
Taran was confused when Erhan came out of their room with a sad face.
“How is Shazia, is it okay?” ask Taran to his father-in-law.
“He is fine, and I beg you please take good care of my daughter,” Erhan replied while patting Taran on the shoulder.
Taran nodded, “I will always take care of him, you don't worry.”
Erhan smiled still with her sad face.
“And Taran, can I come to your office later, I have something to talk to you about.”
“Yes, Father-in-law, you can come anytime.”
“Alright now I have to go home, if there is any problem about Shazia please notify me.”
Taran is back.
After Erhan's death, Taran went back into the room, when Shazia was still sitting leaning on the bed with a blank look and a puffy face after crying.
Taran stepped closer to his wife, he sat down beside Shazia and stared fixedly at her.
“What happened to you Shazia? Is there a problem with the father-in-law?”
Shazia shook her head, “T-no problem.”
“Then why after realizing you were crying?”
Taran's simple question even made his tears flow more and more. Of course, this made Taran stunned, with his hand Taran wipe away Shazia's tears.
The man then hugged Shazia. “I'm here, so don't be afraid,” Taran said as he rubbed his wife's hair.
Just this time Taran saw Shazia crying and saw the weak side of the always stubborn woman, he felt pity for the current condition of his wife. Taran is very curious about what happened to his wife, but he cannot force Shazia to tell him.
“If you really don't want to talk now, then no papa, I'll wait until you want to tell me what happened.”
The only thing Taran can do is give her a hug and calm her down. It's possible that with what Shazia did to feel better.
“Taran promise me no matter what happens you won't leave me right?” shazia asked in between her sobs.
Taran shook his head, “Whatever happens I will always be with you.”
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On the afternoon before Shazia came out of the room, he tidied up his appearance and face so as not to look exhausted from crying.
At that time Taran had gone to the office, it was Shazia who forced him to leave and said he was fine.
“Come Shazia don't cry, we have to face this. Soon father and mother-in-law will be coming, as will Zihan soon be coming home from school, so let's calm down.”
Shazia slowly went down the stairs and sat on the living room sofa waiting for the arrival of her father and mother-in-law who were coming today.
Although Shazia encouraged herself to remain calm, it was still different from her feelings and thoughts that always focused on the story of the past and where her son is now.
Shazia, drowning in daydreams, unaware of Zihan's arrival, the boy constantly calls out the name of his mother, but still there is no reply.
“Mama did you hear me?” zihan asked while patting Shazia on the shoulder.
Only then did Shazia wake up from her daydream.
“Mama, mom why? Does mom hurt?”
“Oh, no dear, mama no papa.”
“How was your school today what was fun?”
Zihan napping, “Of course Mama, I always get another hundred marks in every lesson, he, he.”
Shazia smiled, pinching her son's cheek. “Sweet child, you are indeed the pride of mama.”
Before long, Shazia's father and mother-in-law came with a lot of souvenirs, looking happy faces on their faces.
“Yes, that's how everything went well,” reply Derya who came to sit on the sofa.
While Defne he was immediately busy sorting out souvenirs and immediately distributed them to family members and cleaners in the Savas residence.
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After the day that Shazia had recalled the memories of her past, the woman was more silent and immersed in her daydream, of course it was very much realized by the people around her.
Since then, Shazia has avoided Taran a lot, every time Taran approached Shazia, she always stayed away, even the woman did not dare to make eye contact with her husband.
Taran who was well aware of Shazia's change finally decided to speak after a long silence.
Taran came to Shazia who was standing still on the balcony while looking at the scenery. Taran patted his wife on the shoulder, making Shazia surprised and turned towards her husband.
“A, no, a, what's Taran?”
“I want to talk to you.”
“Bi, talk, about a, what?”
“Why lately you've always avoided me.”
“I've never avoided you, it's just your feelings Taran.”
“Really? Then why every time I approach you you go straight away, and why do you always avoid eye contact with me.”
“A, I ha, just I mean I just don't want it.”
“Shazia don't lie. Your face always tells me first if you're lying.”
Taran clasped Shazia's hand, “Trust me, no matter what happens I won't leave you.”
Shazia shriveled at Taran's words, her eyes glazed over the husband's face. Taran then led his wife to sit on the sofa.
“Now tell me what happened?”
Shazia finally told her what happened to her from beginning to end. His crying broke again between the stories, he felt it was very inappropriate to be in the Savas family at this time.
Taran calms her down again, she removes Shazia's tears and kisses his wife's forehead.
“I know I was so bad in the past, can't even take care of myself, but please don't separate me from Zihan. I don't care if you hate me so much.”
“And I ask you for permission, so that I can bring my son back, papa not if you do not accept it I will raise him on the spot.”
There was no look of resentment or anger on Taran's face, he looked calm despite knowing what was happening now.
“Listen to me Shazia, I won't be angry or hate you. It's up to you to bring your son back, I don't mind, take him to this house.”
“You're not angry?”
“For what, while you yourself forget the memory without you want instead, and father-in-law has also told me all this.”
“If you already know why you still ask me?
“Color I want to hear an explanation directly from your mouth.”
“Just like you said before, I don't care what you've been like in the past, want to be as bad as it is, either, because when I decided to marry you that's when I received all the shortcomings and advantages.”
“You can accept me and Zihan, even if you know my bad past, then why can't I lack you.”
“Shazia in marriage is not just one person who has to fight or sacrifice, but both.”
“So if you want to find your son back then I will support you, bring him to this house and we will raise him together, he will be a brother to Zihan and I will be his father.”
Shazia could not hold back her sobs, she knew that lately she had always shown a side in her. The woman hugged Taran.
“Te, thank you.”