
"Yuuuu!! TOS first!!" screeched when she heard me curse. I glanced cynically, but instead complied to return the claps of his hands.
Danniel was silent, he looked at us seriously and unfriendly, as if he didn't like what we had just done. "A fool, and a more foolish man are having fun, amused at the sight of him." he scorned.
"Although stupid, but there are more stupid people who eavesdrop on our conversation." I said, making Dita respond with an exaggerated face.
"Wuuuh!! TOS again!!" he strangled his hand back to me. I smiled a little and returned to clapping his hands.
"more stupid?? How dare you say that, did you forget that I knew your secrets?" tantangnya, make me and Dita immediately bent the body simultaneously while looking at each other. Right, he's holding both of our cards.
"I don't know, it's you who's first!!" exclaim Dita while elbowing me.
"Some of you were the ones who jumped the TOS!" my reply did not accept, while retaliating elbowed him.
"TOS right because of the talk you racyuuun, if usual I might not want to take the TOS. Talk about you kayaking, cuaaks!! That's." protested while holding his waist.
"Well!! What are raceuun and cuaks?" ask me while frowning, and join the waist press.
Danniel folded her hands to her chest, closing her eyes while listening to the ramblings of the two of us. "Even arguing, you're joking in front of me?" danniel continued, making me and Dita again gasp and look at her.
I forget that there are people there. Now he's staring at you both.
I stared at him, folding my hands to my chest. "No, seriously you! Never had a picnic?!"
My question made Dita respond again with excitement. "Yuhoo!! TOS again!!" he said, raising his hand towards me.
"Bodo!! You will accuse me again!!" reject me while throwing my face away.
"It's a monkey boy!!" his grunt while lowering his hands with a disappointed expression.
"You're the mother monkey!!" reply again.
"Geeh!!" deheman the sound made us stop again. "It's very troublesome to talk to two such rare animals" he continued, staring flatly at us.
"It's so arrogant." I whispered.
"Oi, the race of Dicth'anhm is arrogant all the hell." whispered Dita while glancing at Danniel.
"I didn't ask your opinion!!" I growled while whispering.
"It seems we don't need to talk much, but there are a few things I'd like to ask you about some of your statements just now. About wiretapping and who attacked Mr. Roxi." he said.
I'm speechless. I just met Danniel this time and passed him so close. All this time we've been far away and we can't be close, so I don't know what kind of person he is. "Aren't we not supposed to talk, why are you so close to me?? If you get caught by papa mama, you're in big trouble." I remind you.
He snorted with a haughty face. "Who cares about such a stupid rule? Are you trying to avoid my question?" the canal. I fell silent, forgetting who I was dealing with. Of course the Dicth'anhm race that is under the family kesdicth'anhm is very clever in studying.
"Well, if that doesn't need to be a stale anymore. I was captured by a traitor of the Vilhgasth'anhm race named Viktor, who was seduced and beaten. Then as a devotee, Dita came to my aid. At the time, we didn't know Viktor was putting anything on Dita's body."
Danniel scrunched his forehead while tilting his head slightly. "Sticker tapper?" the canal.
I'm nodding. "Because of that ignorance, Dita participated in meetings with very important discussions and should not be known by others, including his own race. But, because of the eavesdropping sticker," I lowered my head for a moment, "That information can be heard by others." I continued, raising my head.
"So so? Meaning, it's very likely that Mr. Roxi's murder is connected to all of this. He died trying to intervene in his own race to protect the Dicth'anhm race. You know??" He looked at us with a contemptuous look. "It's all because of you!" He looked at me with glaring eyes.
"You don't realize, every time you're around, don't a lot of people have bad luck??"
I was shocked to hear it. Taken a gasp, he immediately pulled my body and stood in front of me. "I beg you to stay away from my master!" furious Dita. I glanced towards his hand, looking firmly clenched as if he was holding back anger.
