
"I realize that life is not static, but rather a dynamic that can change at any time if destiny wills and permits.
"There are times when happiness disappears, and sadness comes.
"There is a time when they are with us, and leave us.
"Life is indeed a place to be together and part, only a sincere heart can face the events of departure that arise in life without feeling much sadness.
"Unfortunately, letting go of loved ones is not an easy thing to do. I'm here alone feeling a deep loneliness, trying to live without you for the rest of my life, trying to survive until death comes, and sending me by your side so we can be together forever."
An old man was reciting the letter he had just written, the old man was sitting on the garden chair alone there was not a single person accompanying him.
"Bella, Gondals, Fara's Parents, Bang Windi, Ryan, Niara, Fandick, Cantika, Tiara, Om Daddy, Rara ...."
The old man was Alseenio who was mentioning the names of the people he knew. All of the names Alseenio mentioned had died and were no longer in the world.
It has been 50 years since Fara's departure. The world had changed a lot, the handsome Alseenio still maintained his good looks, but his face had already begun to be covered by wrinkles and fine lines.
Good looks are no longer Alseenio's favorite, wealth is no longer meaningful for now, friendships disappear one by one, now there is only him alone in the park, without anyone seeing him sitting in a chair with loneliness.
The luxurious garden of Alseenio's house remained shady with the birds of Huia flying, but the atmosphere was different, there was no Fara sitting by his side.
The luxurious house was just a display for Alseenio in old age, no longer functioning as a house because inside it there was only a strong void and enveloped the entire room.
There was no one there, no one to take care of the house, the maid serving Alseenio left first and nowhere.
The skyscrapers surrounding Alseenio's present home, he is still popular in the future, but the people of the next decades are very different from the familiar Alseenio.
The friends of the artist who had collaborated were gone in the world, everything above was slowly replaced by immigrants.
Life here feels foreign, Alseenio wants to get away from this world, but does not know how.
Does he have to kill himself?
It is very much against the principles and ethics that have been built up in him for decades.
Suicide is not the right path.
Rising from the garden chair, Alseenio's body still standing upright glanced at this dusty chair.
A memory fragment re-played in her mind, a beautiful event in which she was young sitting together with her beloved wife, from dating to Fara being eight months pregnant.
"Time goes by so fast, I don't realize it's long gone. It seems, just yesterday she was gone forever ...."
The corner of Alseenio's lips trembled slightly, his eyes were already reddened, but the smile on his face calmed his entire body and heart.
Alseenio shook his head, turning to face the house that had so many wonderful memories that had been passed together.
Step by step Alseenio did until he entered a dirty and unkempt house.
Some small plants and moss adorn the walls, the sky of the room, and the floor, very shabby and not worth using for shelter.
The triring!
A phone call went off, but Alseenio did not pick up the phone again, but instead opened a small, almost transparent black box.
The box is elongated and emits light of many colors.
A picture is shown on this cell phone-like object, a face of a beautiful woman and loved by Alseenio, his wife, Fara.
Alseenio placed the elongated box on his chest and automatically stuck to his black suit.
A voice came from the box object, sounding very familiar and familiar to Alseenio.
"Hello, Sugi?"
The call came from Sugi who was still alive, but he was no longer cooperating as a personal assistant.
Sugi returned to Japan a few decades ago, building his own business with capital from Alseenio.
He is now successful and has a large family of his own. Unlike Alseenio, he was alone not a single member of the family.
"No need, just take care of your family. Don't worry, I'm in my old house, remember, don't you?"
Alseenio slightly smiled chatting with Sugi on the phone call, slowly he walked around looking at the state of the house.
"Do you remember this sofa? You often sit here with your wife, Fani, I still remember clearly your clumsy actions here, hahaha. How's he doing now?"
"..."
"Thank God, I'm glad you and she's still healthy today."
Alseenio went to the living room while telling her what had happened there. Next, Alseenio went to the kitchen room to the underground parking lot which turned out there were still many luxury cars that had rusted.
These luxurious objects were no longer valuable to Alseenio. Alseenio left this house as memories.
In the end, Alseenio arrives inside Fara's room, at which point Alseenio turns off the phone call with Sugi.
Alseenio's hands stretched out toward the many picture frames on the fragile table.
Pictures of Fara at many ages can be seen Alseenio now, even photos of young Alseenio posing with Fara there are many on display here.
The nostalgia of the beautiful youth, the most beautiful and best times for Alseenio.
Together is the happiest part of life for Alseenio.
She is a great woman, a woman who is able to accept her advantages and disadvantages.
There is no better woman than him.
Taking one of the photos on the table, Alseenio looked at the beautiful and beautiful face of his late wife.
Tears had already flowed down Alseenio's cheeks, dripping and soaking through the glass of this picture frame.
"I still love you to this day, according to our promise at the wedding of that time, I will be faithful forever with you, even until the next life ... I won't let you downI'm not a cheap guy who puts his own ego at risk .... My choice has not changed, I only want to get married once in a lifetime, and that's only with you one" Alseenio muttered with a smile on his face.
Puddles of tears still flowed down Alseenio's face, continuously falling onto the small picture frame he held.
"If time can repeat itself, I will take care of you with extras, enjoy time with you more, and will never let go of hugging your body forever."
After saying that, Alseenio put the picture frame back on the table.
He took a small cloth to wipe his eyes, a cloth with inscriptions sewn by Fara, insisting that he loved Alseenio as much as he loved his family.
Nostalgia is over, it's time to go back to real life, continue the life story that has not finished.
Just when Alseenio wanted to open the door, an oddity occurred, the sound of Huia Bird chirping had disappeared and everything was silent for a moment.
Alseenio turned into the room and glanced at the outside view from Fara's room window.
The numerous Huia birds on the tree branch had disappeared completely.
Alseenio's pupils were enlarged, something he had known.
Subjecting his gaze to his two hands, Alseenio's eyes looked puzzled as he muttered, "This feeling, I've felt it —"
"Dear."
A sweet female voice entered his ears, making Alseenio speechless while staring forgetting to move.
His head slowly turned with you towards the direction the voice appeared.
In the next second, Alseenio's face widened with widened pupils.
Both of Alseenio's legs moved backwards rapidly. Alseenio's expression was filled with disbelief at what he saw now.
However, an item that fell on the floor made Alseenio's leg stumble and fall backward.
His quite old body could not react quickly to hold his body down.
That way, Alseenio's body hit the closed window glass and broke down.
"No!"
Alseenio waved his hand upwards reaching for the wind to try to save himself.
In the end, Alseenio's old body landed on the ground with his head touching the ground first.
Before Alseenio realized that darkness had dominated his entire vision, a bright light restored his lost consciousness.
Alseenio's consciousness grew stronger as the light flashed brighter each time.
A memory re-emerged, Alseenio knew what had happened to him. However, Alseenio did not comment and thought.
A dark vision could be felt, Alseenio carefully opened his eyes to see what had happened to him after the falling event.
Alseenio's eyes trembled several times, bit by bit his eyelids opened and saw what was in front of him.
Alseenio's puzzled pupils instantly turned into an irresistible shocked look.
With his lower lip shaking, Alseenio said, "Sa–sayang ...."