Tears in Marriage
in the hospital

Now that Zahra was beginning to awaken, she opened her eyes

" have I been in heaven, I am dead, but why do I still feel pain" said the weak zahra

" you're not dead, you're in the hospital" said Aksa, who was sitting in a long chair a little away from the patient's bed

zahra was startled, she immediately sat leaning on the bed

" why are you helping me huh,, is it not yet satisfied that you hurt me,, you evil bastard, cruel,,!!! " said zahra a little screamed

" yes, I am not satisfied to hurt you, I will continue to torture you, it is because you have been evil to your own brother, " snapped aksa

zahra just kept quiet, instead of apologizing aksa even spoke which added to the heartache of zahra

aksa was going home, but because devan came finally bi marni who came home with ushered devan

the doctor came to check, and,,

turns out he was the older brother of his friend Zahra back in High School

" Zahra,,,?? " said doctor fatih

" mas fatih, " said zahra enthusiastically

" yes, why are you like this, "ask fatih

" nothing" said Zahra

aksa was going to the toilet, so she didn't know that Zahra knew her doctor

" yes, yes, don't forget to take the medicine, yes, I'm sorry, " said fatih

" i, yes mas, " said zahra but his eyes glazed over

actually, Zahra needs a backrest, but to whom, uh,,

his mother was long gone, neither brother had, he was like living alone in this world

aksa went into the zahra room, she got a call

" i want to go home, there is no point in accompanying you here, too, " said aksa as she stepped out of the room

zahra just silently did not respond, zahra was aware, she was meaningless in the eyes of her husband,,

after Aksa left, Zahra sat leaning on the bed and covered her face, she cried herself, she vented her grief,,,, she said,,

" yeh why don't you just take my life,, my heart hurts, I'm not strong anymore ya alloh, I can no longer live this all,,, torment, hikss,, " zahra's cry sounded bitter as she smacked" his chest

after weeping, Zahra now took her medicine, and,,

after that she lay down, tilting her back to the door

Fatih who happened to be in a night picket,, went into the zahra room,,,

actually, fatih heard all the zahra cries, and, as a matter of fact, fatih stood in front of the door waiting for the zahra to calm down,, he said,,,

after the Zahra sleeps, the new fatih enters

zahra, who heard the steps approaching her bed, turned her body, and,,

fatih went straight to Zahra and checked his condition,,

" how zah, if it has been mengedain his wound is not too painful anymore, "ask fatih

" engga mas,, a little less, " said zahra with a small smile

" zah, if you may know what's going on with you, the same story I told zah, " said zahra

zahra just lowered her head and shed tears, she said,,

I'm ready to listen to him, you're a friend of the dinda so I've taken it like my own sister, " said fatih while stroking Zahra's hand

finally, Zahra told him everything, and he kept shedding tears as he told Fatih

" so, you're married, "ask fatih while rubbing his face rough

actually, fatih had always liked the same zahra, but fatih did not dare to say it

" zah, yes, strong yes, you can definitely deal with this, you are strong women, you are great women, never give up, ", said Fatih

" yes, thank you, " said Zahra

you have eaten not yet zah, eat first yes, " said fatih

" it was a mas, it was time to eat medicine, "said zahra

" yes you have rest, do not mind much, I go first yes, want to check other patients, later I will come back here again when it is finished, ", said fatih

" yes, " answered zahra

fatih felt sorry for zahra, her fate was not as pretty as her face, actually zahra a beautiful woman who was kind and righteous, but why was fate so cruel to her

fatih wanted to help the zahra, wanted to take the zahra away from her husband, but was afraid that the zahra would not

the clock shows 01 in the morning,, fatih accompanies zahra, because pity zahra who is sick no one accompanies, he needs support,,,, because pity zahra who is sick there is no one to accompany, he needs support,,

fatih sleeps in a long chair next to the zahra bed, with a chest and a doctor's coat that he uses to cover his body

at 03am, Zahra got out of bed, she was going to the bathroom

because of lack of heart" the infusion fell and it shocked the fatih who fell asleep

" zahra, you're fine", where are you going, it's still morning, " said Fatih while helping zahra

" emm, go to the bathroom, " said Zahra

" yeah let me anterin, "said fatih lead zahra

now that Zahra is in the bathroom, she is ablution for tahajud prayers,,

"chuck," the sound of the bathroom door being opened

zahra walked out and fatih would direct, but zahra refused

" i'm sorry, I've been ablution, will be void, " said zahra

" ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah, sorry, "says fatih stay away

zahra prayed while sitting on the bed, fatih who saw him was more amazed by the zahra

finished praying zahra praying in silence,, she shed tears, zahra cried so much,,, she said,,

fatih who saw it, just silent, she was sad, she felt pain, she saw zahra being treated like that by her husband

after the completion of the prayer, the fatih approached the zahra

" zah, what if you just leave your husband, I'll help zah, " said fatih

" it's not time yet mas, if I leave now, surely father will blame me, I will wait for the right time to go mas, later if I need help,,, then,, I'll call the mas, " said zahra

" yes it's up to you zah, this is no HP me, if anything" call me yes, mas want to go around first check the patient, " said fatih

" yes mas, thank you for accompanying zahra ya mas, " said zahra smiling

" yes, nothing, " said Fatih

now the zahra is back alone in that all-white room,,, a silent atmosphere, as if to depict the lonely life of the zahra itself no one cares