
It does not feel that now fatimah has two weeks at home, the rules in pesantren even though only one week for permission. Fatimah has broken the rules. He doesn't want to go to school anymore, he still wants to be home.
"Fatimah, when do you want to go to the pesantren? it's been two weeks, I'll take you to the boarding school tomorrow." said Hasan who suddenly entered the fatimah room without knocking on the door.
"I don't want to go to boarding school yet, well, I still want to be at home" said fatimah without looking at the face of faith.
"Why are you like this? Usually you are excited, even just three days at home you already want to go to the pesantren, but this is why it is so?" asked hasan while furrowing his brows.
"It's dad, don't beat me up! I'm a big man, so it's up to me." said fatimah.
"you're not polite talking to old people! You are already big, but you are nothing! why are you staying at home too long?" ask faith with anger.
"Whisper me, shut up!" fatimah said and left the faith.
"Astagfirefull!" faith was shocked to hear his daughter's disrespectful remarks.
Fatimah is not usually like that against mimi and faith, usually she is always polite to them, but now that fatimah changed because of a breakup, she felt disappointed with Rijal.
"Mom .. fatimah does not want to go again to the pesantren? It's been two weeks, Pak kiai also only gave permission this week has been two weeks, I'm not good buama pak kiai" said iman.
"Maybe the fatimah still wants to be at home well, don't be too hard on the child! In part it is not a modern Salafi pesantren so the rules are not as hard as modern pesantren.dad later stay talk to pak kiai ahmad if fatimah still do not want to leave" said mimi, said, a little defending fatimah.
"This mother even defends fatimah, I'm not good bu same kiai ahmad" said iman.
"Keep daddy, how? Father's time wants to force fatimah," asked mimi.
"Dad I want to force her mom!" say faith a little upset.
"Don't be forced! We'll see in a few days, if you don't want to leave again, then I'm forced!" mimi's word.
"Yes, we'll see in a few days" said faith.
Faith is very hard on his son, he wants fatimah success, he wants fatimah to be ustadzah, he does not want fatimah like Ridwan fatimah brother who now has no job, only so unemployed. Iman hopes that the fatimah of the second child can be successful. The children of faith are only two Ridwan and fatimah, the only hope now is only in fatimah.
'God, I want my daughter to have a successful life, so son of Sholehah. And can boast of his parents' inner faith while thinking of the fatimah, sitting alone in front of the house.
Mimi is a meek mother, she is not hard on the child. Seeing faith was daydreaming sitting alone in front of the house mimi approached her husband.
"Well, what are you doing, ko? Do not think of Fatimah! he will also go to the pesantren again." said mimi pacifying the faith.
"Bus ... Mother, don't be too gentle with the child, proof Ridwan our child failed!" say faith a little upset.
"Loh .... Dad, you're talking everywhere? it used to be the father's fault, Ridwan would want to be a doctor, but instead the father forced to be a police officer.so Ridwan like that because of the father, not the mother!" mimi was angry.
"Here you go, I'm dizzy! why children do not want to obey parents, the proof is fatimah once said to want to be an ustadzah but this even does not want to go to pesantren again." said faith.
Fatimah suddenly left, she was neat to wear a bag and shoes.
"I go first, mom" said Fatimah without kissing her father and mother's hands.
"Hi ... Fatimah, where are you going? Fatima ... Fatimah." exclaim faith. But Fatimah immediately turned on the motor and then left regardless of her father.
"Fatimah ..fatimah." exclaim faith while pursuing fatimah.
"Had daddy! Maybe Fatimah is having a problem, it's like that" said mimi approaching the faith.
"Mom why calm our daughter out of the house? we don't know where our daughter is going? our daughter is mom. I'm worried mom!" a faith that worried his daughter.
"Not that, I'm not worried well, yes I'll try to ask fatimah why he's like that. Looks like fatimah is having a problem yah." said mimi.
"With him you are deletin him. You're his mother, you should know our son why it's like that! I'm not home every weekday." said faith angrily.
"Dad, mother will ask fatimah" said mimi while bowing his head.
***
Fatimah went to a place quite far from her house, she went to a mountain, it was quite quiet, she wanted to calm her heart. Fatimah was also not afraid of that place, even though it was deserted. In that place he screamed, crying venting all his troubles.
"Aaaaaa ...... Aaaaa ...... Aaaa. Lord I'm sorry." said fatimah shouting.
fatimah regretted, because it had wasted Dimas. He also cried because he had betrayed Rizal.
"God, it turns out that what I think is good, it is not good, I even wasted Dimas a very good man." muttered fatimah while crying.
Fatimah cried loudly, she was disappointed and did not expect Rizal to lie to her. But Fatimah has given what Rizal wants.
"Lord .... Why is my destiny like this. I ruined god. I wanted to tell my parents, but I was scared." muttered fatimah crying.
The fatimah veil was soaked with tears, she wanted to tell her parents, but she was afraid.
Fatimah's eyes are also slanted due to crying too long. She was crying for two things. One, betrayed by Rizal. Two, he had wasted Dimas many years.
"If you're not married, she'll want to come back to me. Ka Dimas, I'm sorry I wasted you and cheated on you." muttered Fatimah in tears.
Fate has become porridge, now Dimas is married, fatimah can only regret.
It was four o'clock in the afternoon, but the stima was still in that place from 10 a.m. He looked at the rice field, crying. He also thought about how Dimas could get his solids back.
"I want Dimas to come back to me, I just realized that Dimas is the best for me." muttered Fatimah with a sly smile.
Since it was late afternoon, he left the place. But he did not go home. Iman had contacted several times, but fatimah did not want to accept his father's call, he turned off his phone.
Fatimah stopped by the flower garden, where she used to date Rizal.
"In this place, there are many memories with you Rizal and it is in this place that I found evidence of your affair." muttered fatimah in tears.
Fatimah also looked at the chair surrounded by flowers, which were in the garden. He used to sit in that chair and Dimas was very happy to walk with him. Dimas when he wanted to walk alone with fatimah he always asked permission on the faith, unlike Rizal who secretly if. Dimas also only twice went the road with fatimah during courtship time.
"So, I'm sorry, I love you" muttered Fatimah weeping and looking at the old chair she once sat in with Dimas.