Tahajud Opening of Truth
Dilemmas

The first mistake I made two months ago

Which he responded to nia on the grounds of testing apri jealous or not,

Still feels so thick in april's memory,

And her disappointment still hasn't gone away even though April forgave and understood her reason.

But according to his point of view, adi has demeaned April indirectly because with her communicating with nia as if she does not consider April to exist, as if she was forced to marry april

Adi himself chose April,

Adi married April.

From the Beginning before Adi Intends to Win april,

april has said try to rethink without hurry so as not to regret later on.

Now Adi makes another mistake that he thinks is a patal error.

April may not be angry and this disappointed if the adi only friends and reply to each other's comments on the status nia without revealing the real identity of the adi in the Dinda account.

Because according to April in the comments it is public, so all who read can know.

Moreover, what makes it more emotional is from the comments continue to inbok personal as if and as if only the two of them know and should not be known by anyone

while all reply to comments they do even deleted by nia.

Because this April becomes a much more reserved Person but so a much more possessive wife.

Every April always feels sad about this.

Her trust in her husband has also worn off, so that April always suspicious and to worry will repeat the same incident to her husband even their days become not as comfortable as before.

April took her grief through a series of words

I don't know where to step this foot

When I was struck by hatred

When disappointment comes to this self

I don't know when I'll hold on

Against reality that sticks sharp spines

Which I unceasingly swallowed

There's a day tomorrow, a day where I'm calm

Avoid the grievous reality that pounces

Is until I go quiet

I don't know

Only time will answer.

*The heart you hurt

The night is getting late and the beautiful moon is shining on this earth

But my eyes don't want to be closed

Only a heartbroken song accompanies me tonight

My tears kept dripping down my cheeks

It's a feeling of heartbreak, though,

Why,,,

Why sincere love is paid for with Passion, disappointment and hypocrisy

This is your reply after I sincerely Love and Love You

Why do you make me sick

it hurts more than thousands of sharp thorns

Do you know,

That I was hurt by your hypocrisy

So that my Heart is broken to pieces*.

To accept your heart and live with you

I broke my heart and was with others

And

To keep your heart from the Fire of jealousy

I cut off communication with anyone

Which makes you jealous

But why

For Just a prank

You broke my heart

And scorch it like dust.