
"Miss, sorry I didn't mean to." Tania intends to help Zaskia to wake up. However, Zaskia rejected Tania's hand so that the girl abandoned her intentions.
"I don't need your help! You don't have to pretend to be nice to cover up your rot!" snapped Zaskia emotions.
The woman held her dizzy head while trying to stand up. To be honest Zaskia's body feels weak, but he prestige should ask Tania for help.
Tania could only pay attention without daring to help her. He was surprised to realize Zaskia's nose was bleeding. He immediately took a tissue on the nightstand and gave it to Zaskia.
"Miss, your nose is nosebleed. This time let me help." she said earnestly.
This time there was no resistance from Zaskia, the woman let Tania wash her into bed
then clean the blood in his nose.
He captures Tania's sincerity towards him, beset with guilt in him for having been rude to the girl. It seemed like the flames of jealousy had burned to the point of blinding his conscience.
"You can come out now" said Zaskia.
"But Miss? Your face is pale, you seem to be sick. Do I need to ask you to call the doctor?" anxiety covered the girl.
Zaskia grinned in response to Tania's words, the woman looked at her with a covered look of sadness.
"ill? The pain is when the person I love doesn't think I exist. The pain is when the person I love names another woman with eyes full of light. The pain is when I watch someone I love making love to another woman in front of me. The pain is here..." Zaskia pointed at her chest with tears in her eyes.
Tania was so sorry to see the woman in front of her. Zaskia's situation is now much different from what she used to see. Zaskia used to look so cheerful, gentle and loving. But now the woman looks sad. Tania is aware that Zaskia's heart is hurt deeply and indirectly it may be because of her.
"I'm sorry, Miss." Only that sentence was able to come out of his mouth. Tania lowered her head, her tears also berlinang witness the state of Zaskia now.
"Do you really love my husband?"
Zaskia's question made her gasp at the two beads of Zaskia's eyes that were still glazed over.
"What if you're in my shoes? What if you saw Kendra making out with me in front of your eyes?" Zaskia came back to find him.
Tania's cry broke out instantly, she said without daring to raise her gaze.
"I really love Mr. Kendra, Miss. He was the first man to make my heart flutter when faced with him. She taught me so many things and made me feel the beauty of life." Tania answered honestly.
"If you ask jealous? Of course I was jealous, but I was aware of my position. I am present in the midst of you, although initially because of a compulsion. Maybe I was destined to be able to give up and accept the situation. In the past, I often did not eat for the sake of my sisters can eat everything. Every night I have trouble sleeping because my stomach is rumbling. It's okay, I accept for the peace of my brothers. But this time, can I be a little selfish? This fetus needs a father and I will stay by Mr. Kendra's side for the sake of my future son. I beg you, Miss is pleased to share your affection with me." she asked Zaskia.
"I can't. Kendra is only mine now, then, and at any time. Now that you're out of here, I don't think there's anything to talk about anymore." Zaskia turned her eyes away.
Tania understood, it must be difficult for Zaskia to accept all of this. He resigned from his master's room.
***
Tania came out of Zaskia's room, the girl immediately wiped away her tears so that no one would suspect her. The heat and pain from Zaski's slap was as if overflowing as she saw the sadness felt by Zaskia. He felt it was not comparable to the pain the woman felt.
Tania went down the stairs, she rushed back to the kitchen to continue her pending work.
" It's okay. I have to be strong to deal with all this." Tania's determination as she brushed away her breath.
Bi Marni and Bi Sumi happened to still be in the kitchen, let alone Bi Sumi from earlier kepo for what Tania was called by their employer. Her face was sumringah seeing Tania's arrival.
"Eh Tania? What was? Why did Non Zaskia call you? That, your cheekwhy could there be such finger marks?" Netra Bi Sumi was wide-eyed watching the hand image on Tania's white face.
The tail of Bi Marni's eyes came to see what Bi Sumi had just pointed at. Bi Marni certainly realized that it was a former slap of Zaskia. He felt sorry for the girl. This is what she fears, when Tania and Kendra's dark relationship is finally revealed. Despite his pity, the woman chose silence before Tania herself told him.
Tania suddenly heard Bi Sumi's question just now. He did not even realize that the slap was on his cheek.
"Eh..Miss just wanted to ask about my mother now. And here, there was a mosquito bite my cheek Bi. Because of the sprain, I hit aja who fasted let kapok. Don't know the mosquitoes are gone, my cheeks are sore." he said while grinning at the horse.
"Jeez, it's all there is. Just this time Bibi saw that there were people beating mosquitoes to that kayak. I think Tania's neng is a derivative of Samson yes." tease Bi Sumi.
" Yes, Bi. Who knows my great-grandmother was there who kept Bang Samson long ago. Huha's..Huha.." replied Tania while laughing and demonstrating the gait like a giant.
Bi Sumi and Bi Marni laughed at him. Bi Marni unexpectedly, Tania could cover up her sadness with a smile that remained etched on her face.
***
Zaskia was still pensive in her room, her brain thinking hard how to win back Kendra's heart.
Zaskia felt like she needed to ask her father and mother-in-law for help. They all come from families that are, he is not sure Kendra's parents will accept if his son remarried to the son of one of the servants in his house.
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