"Then, the Dicth'anhm race and the kesdicth'anhm family are in danger because of the spread of important information that should not be heard by others, let alone lowly races. Now, in what way do you want to fix everything?" he asked, and I could not answer and do anything, except to lower my gaze.
He's correct. Because of me, Aunt Narti is dead. Because of me, Mr. Roxi is dead. Because of me, Dita is now in trouble for bringing a wiretap into the meeting room. And because of me anyway, this family is in danger right now.
Well then, you better let me die at Viktor's hands, or let me die in the fetus. If everything I do is a fatal mistake, life will only make others suffer. Why don't you just stop my breath?? So that I don't do more than this.
L'm... Don't know what to do now. I was so naive and stupid. I always act and impose my will on others. I never think before I act. All this happened because I was alive. If I wasn't in this world, everything would be fine.
But even now, regret is meaningless. I have to do something to fix everything. I also promised Dita and bi Narti that I would have to survive in this world.
I began to look down, sat down and supported on my knees. I dare not raise my head, for to me it is too despicable to do so.
I put my two hands clasped together right in front of my face. "I'm sorry." I said, making Dita's body look gasp. "I'm really begging, I'm sorry. I don't know what I did. I didn't know it was so big. I don't understand any of that."
"It all started with stupid things. L'm.. I want to be considered there by my mother, I do not accept being treated differently by my family. I can't understand the rules that torment me for life. I don't accept all that, I want to find the reason and the answer. Why just me?? Why am I the only one who can't be around you? Why am I the only one who can't be with you? Why just me, just me??" my hands began to tremble, and I let out the pain I had been enduring all this time.
"Why is my life not normal? I have a Mama, I have a papa, I have a sister, but it feels like being alone. I was surrounded by many workers who treated me well, who loved me well. But, I also want to get that from my own family. I also want to be picked up, I also want to be praised by my mom, play with my dad, and go out with my brother. Why am I the only one who frowns at the door of the classroom, hoping that there will be members of my family coming, but no one is coming."
"It turns out, my wish backfired that killed someone else. Who hurt others. For that, I..."
Tests.. Tests...
My tears are falling, I can no longer stand. My chest was heavy, and I had trouble breathing. "Hiks, please.. This time, let me fix it. Let me change what I've done. Let me bury my insignificant feelings in my heart, and ignore them even in my own family's enemies. I beg you." I asked with a sob that filled my nose. "I beg you to forgive me."
For a moment everything became silent, all I could hear was my snot pulling into my nose.
Danniel sighed, and I could see his feet stepping closer to me, and he said, "Bless your head, kesdicth'anhm." Danniel's voice rang out, and I frowned before raising my head. "It is not proper to have holy blood, to kneel before others, even from the same clan or family" he said, causing me to raise my head and look at him.
Whether I felt it or not, but his gaze became different, when we argued. He became more gentle and friendly. "Because I'm being kind, I'm going to keep both of you a secret" he said.
Both Dita and I were shocked to hear that.
"But, of course, on one condition." he continued.
"What's that?" my many.
He smiled cynically. "We fight." he replied, leaving me and Dita flabbergasted. Her.. Want to fight with me? Didn't you hear wrong??
He immediately denied it. "That's a lame opponent, don't you want to do it more fairly? That doesn't make sense, does it?!" his protest.
"Sssst sssst.." he hissed while shaking his head. "Be quiet, lowly race, I'm talking to my sister."
He stiffened his jaw, then silently followed his words. I was silent, with tears still not dry. "Fight?" ask again.
"Yes, of course to win.. It will be impossible for you. But I give you leniency." He smiled with a sharp look. "If you can hit me once, then..." He looked at me so closely.
"...you're the winner." he continued, to make me frown. Agreed?" ask her while smiling haughtily.
I began to move, standing straight in front of him. While Dita shook her head, as if she disagreed with the terms.
It seems to be the only way to change everything. I had to shut Danniel up and keep this a secret from the family and the workers, and find a way to deal with it all.
I gulped while exhaling a long breath and returned his gaze. "OK, I agree." I said, sounding so heavy.
Seriate...