
I honestly don't want you to leave
Leave everything here
Unable to hold back these tears
Remembering everything that didn't happen
I know you're just as much as me
I don't want love to end here
But maybe this is the way
Must split
I was hurt and crying but I accepted
All the decisions you've made
One you should know
I'm waiting for you to come back
ho.ho...
Leave everything here
I know you're just as much as me
I don't want love to end here
But maybe this is the way
Must separate...
(Keisya Levronka - don't want to end )
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"Patience, patience, love your wife." Neya continued to rub his son's shoulders. Seeing the child destroyed, he certainly also felt pain, his tears also flowed even though he tried sincerely and accepted. The path of destiny is difficult to guess, can we be happy today either with tomorrow? Maybe you will feel the fall as well, no one knows, right?
While on Revan's right side, Rea tried to encourage her brother. There is no man who is not sad if loved ones are left for ever.
Rea understood that and seeing her brother so down that not a single bit of energy to make a sound made her very, very sad. In fact, the shoulder that was often the place where it leaned back when he was a teenager has now turned into a very fragile figure. His gaze was blank, his face pale despite trying to show his nothingness.
"I'm not coming, Mom?" rea said, because she was pregnant and could not go to the funeral.
"What's wrong, let the men go there." Neya rubbed her daughter's mane. Despite being married, she still considers Rea to be her little daughter.
Even though the little princess had already turned into an adult figure and transformed into a wife.
"Rea is worried about Mas Revan, Mom!"
Neya sighed, "there's your husband."
Rosa approached the besan and her daughter-in-law, "rest first in Jeng's room, we've prepared everything. Rea baby, take your mom to rest. Guests have come home, just waiting for those who come home from the tomb," said Rosa.
"Yes, Ma. Thank you for keeping me and my mom alive."
"Dear, we're a family." Rosa commented with a smile, letting Rea and Neya into the room while Rosa and the servants prepared some food to send prayers later tonight.
Revan could only stare at the mound with wet eyes, his gaze blank. The memory of her being together with Najira forcibly hit her brain. Sad, tight and sick he felt himself, because now his place to share his happiness and pain was gone.
What should his life be like? whether he can live life without Najira by his side, while until now the only woman who reigns from the first pursuit of love is Najira.
"Hm, fine, Pa."
One by one the mourners who witnessed Najira's funeral were gone. Bara and Revan are there.
"Van, let's go home!" Bara crouched down and patted Revan's shoulders hugging Najira's headstone.
"Go home first, I still want to be here."
Revan's answer made Bara sigh slowly, shaking with lightning.
"You can visit Najira every day, he may be gone from your life but not with his love. Our parents must have been very worried" Bara once again hoped he would not have to talk at length to persuade Revan to leave.
Alex, his father-in-law, returns home with his father because he wants to make room for Revan, who is still not willing to let Najira go.
"Alright, I persuaded you also because of my wife. She's worried about you so much and I'm so worried about her!"
Revan puffed up, exhaling a rough breath. His view was shifted to a small mound beside Najira's tomb and two more tombs on the side of the small mound.
"Good way," muttered Revan staring at the nanar. Although he has not been fully able to mengikhlaskan Najira departure, but seeing Najira may now be with his parents there makes Revan a little relieved.
"Send my greetings to them, your parents and our son Na! I don't know if I can continue my day well after your departure" said Revan.
He turned his face, rubbed back the corner of his watery eyes then followed Bara's sturdy body, walking through the footpath by the footpath of the land that was covered with wild weeds. His heart is sad and sick to go home and live life with nothingness.
"Sometimes this funny fate, I'm sorry to have taken it from you, and now I'm feeling it too."
"I don't think about that anymore. Revan, you probably never thought that meeting me and Rea would start with an accident." Ema focused on her steering wheel, she glanced at Revan and waited for the man's expression.
"I know, I believe what Rea said and it's all because of Danis, it's not your fault or Rea."
"You're really not angry? Rea is pregnant with my son now" Bara said.
To be honest he just wants to distract Revan, Revan's mind from Najira.
"Congratulations, congratulations it's all a blessing to you. I have received his karma now. It all started with the doctor's diagnosis of Najira who might not be able to conceive again, I was disappointed, angry and left him until he chased me and then fell." Revan lowered his head, the corner of his eyes again had to get wet.
"What's wrong, the police won't blame you. Only the boutique should be closed, I'll take care of everything for you!"
"I understand" said Revan.
Until it does not feel Bara's car has entered the yard of the Alnav family house, he invites Revan down even though the man looks awkward, he let Revan occupy his former room to clean up.
In the evening, they gathered to send prayers before dinner to Najira.
In addition to the family, the neighbors were there that night.
However, after the event Revan pamphit. He chose to go home to his apartment because he felt sorry for Bara's parents.
"What's wrong, let her be alone and calm down first" Rosa told Neya in their evening chat.
"Hm, I also believe Revan will not do anything stupid because his wife left him" Alex said.
"He loved Najira very much, which I saw from every movement of his body." Aron.
"Rea here baby," pinta Rosa.
Rea nodded, sitting between Rosa and Neya, listening to their stories.
Another case with Bara, as a man he felt Revan was in turmoil. Deciding to go home in the most devastated state is not a good choice.
Should he ask Tama to keep an eye on his sister-in-law? However, suddenly the words of Amel when he drove Rea to the campus last time ringing in the head.
"I can't be selfish and interrupt Tama's time outside of work hours" he murmured, sighing.