
...Chapter 62...
...Do I Know Who I Am?...
Tasia walked towards the living room after finishing chatting with Tania and her Grandma Rizal, she intended to go to her room which was in the back next to the living room. But at once Tasia accidentally heard the talk of a woman who was calling there. He stood near the front door, while Tasia's position was below near the attic leading to Rizal's room.
"You don't worry about it, I'm sure once Rizal knows this, he'll definitely decide which is best, and he'll marry you soon.." he said.
Hearing mention of Rizal's name, he became surprised and his head accidentally hit the decoration of the house on the top wall shelf. So that the wooden ornaments fall to the floor.
"Ouch" he groaned softly, stroking over his head.
There was a loud noise, the woman immediately finished her conversation on the phone.
"Yes, we will continue the conversation. Now Auntie must go home first." he said, immediately pressed the button to complete the call.
"Who's there?" he shouted then he immediately walked towards the direction of the voice earlier, and he had seen Tasia there while picking up the wall hangings that fell by her and then keeping them neatly back on the mini shelves hanging beside the wall.
"Who are you?" tanyanya.
Tasia nodded and immediately greeted the woman.
"Emmm...Good afternoon Auntie, I'm Tasia." she said clumsily.
Mira looked at him and immediately remembered his name.
"Tasia, you..Are you not Rizal's girlfriend?" remembering the name of Tasia that Lia always told her about.
Tasia shook her head. Mira's eyes led to Tasia with a thin smile.
"Have you just heard my conversation on the phone?" the canal.
Tasia shook her head. "Emm.sorry Aunt, I-I accidentally heard it" bluntly.
"It's good that you heard it.. This means my chance to talk to you, come with me" he asked suddenly.
Tasia was taken to Mira's room when she was unmarried.
Mira tells Tasia to sit in her chair. Then show a picture of himself and his two friends to Tasia.
Tasia was still confused, with what Aunt Mira wanted to tell her.
"This.potonya Aunty?" ask Tasia.
"Yes.it is a photo of Aunt when she was a teenager, with the two friends of Auntie." in short.
"And the two friends of Auntie was Rizal's mother and also Lia!" revealed again.
Hearing her, Tasia's heart slowly rippled out the worry on her sweet face. Suspicions began to affect him.
Before long Mira begins to reveal everything incident after incident to Tasia and now she finally knows everything. Behind why Rizal and Lia had to be married by her parents, and the most unfortunate thing is that Tania is not Rizal's real mother.
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(After the conversation with Mira)
Tasia walked into her room with a limp body like a loss of energy. His feet pointed at the soft mattress in front of him, then he sat down slowly on the edge of the mattress and started squeezing the bed sheet with his palm. Clear water started rolling in his eye pelvis. And then wet her cheeks and wet her cheeks.
The words were still ringing in his ears.
"I suggest you, you better end your relationship and Rizal soon."
Mira's last message to him earlier, very clearly shook Tasia's heart. Tasia was charged with a choice that she was hard to overcome on her own. Loving and choosing Rizal is impossible for him.
'I already knew that this would definitely happen to me once I knew who you were...Rizal, I'm sorry..I can't keep our love anymore.I'm afraid it will be bad luck like my own mother, if we force to get married.How in the future will we be? I know who I am. I know, we can't possibly be united because the walls are blocking us, you'll still be paired with Lia, who's more on par with you..." she sobbed, and her hands rubbed her tears and she began to lie down on her bed, trying to calm her heart with a slumber.
Late at night, the day shows at 17:00 p.m. Rizal has just returned home, and has reached his home. He rushed off with the flowers in his right hand, then he immediately entered Tasia's unlocked room.
Rizal intends to surprise her by bringing a beautiful bouquet of Lilies for her. But, Rizal found Tasia who was still sleeping soundly in her bed. Near him slowly the girl adored his heart. Her eyes continued to tickle the beautiful face of the girl in front of her, her strong hands began to caress the spoiled soft and white cheeks of her lover, then she was surprised when she saw there was a patchy line on the bottom of her eyes.
Tasia was surprised and immediately woke up because there was an amused taste on her face. His eyes in the pit slowly, and Rizal was already close before his eyes.
"When are you here?" tanyakanya.
"Must...Why are your eyes swollen? have you been crying?"
"Not really.I just miss Mom.." I suspect.
"Well, after my father decided we could get married, we just went back to Yogyakarta again and I'll marry you there!" he said, Tasia frowned tight and her lips were also tightly closed.
"Why is your face so unhappy?" ask Rizal astonished. Then he thrust the Lilies into Tasia.
"This is for you.smile" he said. Tasia was touched when she saw the flower, and then in her arms, tightly hugged the man, with her hands around his neck, and suddenly she cried on his shoulders.
"Hey.you miss your mother to tears like this" in reply Tasia's embrace happily.
"Rizal...if I tell you the truth, do you want to obey my wishes?" he said ventured.
"Tell me. If it does calm you down..."
"Rizal.I'm not crying because of mom.." Rizal.
"Then, what are you crying about?"
"So...Aunt Mira said something important to me, and this is all about your family.I don't want to be the destroyer of your family relationships."
"What do you mean, who do you call a destroyer?"
"You've been destined to live with Lia. I don't want to be a barrier between the two of you." she said.
Rizal immediately took off Tasia's embrace and grabbed Tasia's shoulder to face her.
"What do you mean by that?"
Tasia turned her face to the side under Rizal, her lips quivering and her breathing faltering due to the pressure of her heart.
"I can't continue this relationship...That father and daughter will never accept me even as hard as we try, because you and Lia were meant to be together before you were born into this world..."
Rizal stared intently at Tasia's eyes. Believe it or not in what he says to her.
"Who said that? who told you that?" snapped it. "I knew Aunt Mira was just outsmarting things so I wouldn't marry you.." Then he quickly stood up, filled with explosive emotions, and was about to leave Tasia's room.
But deftly in the hands of Rizal by Tasia so as not to let him quarrel with his family because of him.
"Where are you going? don't be. I don't want you to fight with your family because of me?" sahut Tasia prevented Rizal from leaving.
"But this has to be resolved by Tasia.I don't want them to continue to complicate our relationship!" the upset.
Tasia again let out the water in her eyes with her breath slightly tight so that her mouth was slightly open, due to the sobbing of her cries.
Rizal also endured the sadness, and languished looking at him. Without prior permission, his hand quickly grabbed and held Tasia's face towards him and kissed her wet lips and all of Tasia's face that had been filled with tears.
Tasia was astonished and tried to let go of the kiss but Rizal did not want to let go of the kiss even though Tasia tried to push the link and tried to turn her face to the side.
"Stop..Rizal" he said.
But Rizal didn't hear him he just kept kissing Tasia without pause. Which made Tasia beat so fast that her body fell pushed up to her bed.
Rizal also fell face down on Tasia's body, and continued to kiss her and enjoy her until she was completely satisfied. Tasia closed her eyes tightly, not replying to what Rizal had done to her. Her tears kept rolling out, she was actually enjoying Rizal's friendly kiss as well on her yet her heart felt floating in the middle of the ocean, he cannot get out of the water that washed him away, but he will also die if he drowns in it.
His relationship with Rizal is just like a partamorgana for him, which washed away his love but will not be real in his life.
After a long time they attached and played both his lips together, Rizal spoke softly in Tasia's ear, his breath so warmly spread throughout his face and body. Rizal's hands gently caressed her lover's face.
"Listen to me carefully I will keep you even if they defy me, because once I love someone I will never let go" she whispered slowly but clearly, and their two eyes finally looked at each other with meaning.
"Tasia.is the only one I love.." she said again.
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