The Black Mamba
Becoming a Parent
April cries as the Eagle, bringing Sakinah back to the nursery. April felt sad when she had to part with her little daughter who she had just born.
"I'm sorry Mom, son, you have to be Mom off now, I'm sorry son. Mama's not evil with you."
Hiks. hiks..
April cries while feeling pain, scar her Cesar. The eagle stared at him from behind the door, looking at his crying wife.
"It's a tough decision, if you want to babysit him for a few months, you will not be angry, than you are tormented" said Elang slowly.
The eagle again walked towards the nursery, in view of the glass, his tiny baby was sleeping soundly, the Eagle smiled to himself, seeing his daughter would part with his Mom.
"I'm sorry you son, don't you ever hate mama."
****
After three days in hospital, April was allowed to return to prison. April walked towards the Eagle holding Sakinah.
"Darling, Mamah last you same Papah yes, pardon mama. This is the last Mamah holding you, Later you do not be like Mamah, be a child who sholehah." said April by peeping Sakinah's forehead.
"Don't, pick up Sakinah." said April.
" Yes, you will take care of our children" said the Eagle.
"I go Bang." said April sobbing.
" Take him, maybe he also wants to carry you one last time" said the Eagle.
Hiks. hiks..
Last April, took over the sling from the Eagle's hand. April held Sakinah, crying.
"Hiks. hiks. forgive Mom son, forgive Mom." said April.
April returned again to the Eagle, and immediately left without looking back. The eagle kissed Sakinah's cheek, the tiny baby crying, as if feeling farewell to her Mom.
***
"You should have brought your son first, love him Asi. Cesar's stitch wound you're still wet, you have to part with your child" said a prison officer, while in the car.
"It's better, than he also felt how to sleep in the prison, I better off he followed his Father.Quite me, who felt the cold of the prison" said April.
****
Charisma and Mr. Alex come to see the Eagle, to see a new niece who has been born. Karisma smiled as she looked towards Sakinah, as well as Mr. Alex.
"You want Yank?" ask Mr. Alex.
"You are Bang, funny." replied Karisma.
"Sakinah can't go home, she should still be treated here for a few days" said Elang.
"Later Brother will bring a car to take Sakinah, do not use public transportation" said Mr. Alex.
"How do you want to? for Sakinah ahead of her?" ask Karisma.
"I will take care, later I will find a baby sister to look after him, when I go to work." replied Eagle.
"April is sure, want to take it now?don't want to babysit for a few months or a year?"
"So sure, Brother, April has given it up."
"Well then, you will help prepare all the needs of Sakinah."
"Thank you, brother. "
"It's the same - the same."
****
April sat opposite the Eagle, looking both eyes April moist, even looking a little wet right on her chest.
"It must have hurt, when Asi came out you didn't give it" said the Eagle.
"If I give Asi to Sakinah, there I will remember to keep Bang" said April.
"Today, you'll bring Sakinah. The hospital, let Sakinah go home. What are you, not wanting to see Sakinah?"
"No Bang, I don't want to."
"Sakinah, it's in the car along with Kak Karisma. There's still time, if you want to see it."
"No Bang, I don't want to."
"Well then want you, brother pamit. Poor Sakinah, she's young."
"Yes, you will tell us about every development of our child. Now Abang pamit, Assalamu'alaikum."
"Walaikumsalam" said April as she shed her tears.
***
"April won't see?" ask Karisma.
"Yes, he doesn't want to see it." replied the Eagle.
"We go home now" said Mr. Alex, turning on the engine of his car.
While in the cell, April cries while hugging, Clara's doll. April shouted loudly, making everything in the cell so panicked.
"Sakinah.. forgive mamah son, hiks.. hiks.. forgive Mamah son." said April while holding her stomach, who still felt pain.
"April, you shouldn't be sorry. Why you cry, you ask for it yourself. Therefore, if you make that decision, you have to think about it again" said one of his cellmates.
"Hiks. hiks.. forgive Mom son, forgive mommy. "
****
"This is Sakinah's new room, while her sleep is one room with Papah son." said Elang.
"If there is a baby sister, she will sleep in the next room, time must be one room with you" said Karisma.
"Yes, my baby sister will also be there if I am on duty. If I don't work or go home, he goes home too" said Elang.
"Remember, if your child is crying, you love milk, but still you check the diapers, he can BAB or urinate" said Karisma.
"Yes, brother, thanks for the info." said Elang.
"Yes already half-sister, later if anything, you call brother directly."
"Yes, brother."
****
The eagle stayed up all night, Sakinah who continued to awake, after being bottle-fed by the Eagle. Seen already at 2 am, Sakinah has not slept.
Both Eagle's eyes already felt heavy, but still made strong, to accompany his little daughter.
"Darling, bobo dong. Papah sleepy, you're not sleepy? Papah tomorrow must be service dear, Papah bad luck." said Elang.
Sakinah began to yawn, slowly closing her eyes. The eagle carefully put Sakinah's body, but when put down Sakinah cried, and the Eagle had to carry her back.
"Darling, how do you sleep? papah sleepy son." said Eagle.
****
The eagle fell asleep on the sofa of his room, after the drama of Sakinah who had just been able to sleep during dawn.
There was a soft snoring, which made Mr. Alex shake his head.
Braaakkk
The eagle was startled, and immediately stood up while staggering. Mr. Alex was shaking his waist, when he saw his sister-in-law.
"If you want to sleep at home, not here." snapped Mr. Alex.
"Every wrong commander" said the Eagle.
"Now you push up 100 times."
"Ready Commander."
Eagles also do push-ups as instructed by his Command, until his body staggered.
"Are you sure you can't sleep or fuss?"
"He fussed Bang, it was an anteng eh even fussed he wanted in a hold" said Elang.
"Good to enjoy being a parent, that's the sacrifice of our parents first, now we feel it" said Mr. Alex.
"Yes Bang, I now feel what my parents were like. "
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