Successor Goddess of Death (Series 2)
88. "Looking at you reminds me of my youth. "
Just then, he stood up and was hugged by Elder Ouyang so tightly this made his fixated on the spot without being able to say anything.
His voice turned hoarse.
"Why don't you throw me out, when other people will avoid problems created by others ?" Ask him with difficulty.
There seemed to be something stuck in his throat, his voice turned hoarse like crying.
"Why do I stay with you at a time like this, because...... " Ouyang Elder seemed to catch his breath for a while before continuing his words.
"Looking at you reminds me of my youth. " Murm Elder Ouyang while tightly closing his eyes.
"Formerly, I was just a poor girl who was brought by the Lotus Pavilion Faction Leader at that time, this stupid end of me could only make trouble and my teacher solved it. Until he finally died because of me, he fought too much at the end of his life. Which should be me helping her just make a lot of trouble for her. " Said Elder Ouyang.
He felt like his shoulders were wet with tears. He patted Ouyang Si Niang's shoulder gently.
"I used to be very stupid and did not follow the wishes of my teacher, until the end of his life I still could not fulfill his wishes. He wanted me to live quietly being one of the bright inner disciples. At the end of it, I was only in the top hundred. " Ouyang Si Niang said as he sobbed.
"Since then, I trained diligently and defeated everyone in the inner disciples and became a core disciple. After my age of over 30 years, I decided to become the Chairman of the Lotus Pavilion Faction that had only been filled by temporary people. " Ouyang Si Niang said releasing a hug and wiping away his tears.
They both sat back quietly .
"Sorry, I was too emotional earlier and couldn't control my tears. " Said Elder Ouyang.
"That's a good thing Elder Ouyang, because if you don't shed your tears then it will only make you depressed. Sometimes, a person assumes that if not crying is a strong sign or not someone. But over time the man will be numb and even if he wants to cry, he cannot do it. Therefore, do not refrain from crying. " Say it at length.
He certainly did not carelessly talk, it was his experience in the past. She used to hold back her cries very often with a light laugh that she did not think had an impact on her mental health.
He becomes going to laugh in every circumstance, when scared, sad, frustrated and others as his. She couldn't cry, she didn't know where her tears were.
It was at that moment that she regretted that since childhood she had endured her cries and replaced them into laughter.
He could only laugh when he was most frustrated though which was why he killed the person he disliked as a form of his Frustration.
Fortunately, in this body, he could feel his long-drying tears returning.
"Myangh." Calling Elder Ouyang in front of her, he immediately regained his senses from his daydreams and looked at Elder Ouyang with a question mark filled gaze.
"I'm sorry, I just got carried away with some unimportant thoughts. " Say him calmly.
After late at night and making sure that Xue Fenghuang was okay, Ouyang Si Niang said goodbye to return to his residence.
He let out a sigh of relief, for what reason he did not feel comfortable near someone. He likes solitude, sadness and something related to blood.
Her gaze was directed at the very beautiful moon tonight, she let her face be bathed in the beautiful moonlight.
"People in this world, no one can understand the sadness I have. No one can understand that. " Murm her while closing her eyes.
Her legs swayed slowly and her breathing was regular, she did not sleep just immersed in her own various thoughts.
He thought, how can he enter the body of someone whose face is much different from his own and the same name.
His name was quite rare, not to mention they had one thing in common, namely the Qilin sign that pointed to their parents.
This could not be a mere coincidence, he had to figure this out as quickly as possible. Who dares to play with his life.
Not to mention, according to his new thinking. In the past, why he could be an orphan was due to an accident.
He and his parents had a terrible accident, their car was destroyed, both of his parents who were in front died.
He was sitting in the back seat and was the first person to be hit because they were hit from behind, but he was still alive.
Not to mention, when he was taken to the hospital, he felt like he had just woken up from a long sleep. What does all of this mean.
There was one thing that could answer it all, but he did not dare to shadow her and immediately closed the painful possibility.
He shook his head and immediately came out of his thoughts with a breath of gasps.
"I can't, I can't. No one is so happy with their child. No ! The question is why can my mother be a concubine of Xue Longque ? " Murm her while patting her head.
"No way, if there really was such a move in this world then it must have been possessed by someone with a high-level expert ! If that was the case, why would my mother want to run to the little Xue Family and live in torment ?" He muttered with fear.
He squatted down and covered his ears to ban whispers that entered his ears as if convincing his assumptions.
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note: I guess, what is the relationship between modern Xue Fenghuang and the deceased Xue Fenghuang ? Then , what was the possibility that Xue Fenghuang thought to make him feel that chaotic ? Thanks for the answer in the comment yes, all her ! Thank you all !