Should Taste Be Buried (?)

Should Taste Be Buried (?)
Chapter 1


Sitting pensively in front of the bedroom window, then the vision facing the moonlight that is not as bright as usual. Incidentally, the color describes the state of Rena at that time.


He breathed heavily. In a house that contains only her own, it is very comfortable. But sometimes, he feels the opposite. The physical is of course fine, then what about the heart and mind?


Rena continued to stare at the moonlight, until she fell asleep with her head held hostage on the side of the window. Unknowingly, she entered her dream realm just then, she was originally fine.


However ...


"Go!" rena shouted while clenching her hands tightly.


Dramatically? Yep! Now she is playing for herself and the man standing in front of her with teary eyes. So tight his chest to say the word 'go' and yet, what can he do?


He has to do it, not just for her. But this is for a man who loves her so sincerely, yet she still does not believe. If they could be together.


Does he follow his logic? Obviously so! He must use his logic, so that his love story quickly stops, and he even hopes his love story does not repeat itself in the years he will live.


"Rena ... please, don't ask me to leave," asked Eza, holding her hands together in front of Rena, who was still holding her hand, also lowered her head, and closed her eyes.


"Go, Leon. Go .. I ask you to leave. Didn't you hear it?!" renaissance shouted while suppressing every sentence he threw at Eza.


"Is there no more room for me, Ren?" tanyanya while looking at Rena who is still in this condition.


"Is there no chance for me in your heart, Ren?" ask her again in a hoarse voice.


"Am I—


"Enough, Leon! Enough's enough! Why are you so stubborn, huh? Didn't you hear all of my words? Three words from me, Leon. Get out of front of me. Don't ever show up in front of me again, Leon, never!" disconnections.


Rena began to turn her body to be ready to leave Eza who was still silent with a blank look towards Rena who immediately stepped far, and left herself in the city park.


The tring! The tring! The tring!


"Well!" Rena woke up and was shocked to death. Can he dream of the past? How many years had he passed through that time, now he dreamed of it?


"Attent. I woke up, 'cause I heard a notification on my phone just now, '" the monologue.


Justright. Friends during her Junior High contacted her again. Who is his Junior High friend? Rena has only one friend of all time. He had no friends in SD.


He only had friends during Junior High School and High School. So, what about the college? He has no friends. Because he always takes shortcuts alias does not care about the people who campus there.


"Tumben once Indri invited me to meet. What's up, huh?" tanyanya while playing her index finger on her own chin.


Rena shrugged both of her shoulders indifferently. Don't want to worry and don't want to think about it. He closed the window curtains, and laid his body on a soft mattress. Not long after, he closed his eyes.


***


Rena sat in a chair while waiting for the arrival of Indri Runasari. After ordering a drink, he decided to play his phone. He opened his Instagram app. He opened his profile, and smiled amusedly as he looked at some photos in his own past.


"Oh my god, is this how I used to be?" his laughter attracted the attention of visitors there.


Suddenly just ...


Dor's!


"Allahuakbar, my heart ..." Indri laughed out loud when he saw his Junior High friend surprised.


"Shock, huh?" chortled.


Rena rolled her eyes lazily, "what's calling me?" askinya to the point.


Indri got such a response putting on a sullen face, "ih, Rena! Me, tuh, miss you, you know! You, tuh, keep busy. Once in a while, cake, off from work. Keep stinging with me," he said, blinking his eyes.


Rena let out a heavy sigh, "really? I just realized instead, Ndri. If I'm busy now" I replied to him.


Indri understood Rena's feelings. He also knows his love story for Eza. For him, Rena's decision was not wrong. A woman has the right to say that. But many of the women are not able to do it, honestly Indri salute with his Junior High friend.


The one who asked the man to leave his life. Unlike her, who is still together with her lover—who may be tired with her.


"You miss him, Ren?" ask carefully.


Rena nodded slowly. "honestly, yes, Ndri. I tried to neutralize my heart and my mind. But ... the end still I remember it. Do you remember that guy I met on the side of the road? Indri nodded. "nah, I was like ... wanted to open my heart to her, but it was hard, Ndri," he said, bowing his head.


Indri saw it so he felt sad, "know, not what makes me not be able to open my heart to him?" Indri shook his head slowly, "when I wanted to open my heart, the shadow of his face appeared in my own eyeball, Ndri." Indri heard him become confused.


Is this how much love he has for that man? Indri had never seen the face of the man, unlike Oki Tanesa— friends during his High School. Oki had seen his face, even he had also been as SMP with the man.


"More. Sorry, I don't know what that feels like. I also don't know what love is like, but obviously, I'm sure, if Leon comes back to you" she said, calming Rena down.


Rena raised her face with a sad look. Indri smiled faintly looking at him, "if said to be honest, yes, Ren. I envy your love story. Why am I envious? Well ... Because the man I'm in a relationship with now, he's not like the man who loves you. Yeah .. I don't mean to compare it to that guy who loves you, anyway, but Ren. A man who is sincere, and very sincere in love with a woman, he will never let go, the exception of destiny," he advised.


But when Rena heard the final sentence, namely the exception of fate, made her silent. He became silent when he heard the two sentences delivered by his friend.


What his friend said was right. There would be nothing that could really be together, if not the will of God. But now what makes him realize is that he is making a decision without waiting from Him.


"Aryl?" call her slow. "yes, Ren?" sahut while sucking tomato juice that has been ordered by Rena earlier.


"Is love really blind?" Indri immediately looked at him with a smile. "yes, Ren. Love is blind, what else if love really comes from the bottom of the heart. Believe ...as powerful as fate separates, they will stay together.