The Back To The Previous Dynasty
Liver problems.

The next day....

Mina was walking around the village, people were passing by doing their work.

“Joseon dynasty and the 21st century, just as busy and frenzied. What is different is the technology, if in the joseon dynasty is still traditional then in the 21st century the technology has been increasingly sophisticated.” Mina looked around.

In the middle of his journey, Mina sat down with Prince Jisung. Mina who still felt awkward over Jisung's statement yesterday, decided to turn away.

However, he was late. Jisung had already captured his existence. Jisung approached Mina and pulled her hand to a place, which was behind the booth of one of the village merchants.

“What are you doing?!” ask Mina.

“I love you,” said Jisung.

Mina had expected this to come out of Jisung's mouth again.

“I'll leave everything. You don't have to live as a prince's wife, if you don't want to. I can renounce the princely title, I can take everything off. I don't mind leaving everything behind. Let's go where we're not known and live happily there. You can do anything and go anywhere, and I'll stay by your side. That's all I want.” Jisung looked at Mina with hope in his eyes.

“Our world is not a comic. Running like that sounds like a wonderful ending if you're in the comics, but the reality is different. Unlike books that have an end, we must continue to live our lives, feel burdened and chased. Over time, we get exhausted and hate each other. We will regret the choices we made and live in hatred,” explained Mina.

“Do you not believe me?” ask Jisung.

“It's not you I don't trust, but I don't trust myself. What if I feel a little regret? If that feeling grows, then I blame and hate you. Can you bear it? So come back, this is all I can do,” replied Mina.

“So will reject me?” ask Jisung again.

“I will reject you, but politely. Don't wait for me, I already like other people. Even if I wake up from that dream, I still won't choose to be with you. Please hate me, actually I hope you hate me. I hope we'll never discuss this again, please,” pinta Mina.

“You come with as you please and go as you please. He is not a fool who will be with the one who is going! You think you can be together to death?!” jisung.

“Man will also go and die, no one will accompany you until you die, I understand very well about it. If the rest of our time is not much, I will love him more so as not to regret anything,” Mina said.

“One more time I say, I like other people. May you meet someone with a big soul who can be by your side, have the same hope and wholeheartedly love you. You can meet such a person.” Mina passed by leaving Jisung.

Jisung stared at Mina's departure, “Actually I knew from the beginning, if you would never be mine. But I was trying to be selfish, and I realized that I was wrong.”

The mina pov :

Rejecting one's feelings is not only painful for the rejected, but also painful for the rejecting. It feels like you're destroying someone's hopes, and feeling guilty.

But the heart cannot be forced. I don't love him, and I can't deny that. I love other people, and that's the truth.

It's okay for me to be rejected, but to refuse? That's a lot different. Even though I feel like I'm doing the right thing, the guilt keeps coming to haunt me.

I walked in no direction, until I realized that I had reached a place, namely seongsuchong. The place where the shamans (forecasters) live.

“Why am I here?” ask me to myself.

Since I was already here, I decided to meet shaman Jang.

#chongsuchong.

While walking to find where shaman Jang is, suddenly someone patted me on the shoulder. I turned around slowly, and it turned out that person was the one I was looking for, shaman Jang.

“You're looking for me?” tanyakanya.

“True,” answered.

“Cute me.”Shaman Jang took me to his room.

“You want to say something?” ask shaman Jang.

“Iya, I want to ask if time in the 21st century came to a halt while I was here?” my many.

“No, time keeps running.”

“So...my parents thought I was missing? That doesn't make sense!”

“Didn't your arrival here make no sense either? If you think carefully, nothing makes sense. Every event and event has a reason behind it, only sometimes humans do not realize it.”

I don't know why I doubted the words of shaman Jang. It's like he's lying.

“You lied?” my many.

Her eyes turned away from me, “no, I told her the truth.”

Despite the many questions I had, I decided not to ask. I'm leaving from seongsuchong.

I came to the next village, where Hongsim moved. Before leaving, Hongsim gave me his new address so I could come visit. Now is a good time to visit.

#Hongsim House.

I reached the porch of his house. I saw him embroidery on the porch of his house.

“Hongsim!” myrag.

“Oh, Mina? You here?” tanyanya could not believe it.

“As seen,” I replied.

“Mina...” Hongsim immediately hugged me.

“I'm having trouble breathing,” my chirps.

Hongsim let go of his embrace. We sat on the porch of his house.

“I am confused, someday I will return and will assume all this is just a dream,”.

“You can't take off Jihoon right?” dugup.

“Iya,” answer.

“What are you worried about?” tanyakanya.

“I'm afraid he'll be disappointed later,” I replied.

“You missed him when he left and you were happy to meet him. Even simple things worry you. Love is like a cough, you can't hold it.”

“I will think of a way that no one will get hurt,”.

“In the end, what helps you overcome obstacles is not a brain, but someone who will hold your hand and will not let you go. And that person is the crown prince of Jihoon,” Hongsim said.

“Letting go takes more courage than defending. It's very difficult for me,” I said.

“When you are confused or doubtful about your choice later, then just follow your heart, then you will not regret,” said Hongsim.

I pondered over all the words of Hongsim and shaman Jang simultaneously, leaving me even more lost and insecure about making up my mind.

“Your life is decisive. You will let go or even maintain, it all depends on your decision. Because this is your life, not someone else's.”

“The problem is, I don't believe in myself to make decisions in my life. I feel lost, I feel I can't, I can't afford, I'm afraid to take the wrong decision.”

“Just throw away your bad thoughts, and start thinking positively.”

He is right, if I cannot determine my path, then who will determine it for me? There aren't.