
Lyra longed to fall asleep, without opening her eyes again. His chest felt increasingly tight, so unable to support his own body. Tears falling from the corner of the eye made Zul act quickly as a husband.
Zul holds Lyra's body, asking Adi to come with them to the room ...
"We're talking in the room! This matter must be resolved!" emphatically.
Zul turned back to Betris who seemed to hold a glass of water, with her hands shaking and then lowered her face.
"Betris, help you pick up the kids!" command ...
Betris just nodded, she understood what Zul said, but she couldn't answer using Indo.
Zul takes Lyra to the room, puts his wife very well on the bed, he takes a chair so that Adi can sit close to his sister-in-law.
They both just kept quiet without saying much. Zul doesn't want to ask Lyra to wake up faster, but she keeps rubbing the wind oil, occasionally glancing at Adi.
Before long Lyra was awake, touching her head that felt a little dizzy even circling, making her realize more, that what she heard just now about Kesy was not just a dream or hallucination. This was the reality of life that he had to accept at this moment.
Heavy at the beginning he faced his divorce with Dony, with all the humiliation he received from Rita as well as Riche, which until now never ended.
More severe than Lyra faced during the betrayal of her sister-in-law, who could fuck her daughter and niece herself.
Lyra turned towards Zul. He tried to be calm, not arrogant, or emotional in the face of all this, to prove that his words were not wrong.
Many times his tears flowed, his heart grew even more painful when he saw Adi in front of him.
Slowly Lyra said, "Can you leave my sister's room for a moment, Di? Brother wants to talk to brother, you!"
Adi nodded in agreement, "Okay sister! Adi wait outside."
Adi passed away from his brother's room, without wanting to look at two people who do not know what to say, but made Adi a little curious, making Adi a little, and eavesdropping on their conversation from behind a closed door, albeit vaguely.
I heard Lyra ask Zul ...
"When have you known all this, Zul?"
"Mauro ..."
"My answer, since when? Did Kesy disappear and in the early hours of that day you blame me, it turns out they spent time together? Answer me, Zul!"
Zul took his cell phone, opened some messages sent by Kesy to Dony's number some time ago.
Lyra's tears flowed again, not expecting her daughter to be this brave to Adi.
If behind back, not completely all Adi's mistakes, but all have happened. And can't be turned back. Time was so fast and cruel that it was reluctant to side with her, that was all that was on Lyra's mind at the moment.
Lyra took a deep breath, she rubbed her pale face.
"the 12 years we were together, I think my biggest mistake was aborting my womb. Until you left me for a week, you even gave a woman named Kanza a chance to be close to you ... Now I regret all my actions. You know, Zul, I think it's karma because I threw away our twins back then. Pain Zul ... It hurts so much ...!"
Her tears were unceasingly flowing. Lyra continued on with what was in her heart right now ...
"Perhaps if I'm not too hard on Kesy, this isn't the case either. But I was loud because I saw how they kissed. I saw it with my eyes!! This is what I'm afraid of, and it's all happened ..."
"I don't blame you, even your sister Adi, but I blame myself, because I've failed to look after my daughter."
"Mauro ..."
"Ssssht don't say anything right now! I got married at the age of 23, with a wounded heart, divorced for the first time in my 30s. And married a handsome young man, working as an obstetrician younger than me 9 years. But baby, we failed Zul to keep all of this ..."
Lyra covered her face with her palms. He again sobbed lamenting his own fate at this moment.
Slowly he stared at Zul's face, which also looked at him, "Thank you for taking care of me all this time, giving our children a sweet gift, even though there is no name listed ... At first I thought you wouldn't assume I was your soulmate! Well, maybe you want to spend time with the kids in Indo. Please Zul, I don't forbid you to vacation with them. I'm glad you can give a gift to our children, "his smile is thin, gently rubbing Zul's face with vibrating fingers.
"Give me time, let me calm down for two months in Bali with Bima and Kenny. I haven't seen them in a long time. Maybe if you have time, follow me there. I'm not running away from all the problems, but at the moment I can't accept the reality ..."
"Lyra, don't do this to me! Poor kids, pity Kesy! I know I was wrong with you, I was too upset and selfish. But are we separated because of Adi? I was planning to go back to Indo with the kids. Because I know how busy you are these few days, after seeing your schedule you put on the fridge wall, but I won't forget you! Two months is a long time Lyra. Honestly two weeks I can't resist my cravings! Especially two months! Please think about how I feel, Lyra."
Lyra chuckled with a crying face.
"Two weeks are you not strong? I haven't been touched for two years, so strong!"
"Different, women can hide their desires. A male? What should I do if you stay away from me for two months. No Lyra, I don't want to be apart for that long!" emphatically.
Lyra stared cynically at Zul, "So you want to go take the kids to Indo without me for two weeks is that fair? Without telling me! Aaagh, stop! There is no point in me arguing with you! I leave all the decisions to you as the head of the family to Kesy and Adi. One thing I need to remind you, divorce me!"
Lyra's very spontaneous request made both Zul's eyes round. He did not expect his wife to dare say that sentence to him. During the marriage, she never said the word 'divorce', but this time it all came out of her thin lips.
"What ...?"
"Perse me, Zul! Divorce me ..."