So the Prisoner of Galak Thugs

So the Prisoner of Galak Thugs
31. The Thing You Called Life


Suri's not a bete because Tanjung doesn't like her, well. Obviously not. Why does Suri expect Tanjung to like him?


Suri bete because he had done as well as the eyed, had also almost raped, but the effect was even Suri who hoped!


Suri's face to be put where?!


Lama Suri vent anger with anger, but so satisfied, Suri became aware now again in the middle of the sea. Wait, since when are they here?


"Why go to the middle of the sea?" ask Suri, really just sober.


"Rather than running?" reply Dayan relaxed.


Yaiya, anyway.


Suri propped up his chin, staring at the expanse of sea water that made him feel calm. Natural blue and the reflection of the sun before noon looks beautiful until Suri was destroyed.


At least that sight at least made Suri stop muruh-misuh.


"Lo have a cigarette?" Even though he still needs help again to be really sane.


Dayan held out a cigarette that he immediately took to suck.


A moment of silence surrounded them. Suri was pensive to think about Arul who was somewhere, what he was doing, and whether he also remembered that there was a sister waiting for him to come home.


For God's sake, what is he doing and where is he really?


"For example, this." Suri muttered. "If a guy goes away and doesn't come back, what's it about?"


"He left you." Dayan leaned in, smoking cigarettes too.


"Because?"


"Either. But if the guy has left, it is usually because he does not want to stay again the same lo. Don't wait for it."


Then who should Suri wait for? Death angel?


The only family he knew was Arul. Their parents left Suri and Arul since they were children. Arul said Suri had no need to think about who their mother's father was, because what was more important was themselves.


So if I am left out again? I don't need to wait anymore because Arul doesn't want me anymore?


Suri rubbed his eyes before any drops fell.


I should have been abroad a long time ago. I should have waited a long time.


Suri lowered her head until the reflection of her face was visible on the surface of the water.


Instead of spending money on rent, I should be happy-happy, happy-happy. Look now. I want to be raped by anjying guy, my job is not there, left anyway.


Your goblock, goblock. Suri goblocks!


Suri smoked his cigarette deeply before throwing the actual cigarette was still half that into the middle of the sea.


"Lo never thought about why you should fight?"


Suri chatted again. He could only do this now in order to at least vent emotions.


"Kayak, if you want to be rich, you have to work. If you want to succeed, you have to work. You want to be happy, you have to try. Keep my question, ever asked you to be born to fight?"


It makes sense, too, for a size woman who doesn't look too smart.


"Gue can't tell God I don't want to be born?"


Suri suddenly covered her face, not wanting to be seen crying for that person.


"Kayak, free too, right? No one thinks I'm important."


Dayan smiled amusedly. What a girl.


"Why not commit suicide?" tanyanya.


"Gue is scared, I am. Be ill. I mean, if from the beginning I was not born, I don't need to kill myself either."


"Keep downtrodden?"


Suri sobbed, muttering yes among his hoarse voice. He had always felt oppressed. Since he does not know who his parents are, Suri needs time to be sincere if the family he has is only Arul.


Especially now.


"Do you think God is not fair?"


"...."


"Why don't you fight with God?"


"Baby people like to be crazy, right?" reply Suri keki.


"Can't you?" Dayan smiled innocently. "Remain unable?"


Suri sat down immediately. "Can you?"


"No, dong."


Kamprett.


Fortunately he was handsome. Otherwise, Suri drowned right now.


"You know, Pretty? Life has a dictatorial system. Master-slave system. You don't know?"


"meaning?"


Dayan threw himself beside Suri, embracing her arm. He rubbed Suri's head as she rubbed the head of a child.


"Lo is forced to be born, continues to be so mature forced to work, forced to try to make dapetin you want. Though you ask not to be bornirin. But volunteering destiny can't, changing reality can't, trying must also depend on God's will."


"...."


"Lo can't do anything. At all. Besides what God wants. That's the thing you called 'life'. That's why I say life is dictatorial. You want what cake, you want what cake, it's up to God it's not up to you."


Suri.


"Not to complain, okay? There's no way out but accept, so don't worry."


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