Tarnished By The Brutal Mafia
Resisting Own Wounds

I choose to hold the wound, even though there is a risk of pain but not blood.when deciding to sacrifice then you have to let go of your selfish desires..

this is my decision.to stand with you even every second of it.....

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Valerie bowed her head deeply, her tears dripping down her face, why is Dars still misunderstanding her...? Although Valerie is sad, she doesn't regret choosing Dars to be her husband..Valerie feels all her decisions are right so Valerie still believes that someday Dars will change and realizes that in this world she is not alone, despite her hatred...Valerie will try to be there for Dars.Imagine how much Mommy hurt her own son made Valerie unable to leave Dars alone..

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This morning...

Valerie tried to get up from the bed with a blanket covering her innocent body using a bed blanket, while Dars sat on the edge of the bed bare-chested while turning her back to Valerie..

Valerie cleared her throat, last night they made love again for the umpteenth time, and as usual Valerie's body will become very tired in the face of Dars' great passion...

''I want to talk to you Valerie.''Dars said still not looking at him..

Valeriepun smiled softly...

''What if I clean myself first, then we have breakfast and we can talk quietly.''the soft voice again makes Dars freeze..

''Didn't I warn you of your position Val.don't act like you're my wife.we'll talk but later, and I still don't want to eat with you..''

''I understand...''

Dars then got up from the edge of the bed and approached the closet and took out a medicine box there..

Both looked....

Then Dars passed a medicine box to Valerie...Valerie frowned...

''What is this Dars......''

''Preventing pregnancy pills.''he said coldly..

Valerie's body was weak, as her eyes glazed over.her fingers even trembled holding the pill box..

A great humiliation for a wife when her husband does not even want a child from her.although of course Valerie does not want to get pregnant in the near future...it is impossible for her to get pregnant...

Her parents are far away and she can't possibly ask Mommy for advice on pregnancy from her, she hates Dars and now her hatred is also on Valerie..

while Dars does not want to have children..

''Why do you not want my child.'' said Valerie with tears piled up on her eyelids..

Dars sighed., though.,....

''I'll be honest with you Val.. I have someone I have to find so. I just want that girl to be the mother of my children and not someone else....''

''Did you cheat with her, you have a lover now.'' asked Valerie to endure the pain of being carelessly present and only to hurt her...

Dars approached Valerie and raised the corner of her lips...

''It's none of your business Val. I think I explained that enough to you..''

Valerie stood up and looked at Dars eyes with a shattered look..

''You think I also want to have a child from you.....''

Oh, why did his tears fall in front of this cruel man, why did he even show his feelings..

''Do as you please.and if you have found it.then do not forget to divorce me..Valerie stepped into Dars' body to cleanse herself..

Dars was silent.he sighed.begini better, Valerie endured with him because of pity and abstinence for Dars to accept the taste of kasian from anyone even from Valerie herself because of that...he will never give his heart a chance to let Valerie in. And for that Dars must immediately find the girl in his past, Barron must find the girl until he meets..

And after meeting, then he'll let Valerie go.....

The man stepped out of the room towards his study...

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Why is this so painful for him...?

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''Is there really no trace of the little girl...

While Barron bowed his head deeply..

''I'm sorry Mr. Dars, but I checked in the city a girl about 18 years old and liked the Teddy Bear doll.but until now I have not found it..''

Barron did not understand at all, why Mr. Dars was still looking for another girl while there was a very beautiful mistress Valerie and became his wife..maybe he's dead, or already abroad, maybe married or whatever it is. It's very difficult to find a little girl just by the hint of a teddy bear...

''Where should I look for him.'' Dars' voice seemed weak..

''Sir.there is more important thing and this is about the enemy of the master himself, Mr. Pedro.he is targeting you.I think.we must take care of the lady...''

Dars raised his face...

''Valerie mean..''

''Really sir.I thought...''

''Pedro will never know Valerie.even in our dark world, I never said I was married..Pedro won't be after Barron.oya.if there is a store in this city that specifically sells Teddy Bear..the little girl really likes Teddy Bear dolls and will definitely regularly visit the store...''

Barron nodded...

''I'll check it out later sir...''

''It's good that I'll wait for news from you Barron..

Barron nodded and left Dars' office...

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Valerie smiled when she found the same teddy bear as hers 13 years ago...

''This is a special series, miss.teddy bear is very rare.'' whisper the waiter shop on Valerie who is holding a doll while daydreaming..

Valerie kissed the doll longing until her eyes glazed over, she used to give her doll to a lonely man, Valerie kept looking for the same doll but did not find it...

''I miss you Teddy Bear.'' whisper Valerie with tears...

The shopkeeper could only be moved and delighted that Valerie had found her doll...

''Ow..sweet once, she must have missed you too miss you.''whisper the shopkeeper calms Valerie down, though,...

Valerie then nodded while wiping her tears...

''I'll buy this.'' Valerie's mouth hugged her doll and didn't want to take it away from her...

After paying..

Valerie turned her body and hit the body of a man behind her, until it almost fell but the man immediately held Valerie's body until it did not hit the floor..

''Ow...''

The man smiled understandingly....

''I'm the guilty one.I should be able to avoid you miss.'' replied the man very kindly..

Because she felt bad, Valerie also returned the man's hand..

''My name is Valerie,...''

''Valerie's beautiful name is Pedro.It's nice to meet you, lady.'' said the man smiled.

The deg!!!!!