
Since almost twelve years I have never seen his figure again, now somehow I was reunited with him. It was a bright morning but not as bright as my household, I could not believe the person I wanted to avoid the most in this world, even the person I met in the morning, not until there how shocked I was when I found out he was the new occupant of the contract next door.
El Farizi, the name that was once attached to the heart, accompanied it was just an illusion, a shadow of a love story that was imprinted just through a dream, “Why am I so poetic?” amelia muttered to herself. Because from earlier the shadow of memories with El also disturbed his mind.
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My quarrel that afternoon with Bang Ardan who became my husband made me very embarrassed especially when El was watching right next to our rented house. I also couldn't help but get angry when I found out that Bang Ardan didn't come home all night, I knew he was angry because there was no food, “Ah, she said, at most he ate and slept in the house of his mother who was said to be rich it.” I thought, even suddenly there was a WA notification from Ayu about my husband who was drunk and sleeping in the shop jabl*y really I was furious, because this was the second time he was caught cheating. I actually, can't stand Bang Ardan's behavior anymore. In the past he was very kind and sweet to me, even dared to challenge his parents just to marry me, unlike El who I think is a loser. Bang Ardan son of the employer where my father worked, our age was only two years older than him. Because I often help my mother become a scrub washerman at Bang Ardan's parents' house. There is a wonderful feeling in our hearts. Understandably at that time I just graduated high school and was heartbroken because of the loss of a lover. So I just received a statement of love from Bang Ardan at that time
“Dek, Brother now there is no work anyway, this is still follow Daddy running a motorcycle and car washing business, you want to be the wife of Brother?” ask Ardan sincerely.
“Ta-but Bang, what if Ibu Abang knows for sure he is very angry, do you know Mother Brother is a voter,” said Amelia hesitated.
“Iya, Brother does not care, like no matter what Mother blocks us, Brother will always keep you Amelia,” said Ardan steady.
My parents judged the seriousness and earnestness of Bang Ardan to ask me they agreed. We had a simple marriage even without the blessing of Abang Ardan's mother. I think after marriage Brother Ardan became an adult no longer ask money to his parents because, he has become the head of the household, and a husband. But what I thought was not in accordance with his expectations, never wanted to work and even a little effort to support me. As if there was no sense of responsibility to me his wife, when Ibu Ardan knew we were married My father and mother who worked at Bang Ardan's house were dismissed, she said, as for connecting the needs of life I can only be a cashier at the store Pak Haji Lulung.
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I took the initiative to contract the house just so as not to be too troublesome Father and Mother, hoping Bang Ardan can think of adulthood and start living independently, it turns out he was still not aware of reality. Even now he likes to play hands, he did not hesitate to slap me and even push me, once because I was late to prepare lunch, he kicked me until bleeding. I really did not know that I was pregnant, because of the weakness of the womb and the distress I had a husband who could only sleep, eat, and pry money with his parents only, he said, my fetus had a miscarriage at that time, Bang Ardan admitted insaf, and apologized, he promised not to repeat it again. I forgive but somehow at that time also the love for him disappeared just like that along with the treatment of Bang Ardan who was rude and humiliation from the family Bang Ardan. Promise is only a promise, the mouth is easy to say but, to change the habit needs action and proof.
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“Hah, that new neighbor is your ex?” bang Ardan said in shock, as I told him who El really was. When El rebuked us who were fighting on the porch of the house.
“Hussst... Brother slowly his voice, before he heard the person again next door,” said Amelia holding Ardan's mouth with her index finger.
‘Hemmmz freaking out right you? If my ex is more saucy and dirty than you' muttered Amelia in a happy heart.
“Gue also do not know if after all stray people come here Bang, anyways it's the past doang, so we do not fight continue to malulah bang at the sight of people, so we do not fight, kan Abang had how many times the promise did not repeat again, Just be careful if until you get caught cheating and drunk again! I'm really going to ask for a divorce,” threatened Amelia.
“Yes, are you sorry me huh? Anyway daftar in front of your ex we have to be friendly yes dear.” said Ardan as if not want to lose Amelia.
“Entahlah, depending on her brother later,” sulking Amelia who is still heartbroken over the treatment of Ardan.
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I hope after the reprimand from Mas El yesterday my behavior really changed and want to work, he said, it turns out that the intimacy he did to me was only for a show when there was a neighbor or Mas El who passed in front of the house, after which the original character reappeared. Not to mention the insults and insults from the Bang Ardan family itself, I was accused of using pellets to lure Ardan and was said to be barren due to the marriage age of nearly ten years after that one-time miscarriage, she said, I never got pregnant again. Maybe God also understands about the difficulties and problems of life that I run so do not want to add burden with the presence of a child.
Seriate....
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