Sinful Angel
SA Chapter 121

Sinful Angel Chapter 121

Meanwhile, at Farhana's house, Tya had just finished praying Isyanya. In every dhikr after his prayer, the patters of tears always accompany. He was often sad every time he missed Bhishma. It is undeniable that it feels heavy without Bhishma on his side especially his condition is pregnant now.

However, Tya wept more not because of mourning fate, but remembered his blemishes and sins in the past. Might the path of his hijrah feel steep to pass, be the cause of the loss of traces of dark sin in his past.

He believed one thing, after the steep road of gray rock again managed to pass by sticking to the faith by only hoping for the guidance and ridho of God, by sticking to the faith, a brighter path will welcome and guide him in the future.

Tya came out of his room as Farhana knocked on the door and invited him to dinner. Although not tasteful, Tya still forced to fill the stomach, considering the fetus needs nutrients in there.

After eating together, Tya washed the dishes and cleaned the table sparingly even though Farhana forbade. Tya doesn't want to just sit on his hands while hitchhiking at people's homes. Although the body is not really very good. The effect of cravings is also the tortured heart longs to be unbearable on the father figure of the baby it contains.

“Dek Tya, these wedang ingredients are also fresh herbal ingredients that you entrusted to me. I bought two dozen bottles first, which were small in size. Make a tester first, do not direct much.”

Farhana handed her a shopping bag filled with dried and fresh herbs that Tya ordered. Also one bag contained a plastic bottle according to what Tya asked for.

Yesterday Farhana talked a lot with Tya, asking about the skills he had when Tya wanted to find work. After talking, Farhana suggested Tya sell wedang and herbal medicine only. Regarding marketing, it can be started by being sold to teachers at the school where Farhana teaches.

“Thank you very much, Ustadzah. But, why is this money there is still a hundred thousand left in the shopping bag?” Tya showed two fifty thousand bills to Farhana.

“Dry spices wedang bought with my money because the ingredients are all for cooking in the kitchen. While fresh ingredients for herbal medicine, I got from the store one of the pilgrims who have many stalls in the market. When I paid, he refused. So the money from you is only reduced to buy bottle packaging. Just save the rest of the money. It is not good to refuse sustenance, surely this is the provision of baby food,” explained Farhana explained with comfort.

“Aalhamdulillah's. Thank you very much, Ustadzah,” said Tya excitedly, reviewing a smile while rubbing his stomach which was answered by a sincere nod from Farhana. Divorcing gratitude from the heart is also oral.

“Dek Tya, actually I have something to talk about. As we chat while sitting.”

“What is Ustadzah? I understand my existence here must be troublesome. But I also don't know where to go now. I will clean and do homework every day after making wedang and herbal medicine to sell, as my payment hitchhiking. That's all I can, please allow me to stay with you until I really have qualified provisions,” lirih Tya pleaded. In the past, he was not afraid if he had to sleep in the emperan. But now another story. There's a baby in her womb. Tya is afraid of bad things happening to the baby if he is out there.

Farhana laughed. “Not that. From the day after tomorrow until one month, I will be very busy with work in school and activities to fill the study of science. Usually I rarely stay in this house when the work schedule and activities are busy. I often live in a house that the foundation provides for teachers whose residence is quite far from school. A kind of official house, its location is close to the school.”

“How to mean, Ustadzah?” tya did not understand.

“Begini, Dek Tya. If you live alone here, I'm afraid there's nothing. So, I want you to come with me to stay at the official house for a while. But even then if Dek Tya is willing but if you go there, the selling plan is more supportive considering the location of the school is very close. In addition to being sold in packaging to be offered to teachers, Dek Tya can also sell wedang and herbal medicine by providing on-site drinking services. His house has a pretty big yard. Can be used for place of sale.” Farhana explained her intention to invite to talk, which Tya welcomed.

“I want, Ustadzah.” he said quickly no need to think long. There is also an opportunity assistance Tya is very grateful.

“Alright, this way I am relieved. But, does Dek Tya really not miss the husband and want to go home? Sorry, not evict, just wanted to ask. Since I saw a man's shirt in your room, it must be Dek Tya's husband's shirt right? Are you sure you can stay away from him forever?”

Farhana's question made Tya look down lethargic. Silent guat immediately adorned her beautiful face in an instant. Cloudy, like a gray cloud before rain.

“Then, I was able to confidently answer that I was able to live alone. But now, if I'm honest I'm not sure,” said Tya rasak. Winding her intertwined fingers.

“If not sure, isn't it some kind of natural signal that we undo the intention?” tukas Farhana asked back.

“But I have chosen. And I realize that every choice always goes hand in hand with its consequences. Even when I decided to leave, I was tormented because I kept thinking about Mas Bhishma. Even last night, I dreamed of seeing Mas Bisma lying sick,” continued Tya choked, his voice vibrated.then shrank the corner of the watery eyes.

“It is better that Dek Tya rethink this decision carefully. Just advice. Don't forget to keep honoring God, ask for guidance, ask your heart. It's not too late to go back. Think about it again. And try to examine, is this decision fair for the fetus conceived? She needs her father, she needs the love of both of you. So is Dek Tya who must be in desperate need of husband support especially when pregnant.”

Seriate.