
A few minutes ago Alex and Zea were sitting opposite each other in a cafe located directly opposite the Aditama Group building. And since then, both of them are still silent and only struggling with their minds.
"Ehem....." Alex cleared his throat to neutralize his voice. Honestly, he actually felt the prestige to start the conversation. But Zea who had been silent since then made Alex could not wait anymore and wanted to immediately know what exactly Zea would tell him.
"What do you want to talk to me about?" alex asked the beautiful gadia in front of him. The beautiful girl who first managed to make him fall in love and heartbreak simultaneously.
Zea, who had been bowing her head, began to dare to look at Alex. Until their views meet and lock each other up. But the next second, Alex immediately turned his gaze in any direction. He did not want to, did not want to see the clear eyes that once managed to make him interested in the figure of Zea Tavisha.
"Sorry.." said Zea very softly. Even his voice was barely audible in Alex's ears.
"There is nothing to forgive" Alex said firmly. He deliberately built a thick wall between them, because Alex did not want to go back to feeling heartache for the second time.
"Lex, don't gini." Zea holds Alex's hand on the table. But unfortunately, again Alex prefers to force his hand from Zea's grasp. "Lex. Don't think gini. I can explain why I rejected you at that time" Zea said with a trembling voice holding back tears.
"Necessary. It doesn't matter to me anymore" replied Alex with a flat face. Although it cannot be denied if in the corner of his heart, Alex is still curious why Zea rejected it.
"But it's important to me Lex" said Zea with a clear face.
"What's important? It's just the past that we don't need to talk about anymore, Zee" Alex replied as he ventured to look at Zea. She wanted him to believe that Zea wasn't important to her.
"Alex, please don't believe me." Zea said while shaking her head. He doesn't agree that what happened to them only Alex considers the past.
"Trus how should I? Isn't it true that all about us is just the past? And from now on, you don't have to remember what happened between us" said Alex. "We better focus on our cooperation contract. And you should always want if now we are only working partners. No more," Alex continued.
Zea could only bow her head with a crystal circle that began to seep out from both corners of her eyes. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. And you should know Lex, it's not just you who's hurt. But I am too. My heart ached to keep you up for two months" Zea said in a raucous voice as a result of her cries.
"You mean what's Zee? I don't understand," said Alex staring softly at the beautiful girl who was crying in front of him. I want Alex to hug Zea. But the other side of her was holding her back from hugging the girl.
"Two months I've been trying to get you. But still can't. And now fate brings us together as we are now" Zea said as she slipped her wet cheek.
"Specifically speaking Zee. I don't know what you mean." Alex looked at the puzzled Zea. He had absolutely no idea where the girl in front of him was talking.
"But what?" ask Alex impatiently.
"But my original intention was to get you wrong, Lex. My intentions were wrong" Zea replied softly.
"You mean how's Zee? I still don't understand" said Alex who until now still do not understand the purpose of Zea's speech.
"Do you know Salsa?" ask Zea while looking at Alex.
"Salvana?" Alex frowned as if he was remembering who Salsa was.
"Salsas. Your last ex before you finally become single for a long time," Zea said reminded who the figure of Salsa. To make Alex nod his head when he remembered the girl who was no less beautiful than Zea. "Salsa is my cousin."
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Alex was still glued. He did not think Salsa was Zea's cousin. 'Alex's 'similar impression,' inner self is now aware of the similarities between Zea and Salsa, both from body posture and face. It's only natural that Alex doesn't know Zea as Salsa's cousin. Because Alex himself dating Salsa only lasted one week.
"You must not have expected it" said Zea smiling wryly to herself. "I first found you because of Salsa's request. He wanted to repay his heartache by asking for my help. And I agree. Because I used to feel like a playboy guy like you also had to feel heartache first in order to understand how the girl you've hurt feels," zea said and managed to make Alex can only be silent without being able to answer anything.
"But in the end I was just caught by a game that I created myself," said Zea who again smiled wryly for himself. Zea looked up at Alex. His hands stretched out and again tried to hold Alex's hand. And this time Alex just fell silent without rejection like he did earlier. "Lex, I love you. I honestly can't be away from you. I want us to be together first. Always be together," said Zea full of requests. "Now you know why I rejected you. And now I want you to know that I still love you Lex. I love you the same. I want you to be my girlfriend. You want Lex?"
Alex fell silent. She still had no idea what Zea had done to her. Alex still does not think that Zea just wanted to play with her feelings. And damn it all worked.
Zea manages to make her fall in love and heartbreak simultaneously. Zea manages to let Alex know what it's like to love but can't have.
But Zea failed here too. Failed to make him stop hurting women. Because in the end this actually makes Alex consider almost all women the same. Yeah, it's almost, it's not like Alex doesn't believe that there are sincere women.
Because Alex believes there are women like that. It's just that he hasn't found it yet. And now it's just Alex's way of finding sincere women that's wrong. Because Alex chose to choose a sincere woman by accepting all women who want to be his girlfriend, just to find the best.
"Lexi.. You want to be my girlfriend?" ask Zea again, because since then Alex just silently did not answer the question at all.