Song Weraa's Life
Ep. 114

"Hey.your eyes are glazed.." Ririn.

"Since when have you been unable to stand slicing onions?" Ask Rinjani.

"That's so weird you're Sar.." Windy said with a small laugh.

"Don't know.. kek suddenly want to cry.. You must have been struggling all this time well Wer? Cake your body is taken over Loosa. sorry loosa.. not I have not sorryin. I suddenly keinget aja. if for example I am in the weraa position maybe I will give up my life.." My words really shed my tears.

"Hey hey. already..why so cry anyway.." Ririn.

"You are crying instead.." Shanti.

"I admit I was wrong, just make a sincere apology I still can't fully apologize to weraa now.." Loosa.

"At the same time you don't intend to apologize, do you.uk why apologize to him? She's just a stupid girl.." Weraa's inner voice is heard by Nisa who is taking care of her aunt.

"What was that noise? My feelings are not good well.." Inner Nisa who was feeding porridge to her aunt and then gave her aunt a drink. "this medicine was taken first bik. after that aunt slept.. Nisa'll be out of the room for a second for a nelfon.." Nisa.

"No problem..have not cried.I suffered for what you cried?" Weraa asked me to shut up and wipe my tears. Shit, I'm not crying because of you. You're not a weraa!! what is your suffering? You're just using Randa, too. "I have to tell Wadma right away.." My inner self with Loosa hearing it.

"Sorry. I just think it's hard to live like you Weraa.." I wish the real Weraa was okay somewhere.

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*Wanda POV

"So? You mean all those serial murders the cause was me?" Ask Arvandita.

"No, my point is that if it's true that you and Randa have personal problems that make her have a grudge against you, she could just drop all your reputations.." My words convinced this stubborn man.

"You mean?" Arvan was confused looking at me..

"Your sister.. You don't seem to care about her that much?" Ask Hoshi.

"Since the accident he was ostracized from the family.and he stayed with his friends.." Prattling

"You should not know that all this time you've always met it's not your sister, but someone else who possessed your sister's body.." Hoshi.

"Huh? Cih. hahahahaha.you are there-there is no such thing.." Arvan made me look at him by saying "my sister was meeting you, right? What.. is he doing also hard to believe?" My toot.

He recalled and immediately lifted his leg like a trauma. "Hey!! Your sister is. Is she human? How can he float the water in the aquarium? Take out the fire from his hand and. ah right! He punched me in the cheek and instantly healed him.." Arvan's question made me sigh unexpectedly Wadma did that far.

"What did you do to make him go that far?" Ask Hoshi.

"I just didn't answer the question and I deliberately didn't want to meet him and make him wait.." His words with Hoshi instantly smiled cynically.

"I was expecting. Then you deserve to be treated like that.." Hoshi again.

"So..your words are.is it true that my sister has not been my sister all this time?" Ask Arvan.

"Yes, and now we're doubting your brother's identity.." Hoshi. "If your question was about Randa. I don't know anything about her. I want Sirah.." Arvan's speech stopped and there was a heavy sense as he told it.

"Does that mean you know the cause?" Ask me.

"More precisely at that time, I had an anxiety disorder.. I'm obsessed with winning. You remember? At that time the queen at our school lost to the queen at betlan school.. Sirahs.." Her speech.

"Queen?" My toot.

"Aaaaa.. at that time..the most beautiful queen race? It's school, right?" Ask Hoshi.

"I didn't participate.I was lazy to follow him.." My speech.

"You're not interested because you think it's a waste of time.." Hoshi.

"Then..What does this have to do with you?" My toot. "Because you weren't present, I became the school's representative as king and I won it.." Clearly again.

"Awhile.. Randa was there too? She. I understand.. Randa's the king's representative from betlan school right? And you're with Sirah.." Hoshi's speech covered his mouth with his right hand pointing like communicating understandably at the nodding arvan.

"Welcome to me. While I don't really like commoners like them, our class and they were different.. Sirah expressed her feelings for me in front of everyone.." Evidently.

"Then? You refused?" Ask Hoshi.

"No. I accept it. It's just.."

"Just?" Tanya hoshi was curious.

"You humiliated her while dating her and demeaned her constantly every time you meet your high-class friends?" Ask someone who has that feeling.

"Yes.then that was the peak.." Arvan. "When my father pressed all the company's problems on me. I was confused about the fog and anxiety disorder that I wanted to relapse.he tried to calm me down who wanted to cut the veins in my hand.." clearly again closed his eyes with regret and teary eyes.

"You..kill him by accident?" Ask.

"I pushed him so hard that he fell off the roof of the building, and that's when Sirah's life ended.." Arvan closed his eyes with his right arm and head propped up on his couch.

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*POV password

"Meditation is a practice that involves the release of the mind from all things that are interesting, burdensome, or worrying in our daily lives" I read and then saw Angga who was still a tweezers.. I don't know.

"Wadmu.. I don't know why the more I live this life the more I'm afraid to see the difference between us. Why the more I'm afraid you'll go far.. I'm afraid someone will hurt you.. Can't you stop involving yourself in this kind of thing.." I looked at him who was meditating in front of me.

"You here? What happened to Wadma?" Ask Dinda with Cevin coming. Cevin immediately bowed looking right in front of Wadma's face. "He meditated again?" Ask Cevin with me who nodded.

"Why is this one?" Ask Dinda.

"She was put to bed by Wadma I don't know I really understand.." I answered with Cevin checking on Angga.

"Wadma sends a bug to his subconscious.where the world will make him desperate. If he can't defeat his subconscious, then he will sleep forever." Cevin.