
Nine months passed.
Zalimar lived with Onti and Omnya in the residence of the deceased great-grandfather who had died.
Zalimar deliberately chose to live there with them. For only those who know of their past are so dark that they leave a deep wound for Zalimar. I don't know about Damar himself.
Zalimar does not want and does not want to know about their lives in Medan there. He chose to be busy with his own life. He prefers to work and be busy taking care of his patients rather than contemplating the fate of his past.
It is not that Zalimar does not want to hear the news of ummi and her ashes. Only, he did not want his existence sniffed by Damar and his family. Especially his twin brother. According to the information that Zalimar with from Ontinya, Zianti is pregnant at this time. Damar was so strict guarding her.
Damar was so well taken care of Zianti. Why is that? Because Damar really loves Zianti and also loves the baby who is now in the womb of his wife. The woman who had managed to ruin his life and also Zalimar.
Zalimar smiled wryly when he saw the photo his sister sent him. If today, the first grandchild in Jerry's father's family has been born into the world. Ummi and Abi were happy about it. Together they visited Zianti in the hospital and congratulated him on the birth of the eldest son Damar.
Zalimar could only massage his chest. His chest was so tight to see that togetherness.
"They were happy after they ruined my life. Should this happen to me? Why should I feel it? Why does this feel unfair to me? Why are they happy when I suffer? Allahs.. If I may ask. Blot out the love in this heart for that young man! The young man I always called in my every bow. I want to forget it and start my new life. I want to escape from the shadows of the past. I want to forget all this. Help me, yes, God. It hurts! So sick! Don't punish me with all their deeds! I can't take it!"
"Hiks. They are happy that I am suffering! If my soul mate exists, send him to me! I want to forget the young man who is not mine! Allahs.. Help me. Send a good and worthy young man to be my husband. I promise, I will be faithful and will only be his wife. Even if he dies, I will never replace him with anyone! Even if Damar was conscious and could remember and he asked me to go back to him, I would never want to. It's hard for me to pick up something I've given to my other brother! I promise, yes, God! Help me! Blot this taste down to the roots!" Said Zalimar continued his prayer in prostration of a night so quiet and quiet.
Zalimar was sobbed and stained in his alphabet. He cried alone without anyone to help him to reduce the pain in his heart because of them all. Zalimar fell asleep after crying.
He faintly saw the shadow of a handsome young man approaching him and whispered softly in his ear.
"Abang is coming just in time, Dek. Just wait a minute. He will wipe away all the pain and pain in your heart and replace it with infinite happiness. Until your love and affection for her fades in an instant. Brother promised. Brother will be here any minute. For that, prepare yourself before you come to see you!"
The deg!
The deg!
Zalimar's heart was pounding faintly hearing such a familiar voice in his ears resounding beautifully.
"B-bang-in,"
"Yes, it's me! Prepare yourself. Wait brother. In a moment, my brother is back there. Brother will marry you right away from Abi later!" the answer is so firm and straightforward.
Zalimar flinched from his sleep until he sat down with a great roaring heart. Zalimar stared palely at the wall before him. He gulped bitterly as he remembered the voice of a young man he knew so well.
"D-he..?" Zalimar's heart was racing again.
"Is this a sign? But, why should he? Why her? Isn't he..?"
Zalimar looked far back where their meeting had been for so long. Zalimar still vividly remembered about the young man. Zalimar was in severe shock at the time when he was asked to be his wife.
"Which why? Ngacok, uh!" zalimar said to the young man when he asked him to marry him.
"No, Deck! Seriously brother!" he said that time with a heavy and soft voice to touch the deepest room of the hidden side of the heart belonging to Zalimar.
A thread of sweat flowed down his forehead. Zalimar swallowed his bitter saliva. He realized when the voice of iqomat had been heard. Rushing he berwudhu back even though with the heart continues to pound when the echo of the sound is increasingly heard clearly in both ears.
Zalimar tried to concentrate during dawn prayers. However, the shadow of the young man who would soon come and marry her directly to Abi Zidan made the tense look on Zalimar's face more visible.
Zalimar continued to try to be solemn until the prayer was finished. When he finished, Zalimar came out of his room and gasped when he saw the person who was in his dream last night laughing with his Omnya there.
The heart is out of place. He rushed into the room and hid behind the door. Heartbeats in the chest are getting more and more crazy. His face was so tense that his entire body was sweating.
"D-at-he.. K-here? B-but.. D-when did? W-why are abi and Ummi there too?!" he said with a body shaking.
Not shaking with fear. But rather a shock to the reality that he had just seen out there. Zalimar tried to calm himself. But knocking the door three times and pushed from the outside a little stronger made his body pushed forward until almost fell down.
Zalimar who is not ready, resigned if he will fall to the floor with his face landed first. He closed his eyes tightly and waited for himself to fall.
He waited a long time for himself to fall, but not to fall. He felt the warmth in his body. The comfort returned to his heart and heart.
In the silence Zalimar felt a long-lost taste now returning. He held the hand that now holds his stomach still with his eyes closed.
"Bang Revan?" whispered Zalimar who was answered with a sweet smile on the lips of the young man whose name was called that.
"You, you even know me very well, Deck!" his chirps that made Zalimar's eyes open for a moment.
He forcefully broke the embrace and looked back.
Deg, deg, deg, deg..
Heart's crazy. Zalimar's knees are squeezing. He almost fell if not the young man named Revan was back to catch his body.
"B-bang R-revan?! Is this really you?!" he was so surprised to see the face of the young man who was hugging him.
The young man smiled sweetly at her and nodded. "Really, Honey. Brother, Revan. Your husband!"
The deg!
"Huh?"
Bruock!
"Astaghfiullah! Zalimar!"
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How's it? Wonder who this Revan is? Guess what, Revan is this Zalimar?