SUN (My Spring)
THE SUN 32

Emira caught up with Khai after her breathing returned to normal. The members who were gathered in the living room while watching SUN's music video stared at him in surprise.

“You why?” Zal asked when he saw Emira staggering.

“My stomach is nauseous because Khai's sister is driving a car at high speed” complained Emira.

“Kak Khai is often like that. I was also once his victim” Chan chimed in.

“Iya..he poses more than drives correctly” Zhi comments.

“You two want me to hit the car?. Huh?!” Khai hit Zhi and Chan with the cushions on the sofa, while the other members laughed at him.

“But, what's with your appearance?” Dza looked at Emira.

“This is because..”

Emira glanced at Khai, she was afraid that she might mispronounce him and upset Khai.

“There were paparazzi following us, I was fed up with the fake news that would later spread if they saw clearly Emira's face. So I asked him to wear it” Light Khai. He seems careless because his personal problems are often reported with exaggeration.

“Good if you've taken that into account” Ez said.

Khai nodded his head in approval.

“The song's meaning is in one go, who wrote the lyrics?” Tanya Emira who has since noticed every song lyrics belonging to SUN with the title ‘Self’.

“That's the only song we wrote together. Ahh...I so want to write songs together again”

Dza glanced at Khai and Ez, hoping that the two oldest members would agree with him.

“In the upcoming album, let's write a song together again!”

Zhi also glanced at Khai, hoping to get a positive response.

“Alright, let's do it!” Ez's words suddenly made the members smile.

“How can you love yourself?. I'm very hard to do. Despite trying, but still difficult for me” Tanya Emira lirih.

“Initially, for us it wasn't easy either. At the beginning of being a boy group, we were much underestimated so that we also often blame ourselves and force our physical to work hard. We thought that after becoming famous it would be easier. Turns out no, we are still under pressure because we are often required to be perfect. It is as if we are gods who will never make mistakes. It made us realize, the most important thing is to take care of ourselves.” Zal Bright.

“Whatever we do, there will still be people who censure it. So, why follow the words of others who will only make it difficult for yourself” Ez chimed in.

“I feel guilty for often blaming myself. In fact, I once thought if I wasn't born in the world, maybe my family's life would be better”

Emira lowered her head, she was very afraid of letting out tears at this moment.

“The first person we should love is ourselves” – Afzal –

“Despite making mistakes, but you are still a part of yourself. So, learn to forgive yourself” – Dzaka –

“Feeling weak and tired is natural, but not to get hurt. Because you are too precious to feel it” – Khair –

“The one who feels the most hurt over you is your own soul, so don't hurt him” – Ezhar –

“We don't need to be the way others want us to be, just do positive things that can make you happy. Then, your world will be quiet” – Chan –

“Loving others without loving yourself is a real folly”–Zhian–

“I also want to be happy, even if only in the small world that I created myself” –Emira–

“Thank you for making me aware of this. From now on, I will learn to forgive the mistakes I made” said Emira.

“What are you talking about?. It looks very serious” Tanya Bu Tari who came with a snack.

The middle-aged woman placed a plate of fried dumplings on a rectangular wooden table.

Zhi spryly ate his favorite fried dumplings, and said “Mom-made fried dumplings are indeed the most delicious”

He then hugged Bu Tari lovingly because he considered the middle-aged woman like his own mother.

Since the beginning of Bu Tari working with SUN, he was the most attention to Zhi. That is because Zhi has no mother and is still a teenager when he became part of SUN, he still desperately needs the attention and affection of a mother.

‘They really grew well. Can accept all your own shortcomings, make peace with difficult circumstances, forgive the mistakes of those who have hurt, all that makes them transformed as a strong figure and difficult to subvert the Inner’ of Emira.

Emira watched each member's face closely. Although there were many wounds there, it still emitted a ray. Perhaps, the light came from a soft and patient heart.

***

Ms. Tari, Emira, and the four members have taken a break, leaving Khai and Ez still struggling with his work in the studio. Khai is still writing songs, while Ez has to make music.

“It feels like a long time ago we are not like this”

Ez gave Khai a can of soft drink.

“True. I was too busy with personal matters. Sorry” Khai said, then downed the drink.

Ez clucked, “Since when are you good at apologizing?!” Ask.

Instead of answering, Khai smiled, then shakes Ez's shoulder.

“How about your mother?. Have there been any developments?” Ask Ez again.

Khai took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly. “Still as before. Actually, I am very tired” Khai said softly.

Ez turned his chair to face Khai, gently patting Khai on the shoulder. Trying to give strength to his best friend.

“Your mother can definitely be found. I have also sent my people to come find” said Ez.

“Thank you”

Khai closed his eyes, inhaling as much air as he could, then exhaled slowly.

“What pain have you improved?” Ask Khai.

“Hah..don't ask that, you make me feel weak!” Answer Ez.

Khai shook his head, knowing that Ez was as stubborn as he was.

“Although it no longer relapses, but you still have to check it out. Don't you still have to have surgery one more time?” Khai asked again.

“Eum, I'll do it after the concert. Don't blatantly show such attention, I feel nause”

“You did it first!” Elak Khai's.

They smile together. Although they rarely show closeness to each other, but their relationship is very good. Since joining SUN, Khai and Ez have been roommates. At that time, they did not have SUN house. Their dormitory is also not too broad, there are only three rooms where each room is occupied by two members.

Mr. Arsel put them in the same room because they were the same age, so it was more comfortable to talk. Basically, they have the same character. Both are adults in thinking. It's just that, sometimes Khai behaves like a boy, because he is an only child and does not usually share. Unlike Ez, although the youngest child but still can be ready to succumb. However, they can take good care of their siblings.

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