Something Wrong With's...
# I'm Not Me

If only you had been patiently waiting for me. You wouldn't have gone that fast first.

You know, I just left not for long..

Not that you also promised, that you will always be faithful in waiting for my arrival..

But why....??

Why did you marry that man..?

If only he hadn't married you, you would have been fine until now..

You know..? I've been looking for you for a long time.all the ends of the earth I've searched.you never existed and I found..

Until when your face appeared on a television broadcast, which broadcast the news of your marriage to the man of dress***n my heart was instantly broken.., because who accompanied you..

Why do I endure all the wounds you give me..?

Let me break with my heart.crack the pieces, scattered and finally hit by the wind..

I'm not myself..

I was like a wild wolf who always howled in the silence of the night and ran around to find prey..

But nun deep down there.it felt empty and empty..

" Yaharrgggghhhkkkhhh....!!!!!! "

NO...!!!!!!!!

The sound of screaming and falling things sounded really loud that night.

A few people in black clothes swiftly ran towards the source of the sound.

" What's the matter, sir..? " one of them dared to ask after checking the room, followed by the others.

" Go.let me be alone here." he ordered in a voice that restrains the pain.

" But Mr. Yudha.., are you okay, sir..? " remain staunch inquiring, when he saw his master not flinching.

" Go away, I'm fine. " slowly Yudha leaned over, took a photo with a shattered frame and her glass, falling down when her emotions exploded a moment ago.

His eyes stared intently at the figure of the female face inside. Rubbing a glance, her eyes reddened holding back tears. His gang held back from breaking down the tears in front of his men.

" Clean this place. " Yudha changed her mind. Looking around the place standing which was already messy due to his actions.

" Good Master." nodded and immediately carried out his duties with the others.

Yudha passed by lethargicly. A photograph still remains in his hands. Thrown just broken frame, as if not care about anything around it.

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《《 Flash Back's

" I go first Isha.. Take good care of yourself.." Yudha.

" Don't leave too long, I don't know what to do without you.."

" I must what else if it has become my father's command.for me he is like a king I must obey and protect.. Though heavy.." bowed Yudha held both the hands of her lover.

" Just this once, Jud.., can't you obey me..? We both go somewhere you want." The girl tried to persuade. A round of tears fell on his cheeks.

" I'm sorry Isha.."

" Just once Yudha.. Before it's too late and regret.." Isya sniffles.

" Why should I regret it..? I only went for a moment." gently Yudha kissed the head of her lover while summarizing the woman's body into her arms.

A little while later, they let go of his embrace. Yudha slowly walked to her car with a waiting driver.

" Love you dear.." while waving left Isya alone who just stared until far away with a view that is very difficult to interpret.

" Come with us, miss.."

" I'm Jo., Mr. Basira's man, he's been using miss." he continued.

Isya was shocked in silence to look at Yudha's departure, when a middle-aged man came up to her, nodded respectfully and spread out his right hand allowing Isya to get into the car.

" Good sir." sighed deeply, and immediately got into the car.

*****

" Please go far away, leave this town.. If necessary, go abroad.. So that you will never meet again.." A stiff-faced fatherly man looked at Isya with a look of hatred.

Only the sedu sedan sounded from Isya's mouth. His two shoulders rose and fell following his stifled cry.

" You're just a little piece of trash that's gonna get in my son's way."

" Leave Yudha, live wherever you want." he added. His left hand was waiting for someone to put down something that was waiting for him.

" Take all this. I think this is more than enough. It might even be for a few years of your life." tossed the heavy brown paper pack that finally landed in front of Isya who was kneeling in front of him.

" Without you forcing me I'll definitely go "his his hiss.

" AAHhhaahhaaa.huge..! Apparently you know yourself well enough heh.." smiled grinning. His feet slightly advanced and moved shifting the package earlier towards Isya.

Without saying goodbye Isya soon passed leaving him. Not one bit did he touch the package from her. His heart was filled with stifled anger.

You think I'm that cheap you measure by the treasure you get from blackmailing a little guy.cuiiihhh..!

Well I go.but one day you will receive his recompense.although not me.But my blood and descendants will destroy you and your evil offspring.

Half-run he left the house. Her tears showed the pain of her heart. His heart was filled with heartache and vengeance.

" Let's miss.I take you with me." the driver who offered himself.

" No sir, I can do it myself." said Isya

" But lady, this place is very far from where the lady lives. Do you understand the road to get there..?"

" I'm asked by the Great Lord to send you. Then let me send you Miss. Otherwise my life will be threatened." Jo sir lowered his head.

"All right, sir.." Isya also relented after thinking about the risks that might be faced by the father later.

" Thank you, miss. Let's go ahead.." open the back door of the car.

Isya just kept silent. Sitting behind gazed to the opposite side of the large house where the Yudha family lived. His heart refused to see him.

All the way they were silent. Busy yourself with each other's thoughts. Occasionally Mr. Jo glanced at the rearview mirror just to see the condition of Isya who was then seen daydreaming and crying in silence.

Deep in the corner of his heart was very regretful of the fact that Isha was the lover of Yudha, his young master.

Every now and then he let out a heavy sigh, considering the different natures of his two masters. Yudha with her gentle, polite and cheerful temperament. Contrary to the nature of his father who is selfish, cruel and very angry.

If at any time his father finds something that is not in accordance with his wishes he will not hesitate to destroy it.

Just as this was happening, his father acted out of Yudha's knowledge. Yudha's father had known about their relationship for a long time. After investigating the origin and condition of Isha's family which was only a peasant family, Yudha's father was immediately enraged and considered that Isha's family was only a hindrance to Yudha's future.

Under the pretext of a precarious problem in business in Singapore that made Yudha have to leave Isha.

" Is the lady not hungry..? As long as we leave, she hasn't eaten at all.."

" I'm not hungry." said Isha.

" Miss.., since last night I haven't eaten. Will miss accompany me to lunch..?" he persuaded, trying to get Isya to agree.

Silent......

" Please miss.., I can't drive this car all the time on an empty stomach.."

Heavy breathing sounds coming from behind. Mr. Jo glanced at the rearview mirror, looking at Isya who was slowly moving to tidy up her seat.

" Okay sir, I'm with you." she replied weakly.

Jo smiled at his success. He had eaten, even this morning.

Not waiting long, they stopped at a traditional cooking shop.

Isha complied as the father led her in.

" What do you want to eat, miss..? Here's the menu list, just pick the one that the lady wants to eat.." thrusting a sheet of laminated paper.

" I'm just having a warm drink, sir.." Isya brushed aside the menu list and leaned back in lethargy. Not eager to eat.

" I order the same with me miss.plus warm drinks."

" It's up.." - Just let Isya answer.

Mr. Jo wrote down his message and then handed it to the officers who were waiting near them.

" Eat a lot, miss, there is something I will tell you about you and the young master. "

" Do not let the young master be disappointed when he sees the lady in this condition. He won't like it.

" I no longer want to hear about Yudha sir." replied Isha, still leaning, lazing. As if I refuse to do anything.

" Surely.., miss really doesn't want to know..? "

" Oh sir, I don't want to deal with Jud anymore.."

" The young master doesn't know that his father wants the lady to stay away from him." cut Jo sir.

" If the young master insists on not leaving, then his life is at stake." Jo explained, as soon as Isya's eyes were rounded.

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