Syafira
Bonus Chapter 1

They look like a happy little family. Ervan and Nada are together just because they need each other, not with feelings.quite confusing, how do they interact? the couple looks very formal like a couple who just established a closeness.

Ervan continued to kiss the baby on the bed, while Nada only noticed it on a sofa with sharp eyes.

"Anna's age is only two months, but this baby is very active" Ervan said.

Tone smiled faintly, then grabbed a glass of juice in front of him. "He's like you, active and a little aggressive."

Ervan turned his face towards the wife who was gulping juice. "Aggressive? when did I touch you?"

"Ohuk..." Tone tucked with round eyes he almost spouted juice in his mouth, "A.... What are you saying?"

"You said I was aggressive, when did I touch you?"

Stiffened tone, all this time they had never done anything. It could probably be said that kissing was the most intimate thing they had ever done.

"Eaaaa.." Anna's cry broke the silence, and Ervan stroked the baby gently to calm her down.

"Cup.. cup..." Papa's here, don't cry.

Seeing this, Nada moved, facing Ervan and Anna then said. "I haven't given him breast."

Ervan nodded clumsyly, he immediately moved away and turned his back to Nada as the wife was about to feed her little baby.It's laughable isn't it? they were a husband and wife, but Nada always refused and told Ervan not to look at herself while breastfeeding Anna.

"When I've seen it, even enjoyed it. although forcibly it shouldn't be this much." Ervan murmured inwardly.

"Beautiful.." said Nada as she stroked the face of her little daughter.

Ervan glanced to his left side, his eyes suddenly rounded when the reflection of the wife was seen in a mirror that showed how the woman gave breast milk to her child. as a normal man who never touched his wife Ervan's maleness instincts to work.he felt became unruly, especially the mound of Nada looks bigger than what he had ever seen.

"Ma... Tone." said Ervan.

"Yes?"

Ervan swallowed his salivary, venturing out to start a conversation. "Do you think of me as your husband?"

"Of course,"

"Wantas, does it have to be this formal? we se... like a person who has just established closeness." said Ervan, then turned his body to look at Nada who had already completed his activities.

"I understand, I'm sorry."

Ervan frowned as if astonished at the reply from Nada's mouth.

"Patience a little, honestly I'm a little traumatized." Tone touched Ervan's hand and held it, "I've tried to forget everything that happened, but it's just a little hard."

Ervan nodded, all of it was purely his fault.if only they were met in a better way then none of this would have happened. "It's all my fault."

Nada shook her head quickly, "No. I am your wife, it is my duty to serve you well, but I am always afraid."

Ervan was speechless, he stared at the sticky tone while advancing his face slowly. Cup... slowly Ervan clenched Nada's lips, grasping the wife's hand strong. Ervan thought it might seem like she had to take it a step further, to break the nervousness in her household. Ervan stroked the back of the Tone giving a touch of softness so that the Tone gets used to it.

Although Nada did not return the kiss, she did not refuse. The slightly opening tone of his mouth gave a gap to Ervan who was growing wildly deepening the kiss.

"Just cooperate with me so that all this is not too difficult" Ervan said.