Stuck Between Two Worlds
solitude

what should I do after this? What am I supposed to do?

Not like in a novel or fantasy film, other worlds are not world circumstances that can be taken lightly and pleasantly. The world is so real, the trees and the darkness of the forest are as gripping as if trapped in solitude.

What is my day that is just an ordinary human being, trying to survive in the world and in this kind of state. In the past my home daily problems such as clothing and food have been prepared by my parents. But now, I'm trying to live my life without anyone's help.

Fortunately I was helped by the god who reincarnated me into this world. I don't know anything about them, but I'm very happy that they care about me. And in fact I became dependent on the gods.

Even though I have a refrigerator in this new house, the contents of this refrigerator can run out one day and I will start to need food. What am I supposed to do? Do I have to garden? Or hunting? But I don't know this world well, is it that easy to garden and hunt? What about the darkness in the forest? And the monsters? I'm really scared.

Because it's night, mending I sleep first because tomorrow I will explore a little area around this waterfall.

This morning I woke up from my sleep, I looked around and was a bit confused. Is that a dream? I dreamt of dying and being reincarnated in a dark forest.. Then I went out to eat the breakfast that my mother usually prepared, but I realized that it was not a dream and realized that I was really dead. I thought about it, and still it scared me even more.

I opened the fridge and saw two dozen chicken eggs, then I took 2 to fry. Is it okay to eat it? I have to save money, but still this food is incomplete without rice. It has become my daily staple food...

Wait, my mom used to keep rice in the cupboard down here... Ah, can!! I got it! It's a 35kg bag of rice! Maybe this can be my food capital for 4 months, because I do not eat that much as well, because usually I only need a quarter kg of rice to eat 1 day.

Is there any magic that can help me overcome my daily food problems? I have to check it out in the grimore book.

[the grimore book has heard your thoughts, the book has opened on the tier 4 page]

[magic : summoning]

[function: call (item/creature) at the expense of (item/creature) which is equivalent to summoning, can mean bartering (item/creature) to get (item/creature) a new one]

Wait for.... Why are useful magic like this in the high tier, shouldn't it be better to learn? I wanted to try it but I had to learn tier magic before... Really troublesome...

Maybe, I should learn from the basics first... I will strengthen my resolve to study and live independently, do I have to open a tier 1 book?

[opening grimore tier 1]

[concept of magic and mana]

[where is the virtual energy used to change or create a composition of real energy or matter which is then known as the concept of magic]

[magic is an action that uses energy (where) as its fuel to transform or create real energy and matter, which is then known as reaction magic]

All right, basically it's confusing... Let's continue!

[mana particle (PM) is a unit of particle in which the energy of 1PM is equivalent to the acceleration of gravity times ten to the power of twelve joules. Due to the gravitational acceleration of the planet syu 9.3 m/s² up to 1PM \= 9.3 × 10^{12} joule \= 5.8050 × 10^{31} eV where this energy is equivalent to electric power 2.583 × 10^{6} KwH]

[1PM \= 1mol mana. has a mass of 500gr/mol with a volume of 1.35cm³/mol, and a density of 370,370.37 kg/m³]

[human only has 0.05mg—500mg mana in his veins!]

Stop, stopp.....

This is so outrageous...

Maybe that's enough today, I want to take a shower first...

Looking at the falling shower was refreshing, it was like clearing my mind from a lesson I did not understand at all. How could there be a human being who could understand the contents of the book? This is so out of common sense, are all the witches in the world so good at physics? Wait, maybe math? Whatever, the point is I'll relax for a while for today.

I didn't think there were fish coming to me in the shower. Wait-this part is not food! This fish is so annoying. But still these fish feel cute...

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This is not true, I am not a crazy pedophile who says that a 12-year-old boy is cute. But my body, I mean this kid, he's really cute, or should I say handsome? That's not important.

What I think about now is the size of this child is also not playing games, it is appropriate that the fish come to swarm this part.

*[that's not true :d]

*[but everything about this child's appearance is not wrong, because he is indeed handsome :r]

[god vinda sniffs the smell of new genres]

Ap-what, what is this notification.. What genre does it mean? Sniffed? Is this notive an error?

*[hey, use the disabled chat feature! :d]

*[oh, sorry :v]

*[btw, why is there an emoji at the end of the sentence? :r]

*[i'm also curious :v]

*[it's not an emoji, but it's the author's initials :d]

*[ohh, I get it. :v].

*[name.. :r].

*[. :d]

*[i'm lazy to tick :d]

---- (4 years later)

I am 15 years old now! I can finally master tier 4 magic!

Using materials with the same energy estimation value as the object we want, really makes it easy! It's like swapping a bottle of mineral water and sugar for a bottle of cola,

Now that I am still learning.after learning about the magic circuit, now I will try to make artifacts. For example, artifacts that can emit water, fire and even light from within. Or something similar versatile technology?...

My magic conductivity is getting faster and more efficient.in contrast to two years ago when I first learned tier 2 magic, now my conductivity is increasing by four ranks!

I used to extract mana stones of 1 mole within 1 month, now I can do it even less than a week!

After I spent 4 months, finally all the necessary equipment was completed. All this time I protected this fountain area with camouflage magic which required a lot of mana power and energy, finally with 12 stones of which 1mol per stone I can create a protector that will never run out!

This is easy, connecting the circuit with the surrounding forest will provide mutualism symbiosis. It's like forests pay taxes in the form of energy, and the circuit will process that energy into protective and bio macrobiotic for forest soil fertility.

It was sparkling, after installing the twelve stones in the circumference longitude then the circuit directly corresponded automatically. Causing the protector to be active and expel the intruding Animals from the forest!

With this I can expand my farm! By plucking the weeds and then making an equivalent exchange of tier 3, I traded the grass for rice seedlings.

Suddenly I saw the sky turning black, dropping many meteors that passed over me. What the hell's going on? I don't know. I've never been out before, and will it continue to be? I may be a coward, but now this world is my home so I can't be indifferent.

Whatever it is, I need to see it right away.