Sinamotku
Feel guilty

"Any serious thing about getting divorced or canceling this marriage? I've been honest, I admit that I really never do anything as cruel or as dirty. It was so disgusting to me, please believe me," Jesika said, continuing to plead with her husband not to divorce her.

Alex grinned at Jesika, for a moment he thought back to the words that had been thrown. But with determination, he still wanted to cancel the marriage because he did not want to be with Jesika anymore. Alex was lied to.

"I want to cancel this marriage or get divorced. Tomorrow morning I'll be back in Jakarta and I won't see your face again" said Alex, no longer wanting to see the beautiful face of Jesika.

Jesika sat curled up with her knees hugged with her hands on the edge of the bed. He also lowered his head, not expecting the marriage to end in just one day after the blessing.

In the midst of a whack, he still tried to think clearly. Although in fact, he wanted to run as far as possible to leave Alex's residence that was not yet known the ins and outs.

Jesika is rethinking what she will bring to get out of the big house that belongs to Alex's family. He recalled only carrying the wallet given by the mother during the second reception.

Fortunately, his phone from day one was taken but only kept in Alex's room. Since the first night he no longer held his phone because there was no time to check the notification on the phone.

"Alright if it's your will, we better finish this marriage. For the next please Brother talk to both my parents about the sinamot that you have given if this marriage is canceled. Usually in accordance with the custom sinamot must be returned," said Jesika at length.

"I wouldn't worry about sinamot because it's nothing to my family but I'm so sorry about your chastity, why can't you keep it so your husband can't enjoy it on the first night," alex, with a disappointed look.

"Why are you accusing me of that? I never did what you said. I always respect myself, take care of it until my husband is the first to get my chastity" Jesika said.

Jesika feels increasingly claustrophobic as the accusations continue to be filed by Alex. He could no longer hold back the tears that were already at the end of the eye. Without feeling clear circles have wet her beautiful thin cheeks.

"I'm sorry, Bang I don't accept being charged like that. Tonight I'll be out of this house, too" said Jesika as she moved out of bed.

"As important as it is, I don't want to see your face anymore" Alex replied, turning away.

Jesika picked up the purse given by her mother which was kept in her husband's tuxedo pocket hanging in the closet.

The wallet was not issued when they arrived home, he searched the tuxedo to retrieve the wallet, then switched to take the phone on the nightstand.

Fortunately, yesterday Jesika has charged the battery of his phone. Although the condition of the phone is dead because it has not been turned on by Jesika.

Without saying any words or saying goodbye to Alex, he immediately walked out of the room. It was almost half an hour at night, when out of the room there was no one who was on either side of the room.

Despite wearing home clothes, Jesika did not hesitate to go out stepping her legs. He was limping with a tear that broke down his cheek. Before long, Jesika also turned on her phone.

What came to his mind was the only friend who was still in this city, the city where he lived. It was very exciting for Jessica to leave this village, go far so that the bad memories that happened to her could be forgotten.

One phone call was immediately made by Jesika. He called Rini his best friend. Even though it was early morning, Rini still answered the call from Jesika.

"Hello ... Why, Jes?" ask Rini, to the point from across the phone.

He spread his legs wide, the streets seemed silent, not a single vehicle passed. Even so, there was no more fear approaching Jesika.

She was no longer holy because she had been snatched away by her husband. Although the purity was never recognized, it left a sense of annoyance, anger and disappointment in his chest.

This marriage was a bad memory for her. He wants to forget about a day of marriage that has hurt him. In fact, he wanted to go far and forget the bad events that happened to him at this time

"I'm at the Bengawan Hotel, Jes! Just come here" said Rini.

Jessica walked non-stop until she was no longer tired. The roar of his feet stepped, until unconsciously, the highway was in front of his eyes.

Several vehicles were seen passing. Jesika's feet came to a halt as she saw a motorbike parked by the roadside in front of a small grocery store.

Jesika asked the owner of the vehicle. "Excuse me, Bang can take me to the Bengawan Hotel. I will pay more. Please, yeah, Bang." Jessica asked expectantly.

"Sister, I'm not a motorcycle taxi driver, try looking in the area. At the end there is usually still a branching ojek or bentor also there. But it's still quite a long way to go" said the man.

"Bang, I'm in a hurry, I'll give you a lot of money. Please take me right away, yes, Bang," Jesika pleaded with her to make the man full and unbearable.

"Oh .. That's it, you wait a minute, brother. I'm getting ready first." The man grabbed his jacket hanging from the shop, then said goodbye to a woman guarding the grocery store that was open for 24 hours by the roadside.

"Sir, I drove the woman first, yes! You have pity, look at his face like that, pathetic," said the man, pointing at Jesika.

"Yes, Bang, be careful!" wife's message.

The man took Jesika on a motorcycle. They're heading to the Bengawan hotel. Not long after, Jesika also went down to give Rp100,000 for the man.

"Bang, thank you for delivering me. This is not enough?" asked Jesika, extending her hand gave the red sheet to the man.

"Too many, Brother. Love me 20 thousand, that's enough, '" explained the man.

"Don't, Bang." Jessica refused by hand, she still gave the red sheet money to the man who had dared to deliver it.

****

At Alex's residence, the handsome man restored his hair many times because he was worried about his wife. Even he seemed to regret his own actions, why could he be so happy. Expelled his wife from this house in the early hours of the morning.

"Will he be okay? I feel guilty for throwing him out these nights. I should have waited until the next morning," inner Alex, staring at the ceiling of the room.