Sky Voice
Facing Anxiety

Hilman was getting ready to go to work when Susan and Anitha came home, seeing that there was still enough time to talk, she immediately took Susan to the dining room where her mother Hana was preparing lunch for her daughter's son.

"Mi.., may you disturb me for a moment! said Hilman who came to meet Hana while holding Susan's hand.

"Hmm.... What's the matter?, just talk Mami is done!"

"Look Mi.., I actually talked a lot with Papa and Mama Susan, I actually talked to you, and we are both now given the option to get married immediately or not at all get the blessing of Susan's parents, it's just that the choice to get married has conditions and that's frankly heavy for me, for that we both ask for consideration and guidance from Mami!" hilman recounts his talk with Hendrik and Juliana.

"Sit down quietly and tell Mami everything!, what exactly are the conditions asked by Papa and Mama Susan!"

Hilman added by Susan began to tell the marriage terms of those who had to go to Taiwan to accompany her elderly grandmother, the move was an effort by Hendrik and Juliana who wanted to get the attention of the mother to bequeath her enormous wealth to their family, especially to Susan. It's just that Hilman's feelings are heavy to leave his mother and sister if he has to follow the wishes of the two Susan's parents, and after hearing all these stories Hana the mother gave her advice to Hilman and Susan.

"Man.., you're a man, right now you're in charge of our family in lieu of your dead Papi, but remember you also have your own future and will live independently with your family in the future, Mami let you go as long as you and Susan really want to live it for your own future not because of the influence of the wealth you will get later!, the!, and also think back to what about your lecture!, is it not best to wait until your lecture is over?" hana said giving her consideration.

"Mom..., I also kind of objected to following Papa and Mama's terms, but what if we didn't get their blessing?, he said?, but I promise whatever happens I will only belong to Hilman and if Hilman agrees even if only getting the blessing of Mother we will both stay together with all the risks that we will bear together!" susan said seriously.

"You're young, you have a lot of challenges ahead, don't worry about Mami and Anitha, we still have your father's pension and the proceeds from the stalls, Mami only thinks about your lecture Man.., because it's a message from your Papi before dying so you're done until you become a scholar!" said Hana.

"Well Mi.., me and Susan will rethink it and will tell Mami with the decision we both took" Hilman said.

"Yes, call your sister and eat first, you also soon have to work, right?" said Hana.

"Yes Mi...!" hilman then calls Anitha to eat together as her mind spins around looking for solutions to answer the wishes of Hendrik and Juliana, Susan's parents, great anxiety enveloped Hilman's heart and feelings but he kept trying to find the best answer to the problem.

Although their stomachs still felt full both Hilman and Susan and Anitha before returning home had stopped by to eat out but to appreciate the mother who had tried to cook food on the table, so they tried to please Hana by eating all these dishes. After finishing eating Hilman say goodbye to Hana to go to work as well as she say goodbye to Susan who will still stay with Anitha because the two girls still have other plans after this to go out shopping both.

"Well.., you happen to have Man.., please help correct the input value restriction program for the company's monthly achievement monitoring application!" Julian.

"Yes.., it's time for you to show the value of your perfect performance index Man.!., whether it's appropriate or not, don't just be a display!, do it...!" ivan said while giving a portion of the stack of paper sheets containing the program.

"May..., let me see what kind of output you want to display?" hilman.

"Like this...!' julian said while showing a sheet of paper showing an example of the intended look.

"Can I do it myself without any distractions?, because a program like this requires precision so it requires calm!" said Hilman who saw the work he could do alone and did not take long.

"Ahh... which is true Man...!, the four of us have been working on it since morning but it didn't work?" hardy said as he looked at Hilman with his face that did not believe because the four of them were IT scholars and had experienced 1 to 2 years while in front of them despite having perfect achievements but Hilman was just one new employee and still a student.

"Just calm down, just give me time to finish it, and after that you can try it first and then leave it to the user if you are sure it can be operated!" hilman.

"Don't get cocky first you Man.!, but fine we'll give you until later in the afternoon before we go home and it's the same time since we started this morning, well congratulations on getting to work, we'll go down to the cafeteria first!" kata Yudi then invited 3 other friends to go to the cafeteria.

4 Hilman's 1st teammate left him alone, while condemning the arrogance of Hilman who underestimated the work, he said, though they do not know that programming is a specialization of Hilman and even if anyone knows that the real figure of Hilman is already equivalent to an international Hacker because he can already enter and penetrate firewalls are some online programs without being noticed by their owners.

Just by looking at the desired display output and at a glance see the structure of the program made by 4 colleagues 1 team, Hilman already knows for sure how he will make the program. With the intelligence and knowledge he learned Hilman re-created all the series of programs and tried it repeatedly in a short time, he said, after he felt sure it was right and saw the output of the program was exactly the same as the example shown to him by his 1 team mates that Hilman left the computer he worked on and he moved to work on another computer while waiting for the arrival of 4 colleagues 1 team.

Hilman carefully controls all computerized operating systems of the company that always run nonstop 1 x 24 hours, and, Hilman also checks the Firewall status of all programs and websites owned by the company from the digital traces of pranksters. His work came to a halt when four of his 1st teammates returned from the cafeteria and saw their big job had been completed by Hilman in no time, they do not believe and try to operate the program made by Hilman repeatedly and still get the same results in accordance with the output desired by the management of the company.

Hilman who saw the astonishment of the four colleagues only smiled wryly because it was still squeezed by the anxiety of his heart which also did not get the best answer from the problem of his love relationship with Susan, meanwhile, on the other hand, Julian the team leader felt Hilman had smeared their faces with the result because if it was known by their Manager Mr. Andreas it would make their self-esteem low compared to the results Hilman who is only a new and inexperienced employee and mash with student status unlike those who are already a scholar even Julian and Hardy are currently studying S2 with the same major.