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Two weeks passed, finally today is the wedding day Alwi and Syfa not many guests who come only family from both parties.
Alwi said kabul ijab smoothly and firmly, while Syfa is seen dripping his tears behind the veil he wears, Syfa does not want this marriage his heart remains fixed for Abbad even though he knows at this time maybe Abbad is happy with his wife.
Alwi approached Syfa's parents. "Umi, Abi, Alwi would like permission to take Syfa to Alwi's house."
"Please son, because now Syfa is your responsibility and Syfa is obliged to follow her husband wherever he goes" said Abi Idris.
"Abi, Syfa wants to stay here" Syfa refused.
"Syfa, now you have become a wife so it is appropriate that you follow wherever your husband goes" exclaimed Umi Aisyah.
"But Syfa is not ready for Umi to leave this house, after all Syfa his people do not live in people's homes" said Syfa.
The faces of Abi Idris and Umi Aisyah were already very reddened withstanding the embarrassment in front of Alwi and Uminya. Meanwhile, Alwi and Umi Khadijah can only look at each other.
"Before, Abi went back first. Come on, Syfa, come with Abi!"
Syfa followed Abinya's steps.
"Syfa, you've really put Abi and Umi to shame. Why do you like to argue? it's all because you've been having too much of a slang with that guy!" abi Idris Sentak.
"Abi, don't ever blame anyone else all this has nothing to do with Mas Abbad, Abi and Umi who have forced Syfa to marry him even though Syfa doesn't want to," sahut Syfa's.
Abi Idris raised his hand wanting to slap Syfa but his hand held in the air made Syfa startled and his eyes began to glaze over.
"You've gone too far for Syfa, Abi married you to Ustadz Alwi because Abi wants you to live life better, anyway Abi does not want to know you have to come with your husband!" abi Idris.
Abi Idris also left Syfa who has now shed tears. After waiting for a while, Syfa was finally willing to join Alwi even though Alwi knew there was coercion in Syfa.
During the trip no one spoke at all, even Umi Khadijah preferred to be silent. Arriving at Alwi's house, Syfa follows Alwi to enter his house.
"Sorry Nak, the house is not as big as your house but Umi hopes you will feel at home living here" exclaimed Umi Khadijah.
Syfa simply nodded without any intention of answering her in-laws.
"Come Syfa!" bring Alwi.
Syfa followed Alwi again, until finally arrived at the door of Alwi's room.
"This is my room and from now on it becomes our room" cried Alwi by inviting Syfa into his room.
Syfa noticed every corner of Alwi's room, nothing special just that Alwi's room was filled with bookshelves.
"Sorry Mas, may I be honest," Sifa exclaimed with a bow to her head.
"Speak."
"Honest, really, I do not love Mas my heart already belongs to someone else even though that person is now married but I can not deny that my heart is still his so I beg very much to Mas to not force me, maybe I will meet all the needs born Mas but sorry I have not been able to meet the inner needs of Mas," said Syfa.
Alwi was very surprised by Syfa's remarks, what is a sign that his istikharah prayer has not yet received an answer.
"If you still love that man why would you approve of this marriage? marriage is no joke and I have promised God in this marriage even our parents have become witnesses."
"I'm sorry Mas, I beg your parents not to know this problem enough we both know," cried Syfa with tears.
"You know, still longing for the ex is sinful especially now that you are blatantly saying that you still love other men even that man is now a husband of people, you are not afraid of sinning?" ask Alwi.
Syfa can only bow her head with tears, Syfa really can not love Alwi even though Syfa admitted that Alwi is a handsome man and sholeh but apparently can not divert his love for Abbad.
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Syfa helps Umi Khadijah cook for dinner.
"Syfa, Umi did a prayer that you can accompany Alwi until the end of life" exclaimed Umi Khadijah.
Syfa was silent, he did not know what to answer Syfa could only smile. After finishing, Syfa also arranged the results of his cooking at the dining table.
Alwi who just finished praying isya immediately sat down, Syfa painstakingly took the rice and side dishes for Alwi.
"Thank you."
All three eat quietly without saying a word because when eating we should not talk.
After finishing eating, Umi Khadijah was ready to go to his room while Alwi as usual brought his Qur'an and began to read it. Syfa went into the room and saw Alwi was teaching, Syfa immediately went up to the bed and began to lay down his body.
Syfa's view is straight towards the ceiling of Alwi's room. "Mas Abbad, are you happy with your wife now? sorry I can't forget you, I still don't want you to belong to another woman" Syfa said with tears.
Syfa quickly wiped away her tears for fear of Alwi seeing her. Alwi was done teaching, then Alwi took a pillow and also a blanket in the closet. Alwi decided to sleep on the sofa because Alwi did not want to until he was caliph.
"Mas, why sleep on the couch?" ask Syfa.
"You sleep in peace do not think of me, I will not touch you" Alwi said, closing his eyes.
Syfa actually feels guilty to Alwi but how else does Syfa not love Alwi and Syfa feels very happy if Alwi wants to follow his will.
"Mas, I want to ask permission to go to college because tomorrow I'm starting college."
"Yes please."
"Thank you, sir."
Alwi did not answer Syfa's words again, Syfa also returned to lay down his body and soon both of them fell asleep in their dreams.
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The next day...
Syfa began to move his body when he heard the sound of the dawn Adhan, Syfa was silent when he saw Alwi who had been awake even Alwi had taught with his melodious voice.
Syfa immediately rose from his sleep and immediately took a bath and took ablution water, after finishing bathing and ablution Syfa also used his face and immediately stood behind Alwi to perform the congregational dawn prayer.
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