
Razi, yes he is Razi. The one who was helped the other day by Asyifa. Because of the words of Ashifa, made the young man now stand in front of the field. A place he rarely visited.
'That one word 'Cemen' was able to touch his heart as well as his mind. He was surprised, because only now someone wants to help him, usually just let him even laugh at him.
'Lazy' That one word was deeply attached to the young man. However, because like his Asyifa did not like with people who could not do anything like that time. That's why he's trying so hard to defend himself. Starting from the physical and mental exercises he did.
One of his goals was 'Syifa'. The girl had changed her, from a young man so lazy now to diligent.
Razi is a young man who is so obedient and also clever. Her appearance was so innocent, even so innocent. She is the twin sister of Amel, she grew up in the middle of a complete family, yet the parents of them are very busy.
They both live in sufficiency, but the absence of both their parents makes them live like a kara. They grow up accompanied by caregivers, their parents are busy with their existing careers abroad. Once a week their parents will go home, but still, their work is always carried into the house to reduce their time for both children.
This is what triggers Razi like having a defender, his defender is Asyifa, the girl who has helped him. Therefore he wanted to be close even he wanted Asyifa to be his. But because Asyifa like her did not like her now, so she tried hard to be able to stand straight beside Asyifa.
Day after day he trained himself until a few months he trained, now the end he can shape himself to be stronger. Strong in the face of bullying, and strong to side by side with Syifa.
Razi is so fascinated with the girl that he is eager to make her his own. Not only that, he even took karate classes followed by Syifa.
Amel was so sorry to see that his sister was tormented by forcing herself to be with the girl. He approached the older brother who was sitting at the dining table while chewing his food.
"So why the hell, find another girl. Why should the girl who obviously she does not like the same sister." exclaimed Amel who saw her brother eating vegetables that he did not like so much just to keep his body.
"Why the hell, this vegetable is also healthy. Good for the body." he said.
"Yes good. My sister doesn't like vegetables. And what is this?, Brother did all this because he was forced to." exclaimed again.
"No. Brother is not into force doing this." his elak.
"After all, this is when Brother changed himself for the better" he continued
"Yes. Good anyway, but not gini also dong." annoyed Amel.
"Have it been, just because of this fight period anyway?, this is still early morning deck." he said.
"Tau ah's. Amel sprained the same brother!" amel exclaimed before leaving and ignored his brother's call.
Razi shook his head and smiled, remembering the beautiful face, and the coldness of Asyifa but still charming. That's not too much.
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Razi kept trying to get the attention of Asyifa. But Asyifa is Asyifa. Who are not so interested in things that smell of love.
Until finally, in college. The starting point of his frustrating an Razi when Asyifa was walking with Reyyan. Not just walking, but laughing happily. 'Laughter' is one word that Razi never got from the girl. Never mind to laugh, just a smile she never got from the beginning she was familiar with her.
But his hopes were crushed when he found out, the girl had married someone. A new student who even according to her is no more than her.
Heart hurts. Only the first time he felt in love but had to swallow a bitter pill by hearing the fact that his girl was no longer able to reach him.
He's the kind of guy who's not so aggressive. He just wanted Asyifa to love him by herself. But what reality?.
His frustration continued until he lost his spirit. Amel was so infuriated by it, many times he awakened the Brother but the results were always the same.
Up to her peak, at midnight Razi in the bathroom, she lay in a bathtub filled with water. He looked at the one photo he held with a smile and also a cry simultaneously.
"Happy Syifa, I hope that after my departure, I can forget you. I can no longer see you with her." she muttered.
"Why?, why!!" shouted Razi.
"Why have you never seen me!, why do you always ignore me!, and , what did you say?, you told me to forget you!" continue her.
"Hiks ,, hyss , that's it, after all you're married to her, I'll take care of it. Happy dear, happy happy life my first love, and my last love." murmured his smile wryly and stared fixedly at the photo of Asyifa before she sliced her own veins.
He let out a long sigh and smiled before he closed his eyes and submerged himself with a bloodied hand.
In the kitchen, Amel, who was fetching water, was shocked to hear Razi's scream. He thought it was just a hallucination because he had just seen a horror movie. However, he suddenly remembered with his older brother Razi. He ran to Razi's room and banged on the door, so frightened that he asked the house security to help him break down the door.
After the door was broken, because he did not find the brother, he turned to the bathroom, he was so worried because he did not hear the voice of Razi while the door was locked, he asked the security guard to break down the bathroom door. The door opened violently, Amel went inside but his movement stopped when he saw the flowing blood mixed with water. He shouted and ran towards the older brother who was already stiffened.
"Sister!!" his screams wiggled his arms.
"What are you doing!!, help lift!" amel snapped at his silent worker dumbfounded in shock.
They nodded and approached the two of them. They took him to the hospital, but the life of the young man named Razi could not be helped because it was too much blood.
Amel was shocked. His only brother is no longer beside him, in this world.
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