Sharing Love: TWO RINGS
An Explanation

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Ayu's hand was still trembling as she handed over the phone earlier. Ayu's mind was like a dazed person. Angry, disappointed, and confused. Such a feeling raged in his head.

“Mas can start to clear to me, what I see is true?” ayu asked with tears still streaming down her cheeks.

Danu nodded his head, his face looking deeper and deeper.

“Mas sorry, Ay.”

At once Ayu's body fell on the cold ceramic floor to hear Danu's words confirming the truth of the video.

Ayu hope, if dream. However, in fact the pain of his nails sticking when clenching his hands made him realize that this was all reality.

Danu hurried over to his wife and took the now-silent look to sit on the sofa, Danu knew exactly what his wife was feeling right now.

“You wait here first yes, Ay. Mas will get you a drink first.”

After Danu Ayu's departure wiped away her tears. He turned his face towards the wedding photos.

“What is my fault, Mas?” ayu said in a soft voice.

Shortly after Danu came back to bring a tray filled with water immediately.

“Ay, drink first.” Pouring a glass of water to Ayu.

Ayu accepted it with trembling hands. Then put the glass on the table.

The room was quiet again. Neither Danu nor Ayu have spoken back.

Ayu who had been crying earlier was calmer, even though the trace of her tears was still there and her heart broke into pieces looking at the video earlier.

“Im sorry Mas, Ay.” Danu said in a soft voice once again.

“When, mas?” asked Ayu in a hoarse voice.

Danu is restoring her hair. He sighed, feeling frustrated and guilty for hurting his wife.

“Sorry.” Danu lowered her head even deeper. He didn't even dare to return his wife's eyes.

“Why do this? Is there any unsatisfactory service Ayu, until Mas remarries? Even the wedding was hidden from me.” Ayu asked in a bitter tone, and her breath choked. Even he had great difficulty swallowing his own saliva.

His brain thought and his head was filled with other questions.

Did her husband turn away from her because he felt insatiable? Or what?

Though Ayu's sacrifice all this time for the man in front of her is not playing.

Ayu even covered something very important during this one year from everyone including her own husband and that she did for the good of all. Especially Danu, her husband.

Sick and disappointed, that's what Ayu now feels. Which woman's heart is willing, if her husband remarries and it is done secretly.

Danu remained in his place.

“Jawab Ayu, mas!” He asked in a loud voice because he was sick of seeing the Danu residence.

Though all this time let alone to fight, let out a loud voice she never when talking to her husband.

“Nggak Ay, you have become a good wife and sholehah.”

“Then why, mas do this same to me? Betraying our marriage.”

By compulsion?

Ayu did not stop thinking about the reason of her husband.

“What does it mean, Mas was forced to marry the woman? Did you sleep with him? That's why you guys got married.”

“For God's sake, Ay. I didn't do that.”

“Then what, Mas? Please explain to Ayu! Why do you do all this by having to?”

“For mom, Ay.” Pushed, “Mas did this all because of mother's wishes.”

Ayu's heart gripped hearing Danu's answer.

“Where can you do this to me? What was my mistake until I planned all this?” Ayu said with a trembling voice.

Her tears were shed again, she really never thought if her mother-in-law proposed it. He could not understand why his mother-in-law was so willing to do this to him.

“Mother nimang grandson, Ay. Mom even got sick and did not want to eat, if Mas did not want to obey his wishes. You can see for yourself, not the state of the mother at the hospital. Finally, he was forced to obey his mother's desire to remarry. What do you have to do, Ay? I was really confused, because on the one hand I could not refuse the mother's request. On the one hand Mas also does not want to hurt you, so Mas did this. Hide this marriage from you.”

Danu's voice shook. He felt frustrated and guilty to his wife.

Ayu took a deep breath. Inhaling all the oxygen needed to breathe, but even so it still feels tight. It was as if a large stone had struck his chest.

“When? Is it when the permission is out of town?”

Danu nodded his head again.

“Why mas never told Ayu anything or tried to ask Ayu.” opinion

“Mas sorry, Ay. Sorry, Mas. As I explained earlier, I don't want to hurt you.”

“But you still hurt me, Mas.”

Ayu really does not believe in what happened to her and also the current state of her household.

Danu suddenly prostrated at his feet.

“Mas sorry, Ay. Please understand, I know this is wrong. Please do not ask Mas to divorce you or leave you, Mas love you Ay. I want to be with you forever, until death do us part.” Danu was stunned, her face was already wet as her tears were rushing down. He did not want to part from Ayu.

Seeing this, Ayu felt sorry for her husband because she knew that Danu loved her very much. She knew that very well, she also knew that it must also be hard for her to go against the will of the woman who had given birth to her.

Should he accept all this?

Would she share her love with another woman?

All those questions were swallowed round.

Ayu was only able to look out the window, looking at the gray-looking afternoon sky for her.

Now he knew that everything would never be the same as it was. Like before her husband made such a fatal mistake.

Does the desire to have offspring have to hurt him?

Ayu's heart struggles with the pain and tightness that continues to afflict her.

Oh God, help me through all these trials.

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