STOP LOVING
EPISODE 53 - RAMA II

kanza's eyes glazed with glass when he heard the expression rama feeling to him. His mouth felt heavy to answer his. he was confused what to answer.

"theza...!! I should have said this a long time ago.before you were with the gods I already liked you.but I had no guts to reveal it. When I was ready to say my heart you were with the gods". rama said.he sighed again and continued his words. "since you were married to a god, I tried to discard this feeling but this feeling never wanted to go from this heart. I don't know why I really can't get rid of it". Rama tightly gripped the kanza's hand. "I want to be the one who can make you laugh and smile every day.”.

god why brother Rama arrived shoot me anyway...

muttered kanza in his heart.he could only look at rama. his mouth felt stiff to let out a word. he just fell silent.

"zaa...! would you accept my love...?? I promise I will always make you happy". said Rama hoping kanza answer.

"a-i can't kak". refused kanza shaking her head she pulled her hand from the hands of rama. The tears that she held so as not to fall. finally dripped on her cheek. "sorry brother, I don't deserve brother". isak kanza. kanza stood up from his seat and was about to leave, but Rama held his hand.

"why I don't deserve you zaa. You're the woman I've always loved.". said Rama who now stands beside the kanza.

kanza turned his head towards the mama their gazes met. "what brother forgot my status. and the status of brother. I this single parent never failed in marriage. I'm so inappropriate for big sister". Kanza said in tears.

"i don't care about your status...!! I never cared about all that za.". said rama.

"there are still a lot of women out there who deserve to be loved".

kanza took her hands off her. "preferably sister discards her feelings. I will not be able to be with sister. sorry brother, I did not mean to hurt sister". kanza passed away leaving rama.

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"would I never get your heart za.

rama closed his eyes and tears dripped.His hands rubbed his face rough.

"Maybe this is indeed my path of destiny, admiring without being loved. It's okay for me, as long as you're happy with your life.". (said he took the lyrics songu)

"I'm not disappointed with your answer, I'm just disappointed why I've only now dared to express it".

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kanza was already in his room.he cried remembering the expression of the heart of Rama all this time to him.

you are my first love brother.I once loved you silence.but since the gods entered my life.Slightly by little he awaits you in my heart.

in the past when I was sad to be devastated and did not have who you were the one person who was on my side calmed the sad me. you're the angel God sent me who always took care of me.

kanza walks into bed. he himself in the room. when his daughter sleeps in the next room with bi siti. he lays her body and covers her face with 10 fingers. she grimaces a mouthful.

If I can turn back time and see my future. I'll know where to walk. I'll find out which path I need to take

...Seriate...