path, not least his own flesh and blood. So, the decision to hide this pregnancy Ev feels is right.
Once again, Ev stressed. It was not easy to hide her pregnancy. He must be good at resisting the symptoms that arise due to hormones, along with increasing gestational age. Ev was even caught vomiting by Darren in the morning. At that time, Ev was already worried half to death when questioned.
The sound of heavy baritone was playing right behind Ev who was crouching in front of the closet. His big finger sweep can Ev feel, collecting strands after strands of Ev's hair scattered. Collect it into one, so as not to be hit by vomit.
“You better get out, this is disgusting.”
“I asked, you why?” instead of choosing to obey, the man staunchly asked.
“Enter wind (wind in),” replied Ev origin. “Night I did an outdoor photo shoot until midnight,” he added, in an increasingly smaller voice. Morningsickness in the morning was quite draining.
“Cracked.”
Ev who had been too limp, only muttered indistinctly while pressing the flush button. His body is not cooperative. His legs felt jelly for a moment. Ev had not had time to ask to speak, the big clothes dropped by on the shoulders and knees. Before long, Ev could feel his body hovering in the air. Darren's holding her. Carrying bridal style.
The man painstakingly helped Ev gargle in the sink first, before bringing him back to bed.
“I will ask bi Surti to bring you porridge and medicine. You better not go to work today.”
“No. I have to go to—“
“This is an order,” cut the beautiful man. Then he took a swing to get out of the room, before the wife's voice stopped him.
“Darren.”
“What's up?”
“I don't want to eat porridge. Could you tell me to get auntie to make warm oat porridge with fruits?”
“Hm. Anything else?”
“Ah, one more, I want warm milk. Auntie knows which milk I usually drink.”
“Hm.”
After hearing Ev's last order, the man who slept with his wife last night breezed away. Without him noticing, a smile rose on the lips of the wife. Ten minutes later, the man returned with a tray with him.
“Quick spend, and take the medicine. Then rest.” The command line Ev responded with a small smile.
Now, the tray contains a glass of warm milk that Ev believes is the milk of pregnant women whose milk has been exchanged with the milk of a low-fat diet. There is also a medium sized bowl filled with warm oat porridge with topping of blueberries, honey, almonds, banana pieces, and maple syrup.
“Why feels anything less?” muttered Ev lirih when he glanced at his order oat porridge.
“I accidentally didn't add, because you don't like turmeric.”
Hearing the baritone's voice airs Ev kontan jacking. Sometimes, bi Surti does add turmeric. In accordance with the recipe that bi Surti learned from the internet, even though Ev does not like turmeric. Therefore, Ev was surprised when he did not find turmeric in his oat porridge. Like not used to it. Apparently, the one who made his oat porridge was Darren.
“Thank you,” Ev said sincerely while starting to enjoy his oat porridge.
“Hm.”
That morning, Ev could taste Darren's oat porridge. The first food that the biological father made from the baby he was carrying. First and last time, because after that their relationship returned like the beginning. Cold, flat, and foreign even lives one roof.
That afternoon, when Ev was 15 on the 16th street, Ev was preparing to leave for Paris again. Ev has also told parents if he has a work schedule abroad for the next few months. At first the parents rejected the idea of Ev to work abroad without being accompanied by her husband. However, Evelyn was not his name if it could not melt their hearts. Finished with the affairs of the parents, Ev stayed to meet the husband.
The man is in the office today. Ev deliberately came at lunchtime, so as not to interfere with the man's work. The young pregnant woman looked beautiful in a dress with flora motif from a famous brand from Paris. The positive aura of pregnant women seems to increase the level of beauty. The staff who had crossed paths with Ev also looked down respectfully, reciprocated with a nod and a polite smile from the beautiful woman.
While carrying a paper bag with the logo of a five-star restaurant, Ev enters the elevator that will take him upstairs. Arriving at the destination, Ev immediately stepped straight, turning left at the end of the hall. There, he was supposed to find a young Indo-European missionary woman who worked as a secretary. However, Ev did not find it. Maybe the husband's secretary was lunching in the cafeteria, he thought.
However, the figure of a blaster that has the characteristic form of brunette hair that Ev found in the room of the husband. The woman appears to be bowing in front of her husband's desk when Ev enters the room without them noticing. The door of the room was also not tightly closed.
As he walked closer, Ev who that day was wearing flatshoes— so as not to make a loud enough sound— was able to see clearly what was actually being done by the two people in front of him.
They are kissing.
I don't know who started it. But, Ev who found them kissing was just petrified on the spot. Until his presence is realized by one of them.
“Mrs Ev.”
Only when someone mentioned his name did Ev react. “Ah, do I bother you?”
The young lady wearing the formal suit looked nervous in the place where she stood. While behind his desk, the owner of the room has stood firmly. Welcoming the arrival of the wife with a sharp gaze.
“What business did you come here for, Ev?”
Ev smiled smirkingly hearing it. “I brought you lunch,” Ev said casually as he lifted the paper bag in his hand. “I also want to tell you if I will go abroad.”
“How long?”
“Five or six months,” said Ev, then store the luggage on the table. Without waiting for the husband's response, Ev again said. “Then I say goodbye. See you next time, my husband.”
After saying so, Ev turned around and walked away. He still had time to hear the voice of the husband's secretary who called and asked him to listen to an explanation. However, Ev is ignorant. Nor did he find the husband's efforts to pursue his disappearance. So, Ev concluded that Darren also contributed to the ‘kissing’ scene. Most likely, Ev's arrival disturbs them.
“Mom's decision is correct. After this, we will live together in a distant place, baby.” Ev smiled softly as he touched his stomach which began to take shape. Her pregnancy can still be disguised even after entering the age of 15th street 16 weeks. Without Ev realizing it, a tear managed to escape when Ev was in the elevator alone.
From that day forward, Ev became convinced to look after, care for, and raise his baby by himself. Ev doesn't need his biological father. Ev will make his little angel's life perfect, even without the figure of a father. After all, there are others who are always ready to be a substitute for their biological father.
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Sukabumi 24/03/22