
Gina's question made Reyhan scrunch his forehead. Reyhan stares warmly at Gina's round iris looking for Gina's reason why she can question it.
"What do you mean by your question?" reyhan asked after a moment of silence.
"Yes, Gina just made sure of it. Are you really sure you're married to a girl like me?"
"Girls like you? Gin! please tell me what you really want to say!"
Gina fell silent again, took her breath, then slammed into it long.
"Mas. These men are successful and quite popular among businesses. Didn't you think you'd be with a girl who continues to be a gossip."
"Gossip? what gossip?"
Gina smiled briefly, then shook her head. Reyhan who felt that he did not get an answer, finally reached out his hand to grab Gina's chin which was currently bowed playing the fingernails of her hand.
"Gin?"
Reyhan's hand made Gina's head turn towards him, their eyes met.
"What's wrong? what really happened. What gossip do you mean?"
"No, it's nothing. I'm used to it anyway."
"Gin's? don't you want to be honest with me?"
Gina gave her lips, so Reyhan's soft voice made her calm. His heart rippled and warmed.
"They always say that I am an illegitimate child, and they also always say sorry to the man who will be my boyfriend or my husband because I am a senseless girl. Yes, even if it is the reality."
Reyhan's shoulder slumped, so it felt like touching the car seat. Hearing Gina's words it feels like she also felt what this poor girl Gina was experiencing.
"Never justify what they say. And I never have a problem with who you are. Well then, we'll arrange our marriage as soon as possible and announce it to everyone, and prove their talk wrong."
"Mas"
"What?"
"What would happen if Mas really married me, I'm a nobody who deserves to be that lucky girl."
"Then why? you are my choice! and it was Mas himself who chose you to be his wife."
"But Mas—"
"But what?!"
"People are gonna start talking about Mas Rey. And Hina didn't want that to happen. "
Again Reyhan let out a long sigh, he really did not understand what Gina was thinking.
"Listen, Gin! I don't know why you care about other people. The only one who wants is you! you are the one who chose to be the wife of mas, the woman of choice! the woman who will accompany the mas to death!"
"Mas!" vlora's voice rose up spontaneously.
"Yes! I do care about their talk. Because we are living because of the judgment of others!"
Reyhan pushed his breathing rough and sat firmly in his chair. "I've been like that since before."
Reyhan turned his head back, turning his body facing towards Guna who was on his left.
"Speak what you are!"
Gina rushes out of Reyhan's car, and just got her left leg out Reyhan has already said something again.
"Then we'll announce our wedding tomorrow!"
Gina hears him, but Gina ignores him. He continues to step out of the car letting Reyhan stare at his back which is getting away and lost after Gina got into a taxi that happened to be waiting for passengers there.
In silence, Reyhan thought about Gina's last words. 'But... make you get that insult too, because of me? I can afford mas'
It took some time to make Reyhan understand that the meaning of Gina's last words spoken before she left, what Gina actually feared was her.
"He doesn't want me to get the same insults as him after marrying him? is that what he's trying to say?"
Reyhan swept his hair back, his head feeling dizzy all of a sudden. She did not expect that Gina thought that far about her fate if she married him.
Reyhan kept thinking about Gina even when she returned to his company. Her thoughts were completely filled with Guna's name, as well as the sweet girl's face. Moreover, his eyes were glazed over during their last conversation.
"Then how does she feel about me?"
Reyhan realizes that something is wrong, which he has not actually said his feelings directly to Gina. He just said he would take care of her and marry her not with feelings.
It was a debate when it made the two away from each other, away not want to escape, but they gave each other space, so that positive thoughts take over everything.
The miss! both were attacked by the virus. Reyhan who had not seen Hina since that day and to contact her he also felt doubtful. So does Gina who misses Reyhan so much, because after the debate happened, Reyhan never even contacted her again.
Gina smiled wryly looking at her face in the reflection of the shaded mirror. Given the words of Reyhan who said he would announce their marriage to his bafflement, even giving news until now is not!
"What are you saying it all just wants to make me more hopeful?" muttered Gina. "I miss mas..," he continued so softly.
After preparing, Guna immediately left for his campus.
Reyhan did not have time to go home for a few days, and rather he did not want his grandmother to ask the state of his relationship with Gina, because indeed their relationship was a little problem.
This afternoon, Reyhan is tidy with his shirt. Standing in the giant window of his study room with his hand holding a hot coffee cup.
Looking far ahead, and again Gina was what she thought. Yep! who else if not that stubborn girl.
"How are you, Gin. I need to express my feelings directly. So that he would no longer doubt me?"
"Speak to who, sir?"
Reyhan immediately turned to Aska's arrival that morning with a paper bag that Reyhan guessed was the food for him to eat breakfast.
"Bring it back, I don't have a taste for food" said Reyhan, who sat in his chair.
"Sir. Madam asked Gina to me. I have to answer what?"
It is true that Reyhan's guess is that the grandmother tried to find out about her relationship with Gina.
"Let's just say, he's busy with his lessons."
"Sir. Every woman who wants a clear status also needs valid certainty. Don't delay it sir. Regret later. Excuse me first, I put this here ya."
Reyhan tilted his head, looking at Aska's back away, 'what does the human mean?' Reyhan wondered.
Yes this is where Reyhan stands, on the GunaBakti campus where Gina attended. Her lips smiled at a sweet girl walking with hair that moved to the rhythm of her steps. But just now he was about to step suddenly to a halt.
He clenched his teeth angrily, seeing Gina who was with a man with his familiar..