Sincerity Love Freya
Disappointment of Arga

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Arga continued to hit the samsak with emotion, he did not care about his injured hand.

He knows, doesn't he? he already knew that I was Atha if I was his childhood friend! I've kept that eighteen-year promise I've come back and I've met him.

But the one that can't, I can't keep my promise to her promises to live together like princes and princesses of the kingdom.

Why does it feel like this sick have I not tried to let go! have I tried to forget it! but in fact I can't. Because I love him I am too sincere and love him too deeply.

If I had come back early, if I had met him first maybe this would never have happened. He will not marry her! and we're not gonna be like this.

But in fact, at this time I can only imagine and wait for the miracle of God to unite us both, with the hope of the--- whether or not there is.

"ARGHHHH! IF I KNEW THE ENDING WOULD BE KAYAK GINI! I'M NOT HERE ANY MORE! I DON'T SEE YOU MORE THAN LO FREYA!" shouting Arga.

His hand hit the samsak again, he fell to his knees the tears were flowing. His heart is very sick! he didn't know if the end of things would be like this so painful!

"SARGA! ARGA!" the door of Arga's room was knocked very hard from the outside that her mama's voice maybe they heard it. Though Arga's room soundproofed the loud cry of the man.

"THE PRICE OPENS THE DOOR! WHY ARE YOU KID!" Arga heard the cry of his mother he also heard that his mother was crying.

Arga rubbed his tears rough he then opened the door that displayed the faces of his parents who looked anxious.

"That's!" Arga immediately burst into the arms of his new mother this time after a long time Arga again looks weak in front of his parents, even the tears of the man back flowing.

"Arga's heart hurts!" said Arga rasak.

Alena could not help but cry she hugged her son's body with a sobbing cry.

"This is what you're afraid of Ga! mama's afraid you're disappointed mama's afraid you're hurt." Without Arga talking Alena already knows what makes her son like this.

"Why ma? why Arga wasn't meant for Freya! Why ma!" arga said in despair.

Freya has the highest throne in Arga's heart! only he is able to make an Arga submissive only he is able to control the man's emotions and only he is able to make the man dark in the eyes.

Alena just fell silent she continued to hug her fragile child's body, after a long time she saw her son come back like this. Back when they had just moved, Arga was like this and even got a fever one Sunday, because what? because he misses Freya too much.

For Arga, Freya is his life, he is the color of his life and he is the source of Arga's happiness. Only with Freya Arga can she laugh freely with Freya can she feel a colorful life, because the woman is very important in her life.

Alena sobbed the more she approached her son with a tight heart broken to see his son like this, he felt guilty for separating the two of them.

"Sorry dear mama, if only mama did not invite you to move this will not happen. Freya will not be the same as others maybe at this time she will be happy with you!" alena is sorry.

Arga shook his head he cupped his mother's face he wiped those tears, he smiled a smile that implied full of wounds.

"It's not all Mama's fault. Perhaps Arga was not destined to-- Freya." The name made her tears melt, as painful as Arga's heart is today.

Alena rubbed those tears she could see how broken her son was at the moment, those tears. You know it's not a sign that a man has been crying for his woman it means he really loves her sincerely and it's the moment that Arga experiences that he really sincerely loves Freya.

"I'm sorry your mother's selfishness suffered!" said Alena.

Eighteen years ago Arga and his family chose to leave Indonesia because of work.

They settled in Paris, took care of their company there. Little Arga himself he felt lonely because he had no friends, his parents were too busy working without caring for him.

It is true that all the facilities are complete for him but he did not get freedom at all, he continued to be forced to study with an alibi as the successor of his parents' company.

Even during that time Arga went to home school, for eighteen years. He was always alone without friends and without parents, he did not get affection because his parents were too busy working and forgot about him.

Every night he would cry hugging a picture of his friend's little girl, the more his yearning for her became until he got a fever.

His childhood was taken away just like adolescence? nor did he get it his life was too dark and only learned which filled his days.

Until the determination for him formed he wanted to grow up soon to meet his girl, until he was in college when he was just given freedom by his parents and at that time he returned to Indonesia.

With a happy heart because he will soon meet his girl. But when he got there he had to swallow a deep disappointment when the woman he loved was married to another man.

The eighteen years of waiting were paid off by disappointment, the hope for him to come and hug the girl tightly should he bury her deeply.

His heart aches, his hopes are destroyed, all this is in vain he is disappointed he is angry at himself because he is late to pick up his woman.

"Arga's heart hurts ma? arga's heart aches, Arga is angry Arga is disappointed with Arga himself. Arga is too deeply in love with Freya and this is what Arga accepts! deep pain and disappointment."

Alena hugs her son's body she kisses Arga's head. "Sorry dear mother!" his whisper was right in Arga's ear.

"Arga was too hopeful ma, Arga's hopes high for dapetin Freya even though he was married, Arga dark eyes Arga did everything possible to dapetin Freya, but Arga was made aware by her remark that Freya loved her husband very much!" she said softly, her tears were still flowing.

Believe that the deepest disappointment is to love a woman sincerely but her heart is not for us.

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😭Dapet feel? if for me this is a very sad I write this story. Are they not meant to be together?!