SUDDENLY BECOME A MOTHER
9. Alexander's concerns

Hearing the answer from Alexander, mbok Ning was a little surprised especially his master had been home for a few days already often at his wife's residence.when Alexander would not be long when he came to this place.

"Oh well sir." said mbok Ning. mbok Ning back to do his activity that is preparing breakfast and also take care of some of the tools that he had used.

Alexander sat and waited. But the person he was waiting for did not come out.

because Anastasia and the children had not revealed the trunk of his nose, Alexander took the initiative to go to his children's room.

Alexander moved from his seat and set his feet toward the room where Anastasia and her children slept.

when he got there, Alexander immediately turned the door knob but as usual the door was locked from the inside.

"locked, since when did Anastasia sleep lock the door..??" alexander.

since Anastasia usually sleeps every night, she will not lock her door, as she still wishes Alexander had come to see her.

But it turns out, today after Anastasia woke up from her coma her nature changed a lot.Don't wait a long time Alexander immediately took the spare key he had.

after obtaining it, Alexander immediately opened the door, Yes seeing three creatures of different ages still comfortably under the blanket.

little Alexander smiled, inexplicably seeing such a scene his heart warmed up, but quickly did get rid of the thought.

Alexander immediately woke up Anastasia.

"get up, don't be a kebo when the time has shown at 07.00 am." he told Anastasia who was still faithfully carried by her blanket.

as a result of Alexander's voice, instead of Anastasia who woke up instead his two sons.

ariano, who saw his father in front of their eyes, became afraid, he immediately hugged his sister and woke his mother.

"mother.." lyrics ariano while wiggling his mother's body. See the fear in the eyes of ariano again Alexander felt devastated.

He did not think, Is it so bad that he hurt his own flesh and blood, although not by violence but the statement that makes his son feel afraid of him.

Anastasia woke up and slightly rubbed her eyes and looked at the Son who woke her up slightly.

"What's wrong, honey, why ? Do you need anything hm..?"anastasia asked Ariano as she moved from her sleep. Ariano stared at Anastasia at a glance then turned to look at Alexander.

Anastasia immediately followed Ariano's gaze.At once Anastasia was surprised to see Alexander standing beside their bed.

"you...!! what are you doing here? How did you get in? I locked the door from the inside.?" anastasia asked in surprise to Alexander.

but the one asked was silent and did not pierce in the slightest.His gaze was straight towards the Son who still showed a face of fear to him.

seeing that Alexander was silent and did not answer his question, Anastasia followed the direction of his gaze. Yes, I saw Alexander watching his eldest son, but the attention was even frightened.

"Why do you look at my son like that? Don't you realize that your gaze frightened her?" anastasia said, disperse the reverie of Alexander. Alex rubbed his face rough.

in his heart, Iya unceasingly cursed himself which made his son become afraid of him.

"get up this morning.don't be a kebo and lazy." said Alexander a little insulting Anastasia's behavior.

after saying that, Alexander immediately walked out of their room, leaving Anastasia and Ariano staring at him with a difficult to decipher gaze. Anastasia looked at her son.

"Yes mother, Iyan will not be afraid anymore because there is a mother who will protect Ian and Sister." so much attention to her sister, so that every word she said always included the name of her sister.

"Dear, you don't need to be afraid, because you will always protect Ian and Sister forever." Anastasia said again.

"Yes we are now awake, and clean up. after that the mother will cook breakfast for this hero mother.ok.." said Anastasia and immediately greeted the nod of the head of the ariano.

after saying that Anastasia and Ariano moved, and went straight to the bathroom to help aryano clean himself and bathe little alzio. soon the activity was finished, Anastasia and her two children also left.

it turned out that at the dinner table Alexander was still faithfully waiting for them, although the look on Alexander's face showed annoyance to Anastasia. They walked closer to the dining table.

"Why are you guys so long? do not you know that I am hungry and want to leave the office late." said Alexander with an expression of his regret. Anastasia looked at Alexander for a moment.

"we asked you to wait for us?. Did you take the initiative to wait for us at the dinner table, anyway I do not care at all if you want to be late to the office or want to have breakfast with us. Therefore please do not leave the mistake to us, please do not leave the mistake to us, because we didn't ask you at all to wait for us to eat together" Anastasia said slightly stabbing for not wanting to be blamed again.

for a moment Alexander was speechless hearing the spicy words coming out from Anastasia's mouth.

no more words of worship or pleading from his mouth, first if Alexander wanted to eat in this house with Anastasia, then Anastasia would do anything to be able to serve Alexander, first, for the man to pay a little attention to him.

but at this time, such sweet treatment was no longer in Anastasia.Given all that, Alexander felt tightness and pain in his heart.

Anastasia immediately took her seat and helped the aryano to sit while the little alzio was placed in the baby wagon.

Anastasia served her son painstakingly, the sight was not spared from Alexander's observation.he felt Anastasia's attention had turned to her son.

(wouldn't I get that kind of attention anymore?) ask him to himself.

Alexander continued to stare at the child and the mother in turn, then took food for himself.

(Oh this is how it feels to be ignored, and not noticed at all.huf.) his inner self again.

at first he hoped Anastasia would serve him as usual, but in fact it was beyond his expectations. Alexander wondered, Did the last night events not imprint in Anastasia's heart.

while Alexander was not aware, If he did unite them it was without the will of Anastasia itself, but his own.

that is what distinguishes Anastasia first with Anastasia now.if Anastasia used to beg to be touched by Alexander, but now seeing the indifference of Anastasia makes Alexander more crazy.

after the stressful breakfast ended, Alexander went to the office, Iya intend to leave to Anastasia and her children.

but seeing their indifference, Alexander so undo the intention. He went to the office to be picked up by Ferry's assistant, but in his heart was upset to see Anastasia's treatment that might no longer love him.

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upon Alexander's arrival in his office, Iya immediately sat his body roughly on the sofa stretching in his room. Again, he tried to calm himself, Because his heart and mind were always at odds.

his mind said a good thing, because Anastasia had not disturbed the comfort of his life anymore, while his heart said another, in her heart she did not accept Anastasia silence him,, He also felt empty and unfilled in his heart.

"huf.." Alexander's breath.

(what should I do now, I am really confused. In my heart I want to fight to keep Anastasia's love, Anastasia, but on the other hand I feel this is a good thing because Anastasia no longer bothers me, but in fact everything feels empty) her inner self.

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