
Andrea enveloped Rasya's body with a thick blanket after cleaning the face with a wet towel.After this he decided to sleep in Alvin's room only.Slowly he closed his room while carrying a basin and used towel earlier.
Rasha was actually just pretending to sleep just let Andrea do whatever she wants.Tak feels her tears flow how painful her feelings try to forget her love for Andrea a few years ago.
Rasya admitted though not completely he forgot.But the presence of Alina and the softness of the beautiful woman's heart was able to slightly shift Andrea's position in her heart, especially when the woman contained her seeds, especially when she was pregnant with her seeds, alvin was born with his wedding fruit.
“I think what he said first is the truth, Al. He hurt me so much first.And why don't you say the same to me, even until the end of your life you hold it yourself, Al.” said Rasya with a soft tone.
Actually not without reason Rasya returned drunk all day, but when he found the diary of ALina abandoned in the house they had lived in before.
Yes, after Rasya finished with the inauguration of his new supermarket, the man deliberately went home to the old house where he and Alina lived.He wanted to take some of his belongings that he really needed, he said, Rasya searched all over the place until he opened the closet where Alina stored all her clothes, his forehead immediately frowned when under the folds of clothes he saw an object like a diary book.
The curious Rasya finally took it and opened it, and sure enough guessed it.It was indeed the Diary of Alina's wife.
Rasya smiled when reading the first page of the book his wife wrote down her feelings about her only sister, Andrea. Indeed, the rope of their brotherhood is so sweet.Even Rasya was very envious.
Rasya sat down while leaning on the dashboard of his bed. He continued to open sheet by sheet ALina writing it until it arrived on a page where Alina told about Andrea who was silent to love the man who was assessed as well.
Yes, in his diary Alina told me that she knew how the sister who loved the same man as her, Rasya, felt.
“For so long you lied to me An, you love me but you relented to your sister.” Bisik Rasya with a soft look.
...“I told Ana I would die if I wasn't with Rasya, and my sister looked moody at the time, I was so selfish that I let that go on,let Ana harbour her own feelings while I keep trying to reach the man I want.Yes I will continue to fight to get Rasya and make Ana have no chance to get my man....
...It all started when I caught Rasya and Rega at a jewelry store, I followed the two from behind and heard their conversation.I heard a lot when Rasya mentioned Andrea's name to be printed clearly on the ring he ordered to the shopkeeper....
...No. It can't happen, I wouldn't be able if Rasya had to pin the ring on my beloved sister's day. Luckily Rasya only wrote the initials A. It means between Andrea or my name is Alina. Yeah, I'm gonna make that initial into Alina, my name....
...From behind the window I saw clearly how Rasya would propose to Andrea with the ring he always kept in his pants pocket, that night in the villa .Since then I have been determined to get Rasya whatever happens no matter if Rasya does not love me. Let it be, let me love her and I won't let a single gap for Andrea into it....
...However, I was disappointed when I realized Rasya was following Andrea to Abah's house.With my own eyes I saw Andrea and my Rasya who exchanged saliva, suddenly my blood boiled.I did not accept this, I did not accept this,Rassya cannot belong to Andrea....
...The accident that happened to me at that time I considered it a fortune because Rasya finally became completely mine, Ya Andrea handed the man to me, although I know very well Andrea was forced to do that. I take this as my struggle for Rasya, even with my sister's sacrifice....
...On top of my happiness of getting the man I love, there was my sister's wound that she hid from us.I realized that, Andrea steadfastly watched how I was engaged to Rasya, even though it was for a while, but I'm grateful that she's okay, I understand that Andrea didn't come to our wedding on the grounds that she was testing. I knew he couldn't see me and Rasya unite, but once again my selfishness overcame my love for my sister....
...I am grateful that Rasya is slowly beginning to accept me as his wife, I promise in my heart that I will be the best wife for him, and that I did and succeeded.My man began to fully love me especially when this womb has grown its seeds, yes the seeds that I forced his existence.Since our marriage Rasya who did not also touch me, also, so I had to give her a stimulant in her drink so she would sleep with me....
...Alvin's presence was the beginning of my happiness with Rasya, because the man's thoughts were now no longer about Andrea, my sister. But about our son Alvin and also a little bit about me....
...I'm happy, Lord, he's mine now....
...Until finally God gave a punishment that I did not expect .A punishment I can't avoid and I deny....
...Chronic heart disease that I have not felt for a very long time even I forgot to have experienced it suddenly relapsed. And the doctor said I couldn't last much longer because of my negligence that rarely checked myself....
...It was then that I realized my son should not be alone, and my man should I return to the true owner of his heart. Rasya's true love is Andrea and Andrea's true love is Rasya....
...My husband if you find this diary I beg you, forgive my selfishness all this time who has been blind to the desire to have you....
...One thing you should know is my love and struggle for you....
...If I'm not in this world, take care of Andrea for me she's a sister I love so much, don't you hurt her… enough I'm her brother who's been hurting her for years.Jaga and love my sister like you used to love her so much....
... I LOVE YOU'S...
... Alina's....
Rasya cried roaring after closing the last sheet of Alina's relic book. He who tried hard to forget Andrea who was considered to have hurt his feelings, but it was not as he had expected.
Andrea loved him very much, very much…