
Since coming out of the field, Gita looks moody, even silent assault language. When asked the girl only answered briefly dense and sometimes unclear, making Mama sigh many times when she saw the behavior of her daughter. Maybe Gita is disappointed with the decision of the Mama, but Mama will not change her decision. He was sure Gita would understand.
Even when she got home, Gita went straight into the room without saying a word. In contrast to Hafidz, the young man looked exactly the opposite. She seemed happier for her decision, which was her main goal. I don't want my mom to regret it later.
"Let me talk to Gita, Ma" said Hafidz as he watched Mama continue to stare at Gita's departure.
Mama shook her head, "Mama will talk to her herself, you just rest. Must be tired, all day as a driver Mama." Mama patted Hafidz's shoulder reassuring her son that, if he was okay, and would overcome this on her own.
"Well Ma, I'll go to the room first" said the young man.
Mama knocked on Gita's bedroom door for a long time, but she wouldn't open it. Until the fifth knock, then Gita opened the door with a crumpled face, not wanting to look at the mother.
Gita went straight up to the bed, wrapped her body up to her shoulders, turned her back to the mother who was sitting on the side of the bed.
"Are you angry with Mama?" ask Mama.
Gita flinched, I don't know what the girl was doing. But she listened to her mother talk.
"I'm sorry if your decision disappointed you. Not without reason Mama decided this, Mama was ready with the consequences, whatever it was. The important thing is that you've made a decision that won't make you regret it in the future." Mama looked at the back of her daughter who still did not want to face her.
"Well, imagine if you were in the position of Mama. Your brother in the position of Aunt Sita, surely you will do the same. It was the brotherly bond that made Mama confident in this decision," Mama sighed for a while before continuing her words.
"Try you think again, how do you feel when your two children are fighting? They take revenge on each other, no one wants to give up. Mama will be sick. That's one of my mom's reasons, too. Do not want to make your grandparents disappointed, especially he is gone. Wouldn't it be better for us to be at peace, praying for our two dead parents,"
Gita shed tears hearing all Mama's soft words, even directly piercing her innermost heart. He never thought about it, all he thought about was the suffering that Mama had been through and the treatment of Aunt Sita to herself and the Mama.
"If Mama retaliates against all your Auntie's deeds, Mama is the same as her. And Mama didn't want to do that, because Mama just felt sick especially other people. Let this pain Mama feel, because everything has been outlined."
"Mama believes everything that happens now and the past, will make us better in the future, if we are sincere with all the destiny outlined," concluded Mama.
Mama knows, if Gita cries. I don't know what made the girl cry. Just hope that Gita understands all of his words.
"Now you think carefully, Mama will not force, will forgive your Aunt or not, it's only you who know," said Mama.
Mama rubbed the top of Gita's head, "Udah, now you rest. Mama wants to go back to the room" he said.
Mama got out of bed, just stepped up, Mama was surprised when someone hugged from behind. Who else would have done it if it wasn't the Gita? Can't it be Kunti who's guarding Gita's room? Because Mama didn't hear the footsteps.
"I'm sorry Ma, I'm selfish not understanding Mama's feelings. If you're going to forgive Auntie, why don't I? Even Mama suffered more than me," said Gita dashed because still a hiccup.
"Allah is Oft-Forgiving of his servant who apologizes. Why are we so hard to forgive?"
"Yes Ma, I understand. I'll take everything for granted, I'll try to let go of this disappointment for good" the Gita said.
Hafidz thanked him many times, when he saw the sight before him. She accidentally sees Mama and Gita hugging when going to the kitchen. It turns out that Gita has been willing to forgive the mother, and the two women she loves are now at peace. Maybe Gita has understood the decision of the mother.
"At least, I will be more calm to leave KKN later," he said and he continued his steps towards the kitchen.
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"I want to ask for the blessing of Mama, Mom and Dad. In three days I will leave KKN in a remote village, pray for me. Hopefully there can do the job well. I'm sorry, I said it impromptu, because I forgot when to go, myself" Hafidz scoffed at the end of his speech, because he had forgotten when the college assignment was. Because there are so many problems that he has faced lately.
"We will all pray for you, which is important to take care of yourself. Keep the attitude, do not make the residents there uncomfortable with your arrival. And let us know if there's anything in there" Mama said.
Bu Nurul and Pak Ahmad nodded, agreeing with Mama's words.
"So, today I all say goodbye to KKN, later if you have gone home will definitely go straight home here," said Hafidz.
"We wait,"
In the afternoon, Hafidz decided to return to Jakarta. He still has to prepare some that must be brought, do not want any shortage when there later. Fortunately, he and other friends were allowed to bring their own vehicles, but only motorcycles were allowed. For activities while there.
On Monday morning, while taking care of some KKN preparations on campus, Hafidz's phone rang. Even he purposely let it go because it was still busy, but the phone was ringing again. Until the third ringing, then he received the call.
"Fidz, pick up your phone. Disturb this" protested a group of Hafidz friends.
"Okay, I'm holding up." Hafidz slightly moved away from his friends.
He frowned when he saw an unknown number calling him. He took the call because he wondered who was bothering him.
"Wa'alaikumussalam, yes. Oh, what's up, ma'am?" ask Hafidz to the man across the street.
"Mother seriously? All right, I'll be right there." Hafidz immediately disconnected his phone call, after finding out who and with what purpose the person was talking.
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