Still In The Same Sky
Not Confident In Them
1 Week after the Physics
"Asslamu'alaikum," said Ms. Jihan entering the classroom where Utari was studying.
"Today before I teach you there's a sad thing I have to say" Ms. Jihan said after the students read the do'a before studying.
"The sad thing is that of the 30 students and students in this class only 3 people who complete the physical repetition. Worse yet no one can get 100 at the highest can 85. Among them are Utari 83, Diana 82, Firstia 85. The rest are under KKM. So for those who are not complete please go forward and pay 5000 per person. Come here 5000 people for the incomplete!" mother Jihan said.
"Congratulations to the complete, this money there are 135 thousand so Mother to be 3. Because the complete only 3 people and each got 45 thousand. Good about the remedy when can it be held?" ask Jihan's mom.
"On Tuesday, ma'am, if today we fear the value will not change Mom!" said one student.
"Betul Bu, we are worried that the value is still the same, ma'am" said another.
"Alright, prepare yourself well because Tuesday is not only for remediation but also value improvement. So the other thing is complete can take the test of improving grades! Well let's continue the study yesterday," said Jihan's mother.
In the midst of many who complain about the results of the repetition there is someone who does not expect the value. Moreover Diana and Firstia were intelligent children so it was clear to him that it was not difficult to get good grades in physics. Lah Utari's? He was once smart and got the general first champion during Junior High but at the time of High School it disappeared somewhere. The smart Utari changed with the lazy Utari, the idiot and the master cheat. Then this gets good grades and gets rewards for being thorough and with no cheating at all? This is a new achievement for Utari.
"Congratulations, your grades are complete" said Vanesa between lethargy and happiness. He was lethargic because he was only 45 and happy because his friend got a very good grade according to him.
"Thank you, I didn't expect my brain to function properly" Utari said.
Tet....Tet...Tet...
The sound of the bell.rest rang, all the students scattered out of the classroom. Utari who also did not bring supplies came out with Vanesa to hunt for food.
In the cafeteria there was a horde of 11th class IPA 5 sitting on the same bench. Among them there was someone who had a little time to plant pilu in the heart of Utari. Who else if not Bagas? Bagas is actually not handsome and also not too smart, but black Bagas is sweet and tall. Black sweetness in addition to grating on his teeth until when it looks very sweet. But what power, Utari who just want to make friends only in the thought of wanting PDKT and make Bagas avoid all-out from Utari.
The most painful thing whether this is true or not, one of Utari's friends told Utari like this.
"Tari, I don't want to break your spirit. But I just don't want you to wish more on Bagas, he already has a girlfriend," Lusi told Utari.
"I know, I just want friends" Utari told Lusi.
"It's Utari's proverb, she already has a boyfriend so she wants to keep her lover's heart. You know what he told me?" tanya Lusi on Utari and only in reply by Utari.
Conscious or not since knowing that fact Utari became increasingly uncomfortable when meeting Bagas. Although the class has a real distance between the two. The peak is Ramadan yesterday, when Utari and his mother trade Bagas deliberately not snacked at Utari place. Although there is no harsh word said but Utari knows enough, if that is the cause.
Just for information, Utari is not a person who has a 1000% positive thingking huh! Even when the mother said that the sales turnover decreased since her arrival to the city X where she and her mother lived Utari felt she was an unlucky carrier for her mother. Not once did Utari think twice why should her mother raise her alone without Dad? Why not just throw it away or not be killed when he was born into this world. To be honest Utari felt that she was just a burden to her mother.
Now let alone the love-love problem, Utari does not want to date anything else PDKT same opposite sex just want to make friends. What does Amit-amit say? Yes, Utari was immediately insecure about acne and also himself who came from a poor family.
"Eh there's Vanesa. Yok sitting here unfortunately Abi! Will we make a path? We have made a promise to wear pink clothes together later when we watch! Yes, not Vanesa?" bagas asked as soon as Vanesa sat in front of him and there must be Utari there.
"What the hell is Bagas!" vanesa said with a smile to cover the shame of being in the piein-ciein classmates.
"Eh already do not joke, remember late masik Buk Marni class means fines and it is calculated per minute. One minute 500 rupiah," said Dini reminded other friends.
"Yes the most diligent and smart in the class" said Budi who also ate there.
"Oh yes, your biological task is ready yet guys?" ask Boyke to friends who are busy bribing.
"I already! Look forward to the gathering" Dini said.
"Yes I'm ready to see if I have Dini" Bagas told Boyke.
"Nyontek is so proud of you!" rich Boyke taunting.
"Eh biarin is important value I entered, anyway no difference the same that makes itself and nyontek. The value remains the same" Bagas said.
"Hat habit!" adi said that was there too.
"Iri said Boss!" bagas said with his laugh.
There Utari did not say much, other than taking part in kissing Vanesa and Bagas. Utari chose silence. Seeing Bagas made his insecure soul come out even more. The word amit-amit always ringed by him in his head. Sometimes Utari thinks if her mother also regrets having a child like her? If true, Utari also did not know what to do. Want to kill in the compound Utari is not ready to go to hell without hisab. Although the mind is really using very much Utari still expects Allah's paradise.
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