
Since that day, Arul always asked me for his right, no matter morning, afternoon, night he always forced me to serve him on the grounds that he was quickly given a child. Not only mas Arul even my mother-in-law always gave me food that is recommended for the womb. Almost stiap moon my mother-in-law bought me a tast pack.
" Giiin, this is the 20th you usually menstruate on the 15th, meaning you are already 5 days late gin. Come on, baby, maybe you're pregnant! " Say my in-laws while giving them a tast pack.
I honestly feel so tired of all this. Not that I do not want children, as a married woman of course I want the presence of a baby in my marriage. It's impossible if I don't want to, I'm just as willing as they are. I always pray to the Creator. But maybe it's not time yet. Everything takes process, everything takes time. We are only capable of brusha, but the results are in the hands of God.
" Maah, be patient wait even one week or two weeks. Maybe the cycle's messed up again so I'm late for the moon. " I said, but I still received the test pack from my in-laws' hands.
" You are giman the gin! Just try what is difficult, you are always pessimistic so fail to continue. Try gin! " my in-laws pushed me into the bathroom.
Because I don't want to debate it until I obey him, I hold my water and do a test sprti usually. The result is the same as last month. I came out of the bathroom with a snot. My father-in-law was waiting for me in front of the bathroom door impatiently.
" How did gin go? Positive right? Line two, right? " My in-laws took the test pack out of my hand.
His eyes implied disappointment upon seeing the bitter reality. The test pack remains line one, my in-laws threw it in my face.
" You're how gin, pregnant you can't! It's always line one, it's been seven months gin! Are you barren, Gin? " my in-laws' words are so striking to my heart.
I cried not because of line one but I cried for my in-laws' attitude that always demanded me to get pregnant immediately. Suddenly mas arul came, not since when he came home. I saw him looking at me with a look I could hardly understand.
" Why again mah, the result is negative again? " Tanya mas arul while picking up a test pack on the floor.
" Ck, are you really fertile or not the gin? Tomorrow prepare yourself we obstetrician. We check your uterus whether it is fertile or not, if it turns out you are barren I will divorce you right then and there! " Sakiit, it hurts so much to hear the flattening from my husband. That is the meaning of marriage for my husband.
Unknowingly my tears trickled, my in-laws dashed me lightly. I lamented my poor fate.
" No need to cry, so aja ko nangis." snapped mas Arul.
" Maas, please don't sue me. How can I get pregnant if every day I pressed like this I stress mas! " my words are no less loud than the sound of Arul mas.
Plaaaques
" You dare to fight me haaah, you are only asked to give me a child! " said mas Arul den go slamming the door of the room hard.
" Hiks hiks, it hurts so much. Om tantee, I miss you guys. "
In addition to the place of fara and akmal are having dinner, suddenly fara remembered gina.
" Paaah, why suddenly mama miss gina huh! Mama once heard him call mama. "fara clutching her chest.
" Later we'll call gina ya ma, now finish your food first. " Akmal tried to calm his wife.
Fara seemed to have no appetite, she did not eat.
" paa, I want a gina phone now! " fara picks up her phone and makes a vidio call for gina.
Tuuut
Gina who was crying loudly wiped her tears and went straight to the bathroom to wash her face.
" I have to smile in front of aunty fara, I don't want tatne fara to see my sadness. " Stelah washed her face, gina swept a little make up so that her eyes were puffy invisible.
Disbrang there fara began to fidget because gina did not lift her phone.
" Patience dong maa, maybe gina is having dinner or is in the bathroom. " The akmal speech that saw his wife was very worried about her nephew.
" Let me try again, pa! " now fara makes another vidio call for gina.
" Hello tantee! " gina's greeting when the phone connection has been answered.
" Hello dear, why so long lift the phone. How are you, Gin, healthy, son? " fara immediately bombarded gina with various questions.
" I'm a good aunt, how is aunt and om healthy? " Gina tried to smile even though her heart was still filled with sadness.
From the screen of the cell phone, Fara noticed the lethargic face of Gina, her eyes were puffy and her voice was stingy and hoarse.
" Gina you're okay, right? Your eyes are puffy, are you crying? Are you healthy, Arul hurt you? " fara was so worried about gina, even though gina berusha hid her sadness but fara could not be lied to at all. His instincts as an adoptive parent, because his inner bond has sprti a mother and biological child.
" I'm good auntie, uhuk uhuk, I'm a little coughing but I've been taking medicine. This was a late nap just so rich tan so that. Heeee, is tantee eating? " gina diverted the conversation so as not to take any more questions from her aunt.
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Arul immediately left the house because he felt his mood fell apart after a storm with gina.
At this time Arul headed to the cafe to just coffee so that the mood returned good.
When arul entered suddenly he accidentally hit someone who just came out of the cafe.
" Sorry, sorry. Gapapa? " ask arul and look at the person he hit. But his eyes seemed to sparkle when he saw who someone was in front of him.
" Love! You ask, my college friend first? " tanya arul with a sparkling face.
" Yes right, you're Arul right? Arul who used to love me was able to get home? " sinta said no less happy because he could meet his old friend.
" Yeah, do you remember that? Yes Forgive you makim beautiful nih. "praise the arul that makes the ink blush.
" Anything you can do, I used to love being so happy! Oya you are alone, I hear you are married. Where's your wife? " Speak answered with a smile by arul.
" Heem just met his wife, mending us talk another. Come on in again, I'll buy you a meal or a coffee! " Pinta arul half pleaded.
" Eemm I've eaten, if I have coffee.. Okay deh. Come on, free stuff! Hihiiii "sinta holds the hand of arul and arul welcomes him with joy.