The Boss' Wife
Chapter 96 The Good Angel

Abyan POV

A good angel walking on the red carpet.

She's my wife Zahra Aneska.

The good angel came before the angel Izrail.

2 Years in a mental hospital, is no time for me to go through.

During that time, I can say the undead are just drowning with bitter memories. Guilt over the death of an ex-fiance, right in front of me the moment after I asked her to marry me.

A fatal accident that took my happiness within hours.

The beautiful woman I wanted to marry, as a sign of gratitude, had struggled with a long time of pursuing and gaining my love.

That's when I was sure, by marrying her, Cherly's struggles paid off.

As a result of the accident I feel guilty for wasting the sincere love of a woman. That sinful feeling always took away every minute of my life.

Every day, you can only feel dead, but alive.

When I can no longer accept the truth. I thought about dying. With a thought, maybe after I die, I'll come back to life and meet Cherly. Replying to all her love and promising to love her too, all will pay off.

My stubborn dislike of Cherly, painful visit.

Flashbacks

Every day I sit in the park, looking for a way to end my life. But the guard is always tight by my family.

Morning at noon, at mealtime.

The treatment that always took care of me felt restless. "Sir Abyan, excuse me to go to the toilet, for a second. My stomach really hurts" said the male nurse who is often called Seno.

I just kept quiet, without answering. This is the time I have to die.

Seeing Seno has gone I immediately ran looking for something or items that could kill me.

Looking in all directions, I was afraid to see another nurse.

Finally I went into a hallway that was fairly quiet, looking here and there looking for something I did not meet.

I couldn't stop when I saw the beautiful nurse who had a way of looking down with a flat face, like she had so many thoughts.

Brak!

I pulled his hand.

Brak!

Ah. the pain.

For a moment I closed my eyes withstanding the pain of being knocked down on the floor. My eyes opened to see the beautiful nurse, above my body, still closing her eyes.

It's pretty! That's what I said the first time I met Zahra.

Slowly his eyes opened, looking at me. We looked at each other for a few seconds.

"Ah sorry." Zahra stood up so quickly. "Sorry, sir." he immediately helped me stand up.

Slowly I stood up to Zahra's help.

"I'm sorry, hiks hyks. I'm sorry Hiks hiks." she cried.

I should have apologized, but why did he apologize while crying?

"Sorry" he said back. "I'm willing to die, sir! If until you why the hyks hyks hyks." his words make me feel amused.

"Haha... Hahaha.." I can't help it anymore. When I heard Zahra's words. Once his love for work, to the point of willingly dying, with such a small problem.

"Sound father?" ask Zahra who made my stomach more tickled. "Haha... Hahaha..." Why did his words make me want to laugh with satisfaction?

All my life, I can say this time I laugh this comfortably.

"Father, if you're laughing, may I confide."

Unique women, that's what I value.

Claim at less than appropriate times. I want to die, not a place of sacrifice. I want to say that.

I don't know why, I'm interested in what he wants to tell me.

I followed Zahra sitting on the side of the hall where no one else was there.

Sit cross-legged we do.

"Hiks hyks hyks." Zahra was crying again. I want to wipe away her tears that are flowing.

"Gue didn't know who else to tell. I'm tired of my life right now. Hiks hyks. A way of life that is always organized, always utilized. I'm like living in iron bars that can't fly anywhere."

The deg!

I don't know why my heart is upset and sad.

"My first love just left me. He left me who now hopes full. It's all because my family doesn't approve. I don't see the physical and work of anyone. Why am I always and always tortured? Hiks hyks. I want to die but I'm afraid of sin."

The deg!

I felt slapped with Zahra's words.

"Gue is alive, but it feels dead. I really drowned to the bottom of the ocean. I'm confused what to do? My parents died 7 years ago. My dream of becoming a famous writer was also hindered by time. Although the company is always supportive, petrified in achieving the dream, but all of it can not hope fully. Falisha and Mika are friends who always help, strengthen me. But I can't lie with the circumstances that always hit, plus my ex is married. Hiks hyks hyks."

I don't know why it feels like I got hit so many times with all the circumstances inversely proportional.

"My life is mediocre, but enough to fill my life."

I wonder why he is not crazy like me? In fact, staying with a situation that is fairly difficult to go through.

I was just in staying dead, whereas Zahra bore a heavier burden, but she remained strong and only cried beside me.

"Gue hope, your life is not like mine. Keep the spirit even though the burden we feel is so heavy" said Zahra standing up. "Thank you for listening to my curses." He wiped away the tears on his face. "May we both be on the good road, huuuf!" exhale rough.

"I'm sorry." Smiling himself away, leaving me alone.

I feel amused, by the way of thought that I call this fool.

I forgot about the big family who had always been supportive, giving happiness every day, sometimes even crying out for forgiveness without me knowing what they were blaming.

Just Cherly's death I threw it all away.

I think I'm really stupid. I should have enjoyed the rest of my life, not the dead who did not know to live again or go to hell.

I forgot the religious law that always taught me about the death of someone who had been determined. Stupid and stupid...

I was in high school, but I broke everyone's heart.

Actually I'm just sorry for Cherly or love. But why do I feel guilty? What all this time did I feel was guilt or true love?

But I'm confused, what is love like?

"Astaghfirullah's. Forgive me, God."

Hiks hyks.

Thank you, good angel, for opening my way of mind.

Seriate...