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As soon as he reached the toilet, Anjeli immediately vomited all of his stomach contents, so as not to be left. Bagas patiently helps Anjeli, and cleans up Anjeli after removing all his entrails.

Soon Anjeli and Bagas came out of the toilet and saw Rama, Sean, and Farah lined up waiting for them at the door. "Anjeli are you pregnant ?" ask Farah considering the incident Anjeli when pregnant Amar first.

"Don't make the assumption of the no-no doctor Farah....Amar hasn't even been a year, I had a history of SC yesterday, isn't that a high risk for me to get pregnant again...?" anjeli's reply did not come with Farah's temporary diagnosis.

"What if you check?" bagas supported the diagnosis of Farah's doctor.

"Haven't been on the freak, help me find my belly wheelchair is getting sore now."

"Anjeli kau_there's blood flowing_" hasn't had time to continue his words Anjeli suddenly unconscious and immediately collapsed for Bagas swiftly holding his wife's body.

"Farah take Anjeli to the delivery room now, do an ultrasound examination, call the obstetrician on duty, now...!" sean's orders were panicked so Bagas and Rama who immediately took Anjeli to the delivery room to do an examination.

Anjeli immediately get treatment as soon as possible, Farah looks very busy helping obstetricians who are checking Anjeli, and doctors withdraw the diagnosis if Anjeli has a miscarriage. Farah was stunned for a moment to hear the words of the obstetrician who examined the state of Anjeli. "Mrs. Anjeli bleeding at the age of the womb entering two months, abortion imminens can still be saved but most likely the fetus ny. Twins and one of them has come out through bleeding that occurs at this time, while the other fetus can still be maintained. Patients must have total bed rest for a full month until the age of the fetus passes 3 months and examination through the ultrasound tool will be done again to see the development of the fetus, the fetus, if it develops perfectly, pregnancy can still be maintained, but if the opposite is the case I recommend pregnancy. The anjelis must be terminated immediately."

Bagas was silent to hear the word termination for his baby, he felt the sadness that was increasingly raging in his heart, on the other hand Rianti's mother was still in intensive care and now Anjeli in this condition, he said, Bagas remembered the struggle of his wife when giving birth to Amar, Anjeli fought between life and death, there was nothing Bagas could do at that time, he said, he looks like the most stupid man in the world to witness the struggle of his wife against death.

"Deliver now and close my wife's womb," Bagas' speech sounded clear and firm without any hesitation, "Mas, don't be rash. Anjeli will certainly be angry with your decision," said Farah warned Bagas' decision.

"I watched him die after Amar was born, and you know I was the dumbest man in the world, watching Anjeli limp down and doing nothing for him, do you want to take me in that position again, not Farah enough once," Bagas snapped to Farah.

"Bagas keep your attitude to my wife. You all understand my condition, but consider the medical consequences, the wrong actions then two lives will be lost, you are not a doctor and please respect them."

"Rama, as long as you know at that time, none of the doctors were able to wake Anjeli up, they even withdrew the diagnosis, concluded the situation under the pretext of the patient could not be helped, locked me in Amar's room, even the tears did not stir their hearts at that time, until I saw my wife die, I even had to go berserk and threaten them, you know what I felt at that time?, you know?, my life's hopes were shattered, I wanted to be angry even if it could I wanted to eliminate everyone in the room. I could lose my mother and even see my birth mother drooping there, but somehow with my little heart, I couldn't lose her at all, maybe it was karma for me, but I really love Anjeli, please understand my position now," said Bagas and fell down beside where Anjeli lay weakly.

"Bagas, don't be selfish listen carefully. Anjeli's condition is now unstable he has just experienced severe bleeding, even until now bleeding is still happening, the condition of the body may not be able to receive surgery or uterine curettage, he said, if you want to accept the right thing to be the best option right now is to maintain pregnancy and blood transfusion as soon as possible," said Sean slowly began to persuade Bagas who looks resigned to the state of the anjeli.

"Mas, calm yourself down first. Don't be like this, we're all with you and you're not alone in this. I believe you are a strong man, Mas ," said Farah also contributed to persuade Bagas even though he previously got a firm clash from Bagas.

"How's it going?" rama asked after he arrived in the room.

"ny's circumstances. Rianti began to improve, the vital signs are almost normal, the patient began to respond well, only the patient has not been fully aware," answer one of the doctors who are still monitoring the condition of the patient at all times.

While in the delivery room, Anjeli began to wake up, he seemed confused by the situation around him, "Mas, where am I?"

"You are being treated in the delivery room, you have bleeding and_ " Bagas stopped with his honest explanation he can not continue anymore, it feels heavy to convey the word loss to his wife.

"Farah" called Anjeli to ask Farah to continue her husband's explanation that was cut off.

"You're pregnant, baby" Farah replied briefly.

"Then why am I transfusing now, please give me a clear answer and do not be nervous like this...!" pinta Anjeli was not familiar with their explanation.

Bagas finally opened up and explained everything, including his intentions with the act of terminating his pregnancy.

Anjeli was silent, tears began to flow, her sad face was turned in the opposite direction from her husband, honestly implied a sense of disappointment with Bagas' decision, namunia understood very well with her husband's feelings. "Mas, whatever happens do not go beyond your limits, we are just creatures and mean nothing, remember our kuodrat mas, do not be arrogant with destiny, do not be arrogant, god knows what is best for all of us.

"Don't say the word ending my pregnancy again, it's the same as killing your own flesh and blood, you still have the heart because she's still in the shape of a lump of flesh, she said, but chili mas imagine is strangling Amar and Siera now, what denga, he will also grow like them, mas sayings will be bad in the future, we kufur will favor god, God, he will also grow like them, I will not even forgive you if God will grant everything when he is born and even grows up like our other children, every speech is a do'a, Mas....please repent with your intention just now," said Anjeli made Bagas more cornered with his intention that dusty before.

"Sorry," said Bagas softly and hugged his wife's weak body.

After giving advice to Bagas Anjeli was immediately unconscious again, making Bagas and the doctor on duty again panic with Anjeli's state.