Sinta (The Sirnaanya Cinta On the First Night)
The Painful Confession.

Cold bone piercing is felt by a white man who is lying face down on top of the safe at this time.Honestly his body shivers like a soak in the sea of Ice.Entah what happened, what happened,he did not understand what was happening to him.The favorite man over the head of 50 was to see around him people in all-white uniforms coming out of the room that seemed to be all white."Looks like this is no longer papa's cave, am I in the hospital?if it's true, then I'm still alive."Inner Tommy was guessing.

A few minutes ago, the nurses removed Tommy from the U. S. for VIV treatment.

Tommy again tried to open his eyes wide, but the coldness made the eyelids so heavy.

"Is your dad unconscious, too, sister?"Asked a voice that Tommy was very familiar with, but that voice sounded very far away.

"It looks like the drug effect is still strong sir, but Mr. Tom's eyes had started to open.Master chills after surgery, maybe because of the influence of the IGD room temperature earlier, or the effect of the drug and can also be due to age factor."A nurse said adding a blanket to cover Tommy's body to the chest.

Tommy still continues to hear his son's voice speak even though it sounds very smooth.It makes him want to say hello while staring at the blue bead Dirga his genetic heritage.For this he continues to strive to make sure his family's existence is right, there is no,all of you ask if it is true he is still alive as expected, but again the eyes are difficult to compromise.Main not desperate, Tommy opened her mouth to say calling Dirga's name, Dirga,but once again he was disappointed because his lips shook violently but his tongue was very heavy.

"Wait on!I heard that woman said I had surgery.Is it true?That means right, I'm alive now.How did they manage to get me out of that room before the building collapsed?"Tommy muttered in a semi-conscious state.

"Yes pa, papa and papa people finally survived, thank God Dirga and Arjuna quickly arrived at the location, so Papa can immediately we rushed to the hospital.Papa rest first, do not think much, so that Papa can immediately we rushed to the hospital,everything's gonna be okay."Again Tommy heard his son's answer with a speech like he was calming himself, there was a sense of comfort and warmth in the heart and on the palm of Tommy's hand because of the touch of his son, the son,making his eyes increasingly heavy and finally Tom really slept.Softness of voice, warm touch son only wayang collaborate like a swing and beautiful singing a father drove Tommy Dirgantara into a dream.

"Oh, it looks like my papa went back to sleep Sus, just leave us alone, let me take care, later if there's anything I'll just press the Nurse Call button."Said Dirga who was greeted by a nod and a sweet smile from the two nurses who looked after Tommy, then both of them came out of the room.

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"Papa?Why are you crying and not wearing clothes???"Tanya Tommy Shock saw a man who loved him was sitting hugging the knee with the body just wearing tattered pants camping also sitting alone in the middle of the hot desert.The man's back skin that was once white now it looks charred sunburned just a moment from the head, while the head of the papa is not covered with a skull.There is a white liquid melted down drips slowly filled his face.Very and disgusting face, it is,almost unrecognizable, but the screams of the man's cries clearly make Tommy sure it's his papa.

There was no word from the father, only his tears were increasingly bitter, making Tommy want to approach his papa, Pulling him out of the barren field was very hot.But so the feet of Tommy stepped up to pick up his papa,his body fell on that hot sandy ground.

"Sound..."Tommy complained of the pain and heat that was afflicted.

"Father!!!Shouted Dirga from the toilet door of Tommy's nursery.The young man immediately ran after him when he saw his father's body collapse on the hospital floor.

"Sorry pa...Because I'm stuck, papa fell like this."Say sorry Dirga while carrying Tommy.

Tommy's body trembled and recollected, while the plaster was allowed to open and bleed again as a result of being knocked down, making Dirga feel more guilty for leaving her father in the bathroom for a while.

"Only a small wound of Dir, not comparable to the head wound of the man to die after floundering helplessly because of our actions." Tommy said softly, but it managed to make his son's heart almost dislodged.

"Whose man is papa?What is the man who is often present in my wife's dreams?"Tell me!"Said Dirga with paled lips.His mind immediately floated on the words of Sinta his wife during this time, so the reflex of his lips questioned it.

Tom was silent as he snorted at his Saliva.

Long enough Tommy looked at Dirga who was looking at him with a look about to skin.

" Uhuh...Tommy breathed heavily.

"When papa makes a confession, are you mentally prepared to listen to all this, son?"

Dirga nodded, though his chest was beating incoherently at this time, but he did not want to hold back.He must know what partition had been limiting between him and Sinta all this time, until the subconscious of the woman refused Dirga.

"Papa just woke up from a spooky dream about opa Saktimu.It was so tormented there.Papa sure if this dream as a hard warning for me.During this I have been hiding from sin.Your grandfather who has helped hide the great sin papa.So papa see in your grandfather's dream was very tormented, maybe this is because he went to face God in a state of hiding the great guilt of an heir."Tommy said slowly but fully

emphasis while looking at Dirga, fearing his son was not ready to listen to all his confessions.

"Tell me everything even though it's bitter..." Lirih Dirga while pulling a chair and began to sit on the side of Tommy's bed.

"Explain to me, I am ready to hear and bear the risk of being born and inner." Imbuh Dirga again convinced his father, both hands outstretched to hold the hand of the father.

"My leg is now broken, In the future I will be a deformed old man."Said Tommy staring at his bandaged feet.Ta.but this is not how much with his suffering.He died with his head split,because me and my men hit him in the back on the lonely road to his garden after Friday prayers."Finally Tommy managed to finish the confession sentence that he had been waiting for for 21 years.

"That's right, papa's brain was murdering my father that day!"Pekik Sinta from the direction of Tommy's nursery door.

"Have you killed my father that way.Any anger and any grudge against people, why should you choose how to eliminate that sadist???"Cecar Sinta was teary-eyed. His heart ached inadvertently hearing the fateful story of his father's death from the mouth of an assassin who had been living quietly in the palace of the killer man's business empire.

Tommy and Dirga suddenly looked at Sinta with a deathly pale face.Dirga was ready to hear his papa's confession, but he was fully unable if Sinta would listen to the confession that would be very painful for the woman.