Siri's Marriage to a Doctor
part 11's. Husna's Grief
It has been two days Husna hospitalized, no family from Husna who swerved in the hospital, if there is possible it was just Husna's dream only.
Mahesa has been called by the hospital because her energy is needed by patients.
Husna saw her husband was agitated but Husna did not want to ask, which Mahesa did not answer or it could be that Mahesa was angry if Husna asked about his life.
During this time Husna only knew if her husband was a doctor, but she did not know where the hospital where Mahesa worked.
Husna kept seeing her husband's uneasiness, she wanted to ask but her voice was stuck in her throat.
Long Husna looked at her husband, her forehead wrinkled when Mahesa also saw her.
"If you're busy, go!" husna
Mahesh seemed to think for a moment and then he went out of Husna's nursery, Mahesa called a Yatri bik to accompany Husna inside, he did not have much time left because the hospital was in desperate need of his manpower.
"I have to go bik, please take care of Husna!" mahesa
"Okay sir!" bik Yatri
Mahesh ran a little out of the hospital, he went without saying goodbye to Husna, it was natural for Husna because all this time Mahesh never said goodbye when he left.
The hospital continued to contact Mahesa because the patient had to be operated on today as well, Mahesa brought a car at high speed to Jakarta.
In the time between two to three hours Mahesa had to get to the hospital where she worked, Mahesa was chased by time, Mahesa drove her car very fast.
Two hours later Mahesa was out of the toll Cikampek, he was a little relieved because it had arrived in Jakarta, Mahesa driving a car at medium speed.
Not long after he arrived at the hospital where he worked, Mahesa immediately put on sterile clothes and he entered the operating room.
"Thank God the doctor came quickly!" said the cardiologist
"The patient's heart is normal, so we can perform surgery now doc!" said the heart doctor
Mahesa nodded then they began operating on the patient, the length of their operation, when the patient's heart operation stopped beating, when the patient's heart operation stopped, so the cardiologist first checks the patient's heart to return to normal again.
"Prepare defibrillator!" the heart doctor told the nurse who helped her.
The cardiologist performed the electric shock on his patient so that the heart was back active, after the electric shock was in progress the patient's heart returned to normal.
"Alhamdulillah!" say them
Mahesa resumed the operation, this time the operation is very long, a lot of interference in this patient therefore the operation runs very long.
Three hours of surgery on the patient did not make Mahesa feel tired or want to leave the room, he was very responsible with his work, becoming a doctor was not easy.
After performing the operation, Mahesa came out of the operating room, the family of this patient was waiting for the results of what the doctor would say.
"Doctor how is my husband?"
"Alhamdulillah the operation went smoothly, although there are obstacles in doing the operation but the operation still runs smoothly, this is thanks to your do'a!" mahesa
After explaining the patient's condition to the patient's family, Mahesa now rests in his room.
"How's your wife doing?" ask Hendri
"Smortals!" mahesa
"Thank God, bay the way when will you tell your parents if you're married?" ask Hendri
Mahesh raises his shoulders, the marriage of siri between him and Husna he will never announce to his family even once, he only wants a descendant just that it is not more and not less.
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Evening Mahesa did not return to Bandung to see his wife, he was still in the hospital because his work was not finished.
Mahesa is now examining her patients in the hospital room, Mahesa is known to a doctor who is cold and does not like to talk much, Mahesa only talks when it is very important for her.
"Tomorrow the patient can go home!" mahesa
Mahesa nodded then she left the ward.
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Husna had been home since this afternoon now he was resting in his room, he was very disappointed when Mahesa left without his knowledge, he said, earlier Husna thought Mahesa went outside her in-room she had some business outside, but instead it turned out that her husband was not back and forth anymore.
Bik Yatri walked into Husna's room while carrying a well-established plate of rice and medicine.
"Mrs should eat yes!" bik Yatri
Husna turned towards the food and then he nodded his head while carrying the plate of rice into his lap.
"Where did Mahesa go?" ask Husna
"Bibik doesn't know madam!" bik Yatri
Husna nodded while bribing her food, her heart was very sick when Mahesa never cared for her, it had been almost two months they were married but Mahesa never cared for Husna.
From the beginning of this marriage is indeed a marriage that is not desired by both parties, Mahesa just wants to ask for a child no more and no less, no less, husna married Mahesa to pay off her aunt and uncle's debts.
When will he feel that happiness?
Husna finished eating and he took the medicine given by bik Yatri, bik Yatri went down to put the dirty dishes and continued his unfinished work.
"When can I be free of them?"
Husna opened the nightstand drawer he took a photo of their memories with his father and mother first, Husna rubbed the photo even Husna hugged the photo, he channeled his sadness on the photo.
"Hiks... Uus tired of mommy's father hix... Uus is tired of this life, when can Uus get out of this life?"
Husna continued to hug the photo he did not know who else to confide in, he only had a picture of his family only to the photo that Husna could vent and channel his sadness.
"Why did you leave me too soon?, I still need my mother's father, but why did fate say otherwise?"
Husna continued to confide in the outdated photo, he did not know what else to do, the agreement between him and Mahesa could not be disturbed, what else did Husna ask for a divorce while she had not given birth to a child for Mahesa.
The clock has shown at eight o'clock at night, Husna went ablution to perform Islamic prayers.
Now he performs Islamic prayers, finished praying he promises do'a to Allah SWT.
"Oh Allah, Uus does not know what else to do, Uus tired like this continues, O God, why happiness that Uus never felt?, what sin did Uus ever do O God, God, so that you punish a servant like this?, Uus could not seem to accept this punishment O Allah, give Uus the strength so that Uus can live this sorrow strongly and steadfastly!"
When Husna returned to his bed, he laid his body on the bed, often Husna slept alone like this, for a month she never slept with her husband.
"May Mahesa accept Uus!" do'a Husna before going to bed.
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In the morning Husna was back to health he helped bik Yatri cook in the kitchen, although his cooking was just him who ate it but Husna was very cheerful and did not want to be sad anymore, he had promised himself that he should be happy without anyone loving him.
Happy does not have to be with others with ourselves we can be happy, that is how Husna he must be happy without anyone who must love or love himself.
"Is the guy better now?" ask bik Yatri
"Uus has to be happy without anyone else on Uus' side!" husna
Bik Yatri smiled little, very sad to see her mistress who was lacking in affection from the people around her, so she had to be happy herself, she said, bik Yatri's heart was very sad when her mistress was treated unfairly like this by her master, but she couldn't do anything either.
"May that happiness come to Lady Husna!" bik Yatri
"Aamiin...!"
"We're positive thinking!" said mang Udin who just entered through the side door.
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Seriate...