Simple But Perfect
Love is Gone

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"I still want you here, accompany me. Please, don't go!"

That's not possible! What kind of situation is this, God? Someone was waiting for me outside, and I shouldn't be here.

"This once." Alvino looked at Jenn with pleading eyes. The handsome man who had always been charming, now lay weak and could not move much. Even so, he still had time to grab Jenn's hand, but the married beautiful woman rejected him subtly.

Wanna get angry? Sounds funny, doesn't it? Who the hell is this? That's what happened to Alvino's mind.

He realized very well, that the beautiful woman standing next to his bed at this time, could not possibly meet him without the permission of a husband. He knew full well that he no longer had any right to coerce or restrict Jenn. But his heart still wanted to be selfish.

Once again Alvino tried to grab Jenn's hand, and this time he succeeded. Even though he knew that Jenn was so uncomfortable with the situation. "How much you refuse, I'll keep chasing you like I used to. I want to be selfish too, Jenn. And I'm still as selfish as ever. I'm still Alvino who loves you excessively with my selfishness."

I'm selfish, I know

I can't let you go

So find someone great

But don't find no one better

I hope you're happy

But don't be happy.

[Dear - Olivia Rodrigo ]

Her words drag Jenn into the past. The time when the man was still the owner of his heart. The time when Alvino still has the right to set it up with all the wishes of the man. A time when Jenn always relented and was patient with her. A time when he was always angry but could not vent.

Seeing the woman who had kept silent since then, Alvino then tried to tighten his grip. It makes Jenn jerk and immediately want to release his hand, but increasingly detained by Alvino.

"Is there a slight sense that it no longer exists?" Staring at Jenn with a look of intimidation. "Why shut up? Speaking, Jenn!" His voice was slow but pushy.

"You need a lot of rest, Al." Jenn finally made a sound. However, believe! The beautiful woman was holding a rumble in her chest. Between crying and hating. He is unable to speak. Her lips are so cuddly.

It is different with Alvino. The man smiled his sweet smile while listening to Jenn's call. Yes, all who are close and know him, call him Vino. Only Jenn called her that, Al. That's a special call. And this was the first time after all the full moon he didn't hear that call again. A happy feeling wrapped up his heart.

"My company, honey!" alvino said so softly while squeezing Jenn's fingers gently.

The woman once again gasped with a stifling taste. "Don't be like this, I beg you." Trying to let go of Alvino's grasp slowly. An uncomfortable feeling ran through Jenn's heart. "I-i-i'm ...."

"You feel like you're betraying her?" alvino was on target. He could read it from Jenn's facial expression. "Then what about me? When you're alone with her, making out with her, even doing things I never did to you, don't you feel like you're betraying me?" A stern question that hit Jenn's chest hard.

The beautiful mummy then threw her gaze elsewhere while biting her lips firmly holding the pain in her eyes. The turmoil in his heart began to rage, struggling to just run away from there.

He doesn't know what he's got to say. This situation really torments him. That guilty feeling slightly touched his heart. But he doesn't regret it. Not at all. It was precisely that he wanted to shout cursing, and shower Alvino with thousands of questions that were months ago lodged in his mind.

However, back again Jenn considered that all that is no longer important to discuss. Long before the man returned, Jenn had already established his heart for a new love. He has anchored his heart on the pier which presents comfort and tranquility.

"I don't believe in any of this, Jenn." Alvino turned his face away. Slowly, she let go of Jenn's hand. "My forecast was wrong." Tasteless laugh. Jenn was no longer able, and the tears just escaped. "I think only I can make you happy .. I think, only I can make you fall in love." Laugh again. "I've been dreaming too much all along. I'm mistaken. Expectations are not as beautiful as wishful."

"A-ak-I .. I'm sorry!" At the end of the day, only an apology is said. To be honest, Jenn was sad to see Alvino as he is today. The man he once loved so much, he adored, the first man to introduce him to love, now all that feeling has disappeared.

"I don't need that word .. I need your love, I want you." Talking but no longer turning around and looking at Jenn's face.

"I-it-that's impossible" Jenn said so quietly almost whispering. He was holding his sobs half dead. The clear threads were pouring out incessantly. It's a heartbreaking moment for both.

Alvino closed his eyes. "Why is it impossible? Just sleeping with him you allowed that to happen, why is coming back to me impossible?" Start getting carried away with emotions. Jenn was startled and wept even more but with a stifled voice. "Take care of me, Jennifer!" Angry, but not able to escape. With a weak condition, Alvino moved to release the infusion in his hand.

Seeing that, Jenn reflexively brushed off Alvino's hand. He immediately sat on a chair beside the bed, boldly reaching Alvino's hand and grasping it. "Be angry with me as much as you can, hate me, but please, don't hurt yourself like this." Speak with a hiccup. "I don't want you to get sick and hurt."

"But you've hurt and hurt me," turned her face back to Jenn.

"I'm sorry." Jenn is getting drowned. Next to her hand raised and wiped the wet on her cheek. "It's late, I have to go home." He looked up at Alvino. At the same time he got up and took his hand off Alvino. She remembered her husband who was still waiting outside.

"Can't you just accompany me tonight?" It would be very unwilling for the woman to leave. And each of her sayings brings an incision in Jenn's heart.

"If it is true that I have betrayed, then let it happen only once. Don't force me to repeat it to another heart." Jenn said and immediately turned around. He didn't want to stay in that place any longer. Meanwhile, Alvino's heart was getting hurt from hearing his words. The pain in his body was not worth the pain in his heart. Alvino realizes that the woman's love has completely turned away. The love of the woman standing behind him at this moment, had actually disappeared and left. It attacks his heart and net. Nah! He didn't want the son of a bitch's tears to lower his pride.

"Rest and get well soon. I have asked God to send you a woman far better than me. Forget me, and live your life happily." After saying that, his feet stepped away.

"Don't tell me to find a better woman. Because that nice lady just forced me to forget about it. How is that possible? There is no one like Jennifer! You are my happiness" Alvino said with a tear that fell without her permission, but Jenn no longer turned away. He kept walking until he reached the door. Before actually coming out, he stood for a moment holding the doorknob and wanted to turn around to see Alvino, but his heart was unwilling to let that happen. In the end, the woman left.

Alvino turned his face back, not wanting to see the woman's departure. "I hate you .. hate you so much." Another on the lips, another on the heart. The handsome man cried in silence with a melody buzzing in his ears. It was as if it represented all the flavor in his soul.

(Don't go tonight ..)

Stay here one more time ...

(Stay here again ..)

Remind me what is like,

(Minds me how it feels?

And let's fall in love one more time

(Let's fall in love again)

I need you now by my side

(I need you right now by my side?

It tears me up when you turn me down

(It makes me cry when you make me fall)

I'm begging please, just stick around

(Please, stay here)

I'm sorry, don't leave me, I want you here with me

(I'm sorry, don't leave me, I want you here with me)

I know that your love is gone

(Know that your love is gone)

I can't breathe, I'm so weak, I know this isn't easy

(This chest tightness, I'm weak, I know it's not easy)

Don't tell me that your love is gone

(Don't tell me that your love is gone)

That your love is gone

(That your love is gone)

[Love is gone - Slander]

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