
After dinner, I sat alone in the garden behind the house. Accompany the ripples of water flowing in an ornamental fish pond.
At first I was accompanied by my mother-in-law, we did not tell much, she only discussed her longing for me. He felt lonely with my absence in this magnificent house.
Ever since I entered this house, my mother-in-law has been my best friend in many ways. So she really felt lost when Grandpa took me away.
I came to the conclusion, Grandpa told me to come back at the request of my mother-in-law who felt lonely.
There was a disappointment tucked into my heart. My hope of being able to solve my problems with Mas Yoga simply disappeared.
Even if she has betrayed my love, I will forgive her for the sake of our baby who is now in my womb.
"Yes." Samar heard someone calling my name.
I flinch, I'm afraid only my hallucinations expect him to come back.
The sound of someone's footsteps approaching me, I was still staring at the ornamental fish pond in front of me.
"Yes, I'm sorry!" a person I miss so much for his voice.
I raised my face, I stared in disbelief as I looked at the man currently in my mind.
He was sitting in front of me.
"I know, I was wrong. I hope you can forgive all my mistakes." Mas Yoga begged at my feet.
"Mas, don't do this!" I pulled his arm.
I asked him to sit next to me.
He also sat beside me. I kept quiet, confused where to start.
Silence enveloped us, she also kept quiet awkwardly to start the conversation.
"Yes!" Only one word came out of his mouth.
"That's it, I forgive you" I said.
I will with great heart forgive his mistakes. I wish he hurt me enough.
He hugged me, but I had not felt the love and affection I used to feel from my husband.
Maybe because there is still a wound in my heart.
****
At 03.30
I woke up from my sleep, I looked at the face of the man I loved so much who was now still sound asleep beside me.
I got up and walked to the bathroom to clean myself up and get ready for the evening prayer.
Only to the Almighty can I complain about what I feel. I am sure that at this time I can calmly face all these problems because God gave me strength.
After the evening prayer I continued reading the Qur'an and then the dawn prayer.
After the dawn prayer, nausea again disturbed me.
I hurried to the bathroom.
"Oek, oek!"
"Why are you, Shay?" ask Mas Yoga who suddenly went into the bathroom.
"It's okay, Mom," I replied still covering up my pregnancy.
"Then why are you vomiting?" tanya Mas Yoga is worried.
"Maybe in the wind, Mommy," I replied.
"Oh, yeah. I'll get you some eucalyptus oil, yeah!" Yoga gave me attention.
I nodded slowly. He helped me step out of the bathroom. I lay my body on the bed.
"Attime, yeah!" said Mas Yoga then he opened the nightstand drawer beside the bed.
He took out a P3K box from the drawer.
"Here!" her door.
She painstakingly smeared eucalyptus oil on my stomach as well as on my neck.
"Yes, you rest first. Later if you need anything you say me, yes!" he said attentively.
My relationship with Mas Yoga began to improve, but there was still a bit of awkwardness between us. I hope that awkwardness will just disappear as time goes by.
"Well, would you like breakfast here or in the dining room?" ask Mas Yoga when the clock has shown at 07:00.
"I had breakfast in the dining room, Mas!" I tried to get up from my position.
"Be careful, Yes!" mas Yoga helped me.
"Yes, Mas," I said.
We walked into the dining room to have breakfast with the whole family.
All the members of the Herlambang family had gathered in the dining room to enjoy breakfast together.
"Good morning, honey!" my mother-in-law welcomed our arrival who had just started to join.
"Morning, Mom!" my reply.
"Where was this morning?" ask Grandma attentively.
"Good, Grandma!" my answer.
"Every pregnant woman in the first trimester always experiences morning sickness. So you have to be patient" Grandma advised at length.
Mas Yoga glanced at me puzzled, he scrunched his forehead trying to digest Grandma's speech.
"See, what does Grandma mean?" ask me Yoga.
"Mhm," I just muttered.
I don't feel ready to tell Mas Yoga about my pregnancy.
"Yes, you haven't told Yoga?" ask Grandma.
I just shook my head.
"Oh, let's have breakfast, '" said Grandma, switching the conversation.
Mas Yoga is still confused, but it seems that he prefers to be quiet.
We enjoyed breakfast together before we started our activities.
After breakfast, Mas Yoga went to college as usual. Mas Yoga again started his activities as a lecturer.
In addition to teaching at the State University of Jakarta, Mas Yoga was also given the confidence by his grandfather to lead the Herlambang family company.
With the intelligence he has, he can do his job well.
While I, choose to stop teaching at the University and channel the knowledge I have through webinars organized by several Universities.
"I'm saying goodbye" said Mas Yoga before entering the car.
"Yes, Mom! You be careful," I said, grabbing her hand, and kissed the back of her hand as I read her the best prayer.
He kissed the top of my head, then passed by while waving his hand.
"Bismillah, may this return to be a good start for my household" I murmured.
I stepped into the house, I joined chatting with my Mother-in-law and Grandma in the family room.
****
Pov Author.
"Mas, let me go" Tania pleaded with her husband.
"Until now I won't let you go!" tania's husband.
"You must come with me now!" tania's husband shouted while pulling Tania's arm.
Tania painstakingly fought against the hand of her husband, but what a weak woman.
Now that the husband is dragging her out of the house, the husband will take her somewhere.
"Lake in!" tania's husband shouted while pushing Tania into the car.
Tania tries to grab her phone, and presses the emergency button on Yoga.
Tania was not desperate, though Yoga still ignored the call from her.
He does it every time he has a chance.
Tania's husband got into the car, then drove off at medium speed. He wants to take Tania to a hotel where a subscription is waiting for Tania to satisfy his desire.
Before they head to the hotel, Tania's husband accidentally takes Tania to the salon to polish Tania's face, so that her customers feel satisfied.
"Don't fuck around, if you're still against me, I'll make sure you never live quietly!" threaten her husband before getting out of the car.
Tania's husband accompanies Tania's steps, she is careful that Tania no longer runs away.
"Can I go to the toilet for a second?" Tania asked her husband for permission before his treatment began.
"Alright, I'll take you," Tania's husband said firmly.
Tania went inside the toilet, while her husband waited outside the toilet.
"You?" alisya said shocked when she saw Alisya also in the same salon as her.
"Alisya" said Tania.
Seriate...