Sold My Husband and Bought My Ex-Boyfriend
Fifty Two

This morning everything was a dream for Vanya. The life he lived was hard to guess. It was too strange and without warning until Vanya never thought that this morning she would get the shock of Marco's pent-up confession. Feeling indecisive, for a moment Vanya felt that her world was being overturned again in a different direction. And of course this situation is so confusing that it can barely be accepted by its logic.

Now Vanya can see the real character of Marco. The once calm and slightly spoiled man was crying full of regret on Vanya's shoulders without shame let alone doubt.

Marco David Fernando has returned. No matter what kind of reaction Vanya will be, he still reveals all the wounds and love that he has longed for.

after complacency, Marco took off his embrace and turned to look at Vanya's face full of twinkle. Then dropped one soft kiss over the woman's lips without excuse.

Vanya can only be closed. Letting Marco roam through every cavity of his mouth while tightly blocking both of the man's waists. Moments after the kiss came off, Marco began to speak again. This time while cupping two sides of Vanya's face with shoulders that slightly bent to align the view.

"My feelings never changed, Van. Still very, very much love you as sincerely as you. That's why I'm trying to hate and take my revenge on you so that we can be balanced and together commit crimes. But the truth is I'm getting tormented, the love for you can't be lost, and even what I've done up until now has been wasted. I've wasted a lot of time trying to hurt you, but instead of being happy, I'm getting more broken and sick!"

All of Vanya's attention was seized on Marco who was so earnest in confessing his feelings. Just this time he got an expression of love as sincere as Marco said. Even Adit the man he once loved so much was never that deep when expressing his feelings.

"My heart breaks every time I see you cry. My chest is cramped when I imagine all that I have done to you. But stupidly I kept carrying out that crazy plan to this extent. The point where you were destroyed and suffered because of all my actions."

Vanya still kept glued to silence, and somehow she could not get angry at all towards the man in front of her.

Marco was eager to say sorry. But that word was too heavy for him to express at this moment. Given his enormous sin, Marco felt sorry for being of no use at all.

Marco began to pull Vanya's arm to follow her into the room which had always been a secret warehouse behind her arrogance. "You want to see my room, don't you?"

I don't know since when your call turned into you. Vanya was so shocked that he did not realize that Marco's character had changed completely to what it was.

"Th-this?" Vanya turned her head in disbelief as she saw a large painting of her on the wall of the room. 17-year-old Vanya looks so beautiful and cute in the picture.

"I spent three years painting your picture" Marco said. Then pull Vanya's arm and show the door connecting room in the next room.

"This is Nadia's room. I purposely told Nadia to come out of the same door every morning so that you would be hurt. At first I wanted you to feel everything I felt. Jealousy, a feeling of being trash, and living in the shadow of a sense of defeat."

"So you're just pretending to be married? In order to have a show in front of me!" sergeant Vanya on a more important topic and made him almost die of curiosity all this time.

"meaning?" ask Vanya confused. "Are you two being betrothed?" said the woman was guessing.

"No, Van. We married voluntarily on a whim. At first I deliberately married Nadia so that I could forget my feelings for you, and she also both wanted to forget her feelings for the former lover who had long died. You could say we are two people who do not love each other, but are determined to live together so that we can forget the shadows of the past. But it turns out that the decision we made was wrong, it didn't work out and it just made our lives even more ruined."

Now Vanya has found a bright spot why Marco is always brutal every time he sees his naked body. It turns out that this is the answer to the predicament that has possessed Vanya's brain all this time. They are both married, but they do not love each other. Marco also felt very sad when he first touched him at that time. He still clearly remembered how difficult Marco was to find the existence of the hole when he was first going to make love to him at that time.

Vanya tried to dare to ask, "Then what are you going to plan to do after revealing all this?"

"As per the original plan, I will keep you by my side for a year and a half. Then let go and let you seek your own happiness."

"Really?"

"If that's what you want" replied Marco resignedly. He deliberately let, not willing to let go let alone hold.

"Live another year. Am I really free?" the woman asked twinkly as if living with Marco was her lifelong misfortune.

Marco was momentarily bemoaned the presence of the cruel shakes that came out of Vanya's lips. His heart was like getting an invisible stab that penetrated to draw the chest.

I've confessed all my feelings for you. But there is not a single answer that implies that you are reciprocating my feelings. Is it hard for us to be together again, Anya?

"You can go anywhere. Take good care of our son."

Still in a position to hug each other, Marco cut white blood accompanied by the destruction of the man's hopes.

Love clapping one hand is painful, letting go is the best way we can survive.

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Bismilah, hopefully 500 comments. I'll edit again tomorrow if there's a typo.