That Beautiful Man is My Soul
Chapter 34 - The Unsuitable Desire

Baby cries deafen ears in the morning, the mother who should take care of it is still asleep in her room with a blanket that still covers her body.

He who should be most enthusiastic about the presence of the baby but instead, he did not care.even he did not want to breastfeed the baby directly he chose to pump it and he left it to the baby siter.

It has been a month since the birth of a baby boy named by his mother continued it was Ghaisan Fahri Pratama.the name that was triggered just like that in Alisha's heart because of the charming face of the child.

Everyone who saw it would be stunned because of his good looks, but he hopes that this child can be the most beautiful gift for both parents.

Davina the mother still remains the same, since the birth of the baby he is even more lazy, he should be aware of his responsibilities, but instead he seems to not care.

Reza who is still dubious also still do DNA tests, because he did not want to regret later in life even though his Alisha forbid.But after the results came out and stated 98% it was his flesh and blood that Reza began to melt and take care of his son.

One day after her birth, Davina actually asked to stay at the Pratama residence but everyone refused, because somehow Davina was not Reza's wife or the family's son-in-law.

Finally Davina remained in the Apartment but with ART supervision that specifically monitors all her movements and baby siter to take care of her child, because all this time she never wanted if there was a household assistant, she said,he doesn't want his movements monitored, that's why.

" Tok Tok ! " Of Davina ! " calls the man who is the father of his son.

" Huh, disturb ! " squealed.

" Cleak ! " what the hell ! " embarrassed.

" The re za ! " he answered stammeredly, after seeing the handsome man in his suit.

" Your child is crying, and you still feel good about sleeping ! " squeaked.

" I'm I'm awake ! " Davina went straight out of the room to his son.tumben really early in the morning Reza here, he hit his own eel because of his carelessness, while muttering indistinctly.

" Why Tira ? " ask the baby siter.

" Don't know ma'am, I already love you but still just fussy" he said while fondling nimang ghai.

" What is your daily habit ! " grily Reza.sini Tira love kesaya.Tira immediately handed Ghai to his father, and..

" Geez sir, he's diem ! " Tira was surprised.

" He misses Rez's father, he comes here often." Davina was a little seduced.

" One thing you should be aware of, we are not husband and wife so even though I am the father does not deserve me to come here often" Reza said without looking at Davina standing up.

" Fuck ! " inner Davina, I will make you my husband as soon as possible, if I had not expected marriage not by now, I would have made you volunteer my marriage." he murmured inwardly.

***

Tap..

The sound of the footsteps of the ten cm heels echoed in the hallway to the CEO's room, he who had not come to this company for a few months a little awkward what else the views of the employees a little strange according to him.

A week ago the CEO complained to him that he still could not find the right secretary to replace him, finally with full consideration he agreed to return to work.

" Puk "

" Allahuakbar ! " surprised luna." screeched her.

" Kangen ! " How healthy is it, right ? " ask the friend.

" If you miss why you never play in an apartment." he said.

" He who has made you rich gini Al, why the heck is still sorry ! " Luna was upset.

" Why, I'm also a luna biased human, I'm also a lot wrong.

" But not as much as him ! " luna kekeh, Alisha can only take her breath slowly, luna's attitude is also the same as Anisa showed, they do not understand why Alisha is so easy to forgive a Reza, she said,even Ovi's brother who knows Alisha still survives with Rezapun is infuriated, but they do not know if Alisha has decided something big that they might not expect.

The afternoon before the work that is very piled up makes Alisha a little bit of a mistake, really if no one feels at home to be Ryan's secretary, because there is no job that suits his wishes.

" Dear ! " call someone who already has that other status.

" Why ! " not having lunch ? " ask her.

" Huh, stack it ! " Alisha is leaning her body.

" Ryan just fits in with your job ! " so long as you don't enter Ryan has changed Secretary four times.

" Ha ? " Four ? " Alisha counts her fingers a lot." he continued.

" Therefore as long as you enter, Ryan deliberately seeks a secretary who will be guided directly to you.so that according to his wishes." Reza rubbed iti's head gently.

" How are you doing, Ghai ? " Reza smiled, even if he was not his flesh and blood, Alisha always asked the news of the baby if Reza returned from Davina's apartment, not that he did not want to come but there was another sense if he met Davina, Davina,although he actually has also classified everything that happened.

" Good, as always be quiet if the mas comes ! "

" Wouldn't she stay with mami mas ? " Alisha tried to re-think.

" If he lives in the main house, Davina will come to love him, but she doesn't agree." Reza pulled up a chair and sat down next to his wife.

" But Ghai mas's kasiahn." Alisha remembers that the boy was crying.

" Unless..." Alisha.

" Except ? "

" Unless you want to be a mother ! " Alisha instantly crept her sponge skirt.

" We've talked about this ! " Answer Alisha with eyes looking down.

" There is no harm if you still expect God to return your wife ? "

" We can hope and ask God for anything, but we can't all go back to how we were." Alisha replied firmly.

Reza could only look into those eyes deeply, try to find out if there was still a chance for her, what love and affection was for her, and the answer was, still, but unfortunately the woman's heart was not racing against her.

" Yes already mas back to the room mas, then there yes we mean the same ! " the door.

" I'll give Mr Ryan permission first ? " Reza nodded.Sorry mas, maybe this love is still deep for you, but this disappointment is also very disturbing me." lirih Alisha looked at Reza away.

# The hospital

In the VIP room a charming man with sparkling hair was sitting beside the gurney and looking at the patient pity.

An hour ago he got word if the patient went back on a rampage and had to be injected with a tranquilizer because his desire was not realized by the mother.

For several months he was in and out of the hospital because of mental illness more precisely, longing and heavy restraints make the soul and body finally not strong and sick.