Stuck With Mr Bryan?
Jiana POV

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I froze, I saw Bryan's tears breaking right now. The man was in a daze after hearing my words made my heart soften a little and could not bear to see it even though Bryan had scratched the deep wound in my heart. Am I not stupid?

The answer is yes, I am a stupid woman. From the beginning I knew Bryan was the kind of jerk who played with women but with my brain I fell in love with him, I gave everything even the body that I had been keeping untouched by any man but Bryan came and easily took everything including my heart

After Bryan was taken by two security guards, I immediately picked up my little girl who was endlessly crying over her father. It's hard for me to separate Kya and Bryan, but I can't keep it all anymore, my heart hurts so much

I've tried to forgive Bryan, I accept everything without caring for the Queen who has been tarnished by my husband. My love for Bryan blinded me so easily I forgave Bryan who I thought was drunk and unaware of everything, I wanted to be happy with my little family and I wanted to keep my marriage with Bryan, not because of Kya but because I think Bryan is the source of our happiness

But Queen's confession last night left everything broken again, my heart and my trust in Bryan. Queen's pregnancy was indeed very precise with the disgusting incident, I did not dodge everything and was very sure it was indeed Bryan's son

Maybe they still like each other and just like Queen said I was a stranger among them. Bryan kept me because of Kya, because he loved our daughter so much. I know Bryan doesn't want to lose Kya, he doesn't want to be separated from his daughter but the fact that adds to my pain. Bryan can you hold me back not only because of Kya but I'm an excuse for you too? didn't I ask for your heart and you promised to give it to me?

5 Years is not a time to forget each other. Now that I realized everything, Queen was sick with shrimp allergy, I was wondering why my husband knew better, but then again I was stupid because of my love for Bryan. I put aside my curiosity because I thought it was just a coincidence and didn't think it was that far

They were good at theatricalizing and fooling me, maybe if that day I didn't see both of them they would still do it behind my back. Am I not enough for you? does my body not satisfy you? you said you'd changed, was it all just bullshit to ensnare me!

I would have loved to shout hysterically at both of them if I remembered the image of both of them being naked at that time, and every time I saw bloodstains on the bed sheet it made me even more disgusted at Bryan and Queen. I couldn't help it all, my pain and jealousy towards Queen, Queen's words were very disturbing to me. All this time I didn't know how Bryan felt about me, Bryan was never serious and always made it all like a joke or maybe it was just an appeal because he wanted to get my body, venting his desire to meet his inner needs that had been unfulfilled for months and months back was not like when he was single

My presence in Bryan's life might just be a servant because all Bryan wants from this marriage is Kya, his flesh and blood. From the beginning Bryan only loved Kya but not me, Bryan loved his daughter but not his wife, maybe for him I was just a tool to fulfill his birth and inner needs only

These fucking tears keep dripping because of Bryan. The man really managed to make the deepest wound in my heart, I love Bryan but the truth is my love clapped one hand, I think Bryan felt the same, in fact in Bryan's heart there is still a Queen. Despite being drunk but I'm sure Bryan can still tell the difference between me and Queen. They do it on the basis of both still wanting each other, I do not dodge it because now everything I noticed between Bryan and Queen began to be answered one by one

Tit

I checked the sound in my phone, an incoming message made me freeze again. My tears flowed again and my heart softened again to see a short message from bi Amy to me

" Mrs, sir is crying in the room. Auntie can't bear to see it!" that's the message from Amy

I didn't intend to reply to Amy's message, I just closed my eyes trying to strengthen my heart's defense to be fooled again. My determination is round, maybe I'm egosi separate Kya with his father but this is all I do so that my daughter does not feel the wounds as I experienced, I don't want Kya to feel ashamed to have a father as old as Bryan. As time goes on my daughter will grow bigger and will ask more questions

Kya's sobbing sound still rang softly in my ears slashing my heart for the umpteenth time. Patience love . happiness awaits us, not only with Daddy, mum sure life together we will remain happy. I said in my heart while incessantly petting and stroking my daughter's silky black hair

" I'm sorry Mun Kya .. forgive Mumy dear. All because Mum, Mum's human who is full of limits, imperfect and not good at taking care of your Daddy. "

A few hours later, the plane arrived where Kya was born. I smiled, everything went back to the beginning where Kya and I were just the two of you. From this second on we'll be living together again without Bryan, that jerk

I opened my eyes to coincide with Kya's eyes being opened as well. We both fell asleep during the trip, crying made us tired. I kissed Kya's forehead repeatedly and my little girl gave her grin as if she had forgotten all that happened for hours. In reality, Kya is a child who has not understood anything

" Let's go home." take me in with a smile

" Yes Mum!" that voice always makes my heart that is being overwhelmed with grief a little shady

Then I led Kya, we walked following the people out of the plane. Every now and then I see Kya who is unceasingly wailing and the look of Bryan's beautiful little face looks sad

" Emmmh Kya, Mum has a surprise for Kya" I said trying to cheer up

" Surprise? Kya likes surprises, what is Mum." she's excited again

" Secret."

" Come on Mum, Kya wants to know."

" Okay, but on one condition." I squatted to align my height with Kya, I said something that made Kya shake

" Kya likes the beach." the screams are funny make some people who pass by in the airport smiling to see the cuteness of Kya as well as me

We walked back to get out of the airport with arms swinging at each other with my other hand gnawing at the big suitcase, Kya's sweet smile quite comforting the pain in my heart. As I said to Kya, we're both going to beach, we're going to spend time there and start a new beginning there

It's not far from the cake shop*Kya Cookies* that I've built since I was pregnant with Kya. I spent my savings to buy a simple minimalist house on the beach. I can't stay in my shop anymore because I don't want Bryan to see me, I want to calm down and not see him again until my heart is completely healed, I want to come back strong and unflappable now. I want to forget everything, I want to forget Bryan like before I met him so that if someday I see Bryan and Queen.

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