
I snuggled up on the bed while breastfeeding Bagas with my sobbing Isak who was held back because next to me was Ryan who was already sound asleep. Afraid that my crying will add to his wrath. Fortunately Bagas calmed down when I was breastfeeding. God, I'm tired of all this. If I can't hold on anymore, then lead where my feet will go. Wail me in my heart.
Last night my eyes could not be closed, I lyric clock on the wall of the room already showed at half-four in the morning. I noticed that Ryan, who was beside me, was still sleeping. I got up slowly so I wouldn't wake Ryan. I carried my child slowly so as not to wake up and cry. I noticed once again that Ryan was still sound asleep. I immediately went outside the room and looked for an umbrella in my usual place. I got out of the house before anyone saw me. It's like turning away!
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Just as the dawn prayer rang out I arrived in front of my parents' house. I knock slowly on the door of the house that still looks quiet.
Tok..
Looks like ibuk hasn't woken up yet, or are they praying? I don't know, I tried knocking on it one more time.
Tok..
Chequek!
"Astaghfiullah!" My mother jumped in shock as she held her chest as she opened the door and found me and my son standing at the door.
"Hushy, hiks.." Spilled my tears that I could hold.
"Eh, what's up to nduk? Let's go in first." I immediately entered the house with my mother's guidance.
"Sir!" The scream of my mother made the father and Dawn stirred from the inside.
"What's up to buk? Nduk ooh!" It seems that the father was also surprised, the father immediately grabbed the Bagas in my sling. Then Mom hugged me tightly.
"My mother likes to scream. You want to go home again?" Dawn immediately sat on the chair in the living room.
"Bad! Don't ever come back to him! Until death, father of not ridho!" Said my father firmly. I can only nod my head. I was determined to never come back to him.
"Let's take a break in the same lackey in the room." My mother led me into the room, while my father followed behind while holding Bagas.
"Here sir, Bagas is put to bed to rest with his mother." Ibuk grabbed Bagas in his sling then threw him beside me.
"Rest first, mother does not pray first." Pamit my mother, I nodded too. I went straight out of the room with my father and closed the door slowly so as not to wake Bagas.
I immediately broke down my body because all night I could not sleep at all, finally my eyes were closed because it could no longer withstand sleepiness.
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