
Rendi released her hand from Sera, she felt that there was a slight bond with the middle-aged woman. But the high school boy thought his feelings were just a coincidence.
The food that Yudi had ordered then came when he called the waiter, they also enjoyed the food. Only Sera seemed to not enjoy it.
Every now and then Sera stole a glance at Rendi, there was a feeling of guilt growing in her heart.
After decades he left Karbal village, a village full of bitter memories.
Sera recalled leaving her three-year-old son with her mother-in-law when her husband died. He wanted to find his fortune in the capital. However, he is enamored with a widower who has a daughter and ends up marrying her.
For the sake of her happiness, Sera covered up her identity when she already had children, and claimed to be a childless widow whose husband lived to die on the widower.
Sera eventually married the widower, who was none other than Yudi. However, whether karma or what, Sera had no more children after marrying Yudi.
Actually she had been pregnant twice, but when she was two months pregnant, she always miscarried, until finally Sera never wanted to get pregnant again.
At his saturation point, he remembered his son and mother-in-law whom he had left for decades.
Sera wants to apologize to them and go home
Unfortunately when he first came home, he heard from Mr. RT that his mother-in-law was dead and Rendi had come with someone who was none other than Sulis' father.
The reot house they used to live in had collapsed, Sera had cried there, she regretted her actions. Intentions heart he wanted to bring Rendi at that time, but he did not have courage at all, until finally he let Rendi stay with Mr. Kosim, he thought the life of Rendi was better, he thought the life of Rendi was better, come with the onion sprayer, but in fact Rendi is still a boy who has nothing.
The peak when yesterday he returned to Pilgrimage to the tomb of his husband and mother-in-law, where he passed by Rendi. Not happy to meet his son, but he was even afraid to finally run away.
Perhaps because she felt so sinful, so she did not dare to rebuke anything else talking to Rendi, she could only lament her failure as a Mother.
The reason Rendi did not know that her mother was still alive, because the grandmother was already angry with Sera who left her without news until the old woman died.
The incident may have passed so long, witness the journey of Rendi only himself, sadness, loneliness, misery and grief he had passed from childhood with his grandmother, his grandmother, until life is dropped to the lowest nadir point when his grandmother is called the almighty.
Rendi had no place to lean anymore, the boy who was still Junior High had to support his own life, even though there were pitiful neighbors, but they were not his family, they only gave if anything, if no boy makes his own living.
Let alone for snacks, to eat only the boy was not there, sometimes he only ate one meal a day, the pain of life that greatly drained his patience.
Little Rendi never gave up, she was still convinced by her grandmother's words that God did not sleep, God would give trials to his people without breaking the limits of patience of his people, he said, although the boy also sometimes wept bitterly at the grave of his Grandmother.
Wanting to meet them, wanting to end his life at that moment, he felt tired of living a kara without anyone who could encourage him.
If anyone dares to make fun of him with a statement, 'you're still a brat know what?' maybe Rendi would proudly answer 'even though I was a kid, but my experience of living a life of pawns, surpasses yours!'
But all that has passed, Rendi has now become a very authoritative figure, his name is already quite famous among business people, even thanks to the Spin System, but maybe that was God's answer to all his prayers.
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Sera regained her senses as her husband rebuked her, he immediately forced an ironic smile in front of her husband, to keep it looking firm.
"You sick, ma'am?" tanya Yudi was worried, because Sera did not eat the food in front of her.
"I'm fine, it's just that my stomach hurts a little" he replied gently.
"Want to see a doctor?" ask Yudi for attention.
"No need, let's continue eating it, it's not good with Mr. Murdianto" he replied straightforwardly.
Yudi nodded, apologizing to Rendi, but Rendi looked ordinary and did not bother about it.